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roommates of tumblr, stop using metal utensils on your roommates nonstick pans and stop soaking their cast iron pans in soap thank you and god bless

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It might be easy on the other side

Not here

Maybe you'll understand some other time

Get real

You saw the streams when we expected life

You're Awful

Then ran away to a place we'll never find

Oh you thought I would forget

Oh you thought I would forget

All of them lies that you spread to my friends

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Urban Jungle

#nyc #nycphotographer

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5am: thoughts ... love and betrayal

Empty spaces with an empty house. Drinking my thoughts to numb away the pain but things become the same mistakes, different women but same mistakes.

My mind: keep moving forward

My heart: you need to take a break

My body: giving each women a piece of void

My mind: they don't deserve it they don't need it

My heart: i thought you wouldn't make this same mistakes

My body: she want's it as bad as i do. We need it.

Takes a smoke break to realize, walks outside looks at other people holding hands, why ... how did these people become happy with something so foreign just a one big question mark on their love life. Whatever it is i wish them on endless love, hopefully you get there.

Takes a sip of the euphoria I've been lusting on perceptions of what i thought they can become in my eye's.

My mind: lust is a addictive drug my friend.

My heart: drinking ain't gonna solve it

My body: i need it as bad you as you do baby.

Walks back into the apartment... enters the lobby, into my house, glances over the body of another lost cause.

Stares vividly at her body with the sheets half covered on body.

My eye's: damn, she's beautiful just looking over the view of each perfect curve. How she sleeps in peace.

My body: *drinks*

My mind: 😣

My heart: 😖

She wakes up as i sit on the edge of the bed. Walks pass me as i look her walk away.. she looks back and walks away as if she knows nothing was there.

My mind: *sighs*

My heart: you gotta let go..

She gets dress, leaves .. when you hearing the door close

Everything zooms out... the wind blows through curtains.. such a dark room. The wind still travels to hit me.

I lay on the bed just feeling like things are out of my control.

Phone rings ******

Anonymous * 🍑🍑* i wanna see you again when can we link.

My mind: don't answer it.

My heart: beating harder, don't answer it let it go

My body: drink you'll feel better.

Pours the bottle away.

Closes the curtain and window.

It's to heal..

Phone: *ring ring* ......*ring ring* ..... voice mail recieved.

Her: Hey whenever you're free, I'm not sure if you're still mad but i just wanted to know if you're available to talk in person because it's something i want us to talk about ❤ hopefully i can see you....

#deep state #life #lust #lost #long live lost hope #long gone

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Different women same mistakes

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I'm nurturing my heart right now.

!!

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#SoundCloud

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unrelated to last post but topical: as the child of lawyers, I got one thing drilled into me from age 10: don’t fucken talk to cops. never talk to cops.

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Folks, friends, y’all…. esk*mo is a slur. I understand a lot of people don’t know that, I don’t want to be a dick about it, but I’ve been seeing it in fics. Wanna write “esk*mo kisses”? Just say “nuzzled noses” or something.

I’m not here to call anybody out, it’s been in multiple fics, I’m not vague posting. This is just a psa. 👍🏻

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If it's one thing for certain go with your gut

GO WITH YOUR FUCKING GUT.

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“Each and every person is the perfect example of “How thoughts become things?” Bad or Good. But it’s Unfortunate that Most of people used to notice the bad things and they most often pronouncing like “I already knew i’ll happen to me” whenever bad things happened to them. But ever never noticing what good to them by seek for the best.”

— Vrushabh Babariya (Founder, Victor Path)

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I'll take it all tbh

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