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People say “phase” like impermanence means insignificance. Show me a permanent state of the self.

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For whatever reason God wants me to blog. Idk why. This how Job must have felt………….

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Being a Hazbin Hotel fan is wild. Like yeah I’m reading angsty fanfiction about a spider and a cat with wings. Yes it made me cry. What about it

#top 10 most humbling moments of my life #huskerdust

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Some more “what’s in my bag” posts from flickr. We have always been the same…..

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my friends are fighting, i have three tests in a day, a confusing talking stage, impending AP exams, and my musical tech week approaching so I might just go die

#its rough out here #listening to asmr while studying to calm my stressed heart rate #mel rambles

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

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If you guys were on here at 11 years old what would you be posting about

#pretty sure i was on here at 11 #and i would be the biggest reylo blog ever #kinda exposing how young i am now #also I’m not sure if the shadow and bone obsession started at 11 or 12 but bear believe that was my first real online fandom I posted about

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deadbeat tumblr mutual

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the next time you hesitate to leave a comment on a fic remember that I go back and read all the comments I get on my fic whenever I'm feeling down and it makes me feel so much better

if you leave nice comments on ao3 i love you

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Reblog to let your followers know that despite your current obsession your previous obsessions still exist and are simply lying dormant until they awaken and strike again

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Jacin and Winter are top tier insane for each other. Ride or die. Like “you would die for me and I would die immediately afterwards”, “I’d take a bullet for you in a heartbeat, no one would have to force me” “I will throw myself in front of the knife for you”. “I can’t remember a time I didn’t love you, I don’t think such a time ever existed” They have literally no chill when it comes to each other. Scarlet is here thinking “oh winter has a schoolgirl crush on this grumpy guard that’s kinda cute” meanwhile winter and Jacin are out here planning their joint gravestone.

#tlc #they were everything to me #lowkey want to reread tlc now

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By i_m8_art

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why do this to me T-T

#sbg #just spent the past 4 hours binging every episode #new hyperfixion I fear

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OMG the backstory behind the whole boop thing is amazing.

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i want to quit SO BAD

why will no one hire me 

#mel rambles #i mean im literally broke and need the shifts so i cant really complain #but here's your friendly reminder to not work at an amusement park especially not during spring break hours #spring break is not a month so WHY TF IS MY PLACE OPEN FOR A MONTH #whilst im back at school #also mind you i live 45 minutes away with traffic #and im scheduled at the literal worse location ever #and tech week for the musical im in is in two weeks #im not entirely sure how to balance all of that + school and also not get fired #i can NOT be doing all of this for minimum wage

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really missing my grishaverse era

#good times :( #i had my issues with the show but fuck netflix for canceling it #now there's barely a fandom and no new content #mel rambles

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girlies when they see Goncharov trending in 2024