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melancholyat3am · 7 months

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I'm never going to have kids.

I can't. really talk about this to anyone.

I can't say this anywhere else.

but oh my god. this hurts. I love babies. I want one so bad.

but yeah. I'm never having kids. I can't have kids.

thank you.

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melancholyat3am · 9 months

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I miss being in your arms, mia. he doesn't deserve you and he's hurting you. you just can't see it. and I choose not to see it because I can't see you being hurt.

(even though I'd much rather run to you and hold you away from all that's hurting you. all that's ever hurt you.)

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melancholyat3am · 9 months

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us?

my love, we shall go away to a universe, a whole new world just for us. one day, I'll come back to you, I promise.

"You promised." She screams at the body hanging above her. "Why did you leave me then?"

#love #lovers #love quotes #romance #couple #my writing #poets on tumblr #writers #words #writers on tumblr #grief #sad thoughts #depressing shit

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melancholyat3am · 1 year

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what about the ugly part of love they never tell you? the part they never speak of and you never know because it hurts them too much to talk. the ugly side, the ones that get left behind, the ones who gave everything and got nothing in return, the ones who's left wondering if they loved too much or too less. please, what about us? they talk about how the heart breaks into pieces and how it was pieced back together for them. but what about us, when we have no one left for us? you promised, you promised you wouldnt leave. and in the end, you still chose her. so what about me then? please tell me what I'm supposed to do.

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melancholyat3am · 1 year

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help me. help me to stop being a human. to stop feeling all these feelings. because sometimes the things that make you the happiest are the things that's the worst for you. I love him and it hurts. I'm in love with him and I don't know how to stop. I like him so much and I've forgotten everyone else. he hurts me all the time. everyday. I'm not enough for him. he's ripping my heart apart and I don't know how to ask him to stop because in the end, it was still me who gave him my heart.

#love #love quotes #heartbroken #couple #romance #my writing #poets on tumblr #words #writers #writers on tumblr #lovers #fucked up #for him #forever #always you #heartbreak

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melancholyat3am · 1 year

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home.

it's 6 letters. 2 eyes with brown so deep I sink in them. 10 fingers that burn me when he touches me. 2 arms that keeps me the safest. 1 heart that taught me happiness. he's so fucking beautiful. I pray for him to stay every night but there'll be a day when he'd leave me. he won't stay. he'll cease being my home. and then

I'll be homeless.

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melancholyat3am · 2 years

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my life for him is like the life of a flower.

it blossomed into the most beautiful sight anyone's ever set their eyes upon and then

it wilted and shriveled and dried up into dust that flew away in the wind.

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melancholyat3am · 2 years

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My relationship with my mother is like

I yearn for you when you're not here. At times. I wish you were as cool as I thought you were in my childhood. I crave your touch, your hugs, your kisses but I push you away. I can't help but. I want you to understand me but you can't. Maybe it's my fault existing as the person I am. Maybe it's yours. At times you're a good person, just not a good parent. I can't stand you. I don't want to stand you. I don't want to try. Please. Why is it so hard to try to love you?

I love you. I don't. I hate you. I don't.

#love #love quotes #relationship #mother #daughter #poetsandwriters #poem #poets on tumblr #poetry #writers on tumblr #my writing #writers #i miss you

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melancholyat3am · 2 years

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treat me like a princess

fuck me like a whore.

#sexy af #lovers #romance #couple #him #love quotes #love #i miss him #heart #i love him #i love you #always you #holy fuck

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melancholyat3am · 2 years

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In you, I found everything I ever needed and everything I ever wanted.

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melancholyat3am · 2 years

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I'll be yours if you'll be mine.

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melancholyat3am · 3 years

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god K do you know how much i need you everyday? i hate you because i miss you because I love you. please come back please you promised you wouldnt ever leave. you promised.