minniepetals

[minniepetals]

Cmar will always be THAT ONE FICTION, truly chef's kiss, and there's nothing that will outplay this, and this is everything i'll ever want. Not one day in the last year/s that this left my mind.

honestly to me it's that fic as well haha. i hope i can get back to it soon, i'm honestly so upset i've lost so much motivation for the one thing that i love on this tiresome planet :(

#anon #gen 🤍 #luna asks

[minniepetals]

i kinda genuinely like you, author, not the romantic type, but I hope you have a nice day

this made me smile so hard i showed it to my friend and she giggled lmao. i love you ❤️

#anon #gen 🤍 #luna asks

[minniepetals]

Good morning or evening, again. To your answer, I completely understand. I am also trying to fight my way through similar feelings with my own creations, so I hope this offers some reassurance to not worry too much. I have more questions, but I do not wish to ask them before asking about you first and foremost. It would be disrespectful and invasive on my end. If it’s not too bold of me to assume, since you do plan on continuing CMAR, do you have outlines or story maps? Or anything similar?

anon: Pardon the immediate follow-up ask. I am not going to be so boldly disrespectful to you to not give an Out. I want to make sure that you understand entirely that my asks are out of pure and simple curiosity, and if there is any a time where you do not feel comfortable answering, know I am not upholding any expectation that you must. Knowing how you are feeling, I can only imagine there are times where you are tired of being questioned. You owe me nothing, least of all an explanation.

all and any questions about cmar and my fics in general are welcomed! i actually love to read and answer them because while i myself have no motivation to write, talking about cmar always makes me happy.

to answer your question, i do plan on continuing cmar. from the very beginning, this was actually meant to be a oneshot, where cmar would be finished with just the first chapter, but people loved it so much they wanted more and i thought why not? and then i spiraled down into a whole plot-line worth of a series and now we're where we are now lol. for a project as big as cmar, it wouldn't be wise not to have an outline, so i've created a whole notion page for it to combine all the information that i need to know and remember. almost all the enemies have been outlined, as well as allies, and the important arc in itself has been planned out.

sometimes i just want to publish that whole page and have readers look to see my thought process through everything and the way i've been working through cmar haha, but that would be too many spoils.

all that's really left for me to do is write, and that's the most difficult part :(

#anon #fics 🤍 #cmar: gen #luna asks

[minniepetals]

Good morning or evening, whichever time it is for you. I do apologize for this mess of an ask; my fourth time rewriting it and may very well be the first ever I sent. So, forgive my awkwardness. Firstly, I would like to sincerely compliment you for the wonderful writing you did for “Cry Me a River.” It has become my second favorite title under descent-into-madness tropes and genres, so thank you wholeheartedly for sharing it with the world. Secondly, I was wondering if you planned on continuing?

aww bub thanks so much! yes, i certainly plan on continuing. it's just at the moment, i'm very de-motivated with writing and haven't been able to find any love and passion in the way i used to, which upsets me a whole lot. i feel like i'm just existing rather than living and writing had been my escape but for a while now i can't even escape into that world any longer.

but when i can get back into it again and find my words again, i really hope to get back to writing cmar. i just really want to give it my all when i write again rather than giving you guys things that i can't put my all in. i hope you understand ❤️

#anon #luna asks #fics 🤍 #cmar: gen

[minniepetals]

THE APRIL FOOLS JOKE BROKE ME SO HARD (I love you, please take care of yourself and tysm for the update on your well-being!!, I hope you're good)

lmao that's funny. i feel like i'm just floating around here on this earth honestly, trying to find my passion again 💛

#anon #gen 🤍 #luna asks

[minniepetals]

hii minnie ! i’m not sure if you listen to beyoncé but her song on her newest album called “daughter” reminds me so much of cry me a river mc . just wanted to say !!

i listen to beyonce here and there and omg, i hadn't heard that song before but asdfghjkl you're so right, this was literally made for my dearest girl 😭

hurts my heart, those lyrics 🫠

#anon #luna asks #fics 🤍 #cmar: gen

[minniepetals]

HOLD UP I JUST FOUND OUT YOU WERE HOSPITALIZED I’M SO GLAD YOU FEEL BETTER NOW PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF 🩷🩷🩷 I’M SENDING MY BEST VIBES YOUR WAY

thanks bub, just trying not to rot in my bed all day now :)

#anon #gen 🤍 #luna asks

[minniepetals]

I know this is like super random but I really just adore a thousand springs and I can’t move on. So I was thinking now that mc is better and can move but she still doesn’t have her voice back… would she learn sign language so she could communicate with the boys? 🥺 like just picturing them learning it so they could talk to her with some normalcy while she gets better and it makes me so 💕💕💕 (until her voice comes back and we all just collectively loose our mind)

i don't think she'd learn sign language since the effects would be temporary, so she'd probably continue writing as a way of communicating. her healing process would involve writing exercises since she needs to regain her strength with that, as well as physical therapy for walking, and voice exercises once she can speak again. overall, the poison would leave a permanent disability where she's much weaker than before, not able to run for long otherwise she'll hurt herself and get tired easily, being sensitive to the weather, and other stuff.

maybe if i can get back into writing, i'll get a part 2 out for a thousand springs because i definitely had something brewing when i released the oneshot out.

#anon #fics 🤍 #w: a thousand springs #luna asks

[minniepetals]

MINNIE PLEASE HAHAHAHAHA

the april fool’s joke definitely got me- no pressure for writing or anything, just sending you all the love

-😦 anon

thanks lmao. when i sent the first post out, i thought ppl would get it but they were commenting how happy they were and i was like oop- hence i had to reblog with the statement that it wasn't true lmao

#😦 anon #gen 🤍 #luna asks

[minniepetals]

Hii! How're youu? It's been 2 months and haven't seen you active so I hope you're doing finee we miss you a lot🥺 Take caree~~✨️💜

miss you too! just hanging around here trying to love what i used to love again 💕

#anon #gen 🤍 #luna asks

[minniepetals]

I keep checking to see if cry me a river has been updated every couple months and no rush or anything but I’m just worried bc last you posted you were in the hospital and none of your fics have been updated in a year. I really hope that you just decided to abandon your account and not that anything bad happened to you. On the off chance you see this could you let us know if you’re ok?

you know i always worry about things happening to me and i'll have no way to send you guys an update that i'm not returning but i'm here to say that i'm okay! just really mentally drained with life in all honesty. i've lost a lot of motivation with writing but i'm trying my best to get back into it 💗

#toastednugget #gen 🤍 #luna asks

[minniepetals]

hope you're doing ok <33

im gud thanks bub <3

#anon #gen 🤍 #luna asks

[minniepetals]

hey author, hope tou are okay these days and not hospitalized anymore :( wishing my best wishes to u ^^

yup, i'm home now just working :)

#guinhosletters #gen 🤍 #luna asks

[minniepetals]

hiii!! i had a random thought at work today when i was listening to control by halsey! i was thinking and it reminded me of cmar mc! just wanted to share <33

i love getting recs on songs for cmar. and control honestly fits so well!! thank you! <3

#oreowooyoung #luna asks #fics 🤍 #cmar: gen

[minniepetals]

can't believe i'm just reading this now but HOSPITALISED??? are you okay? i really hope you're feeling better 💗

yeah im okay now 💗

#anon #gen 🤍 #luna asks

[minniepetals]

hello happy new year!!

i hope things get better for you soon, and wishing you a lovely 2024 ahead!

- 😦 anon

hii sorry for the late reply but thanks! hope the new year has been treating you well 🫶

#anon #gen 🤍 #luna asks

[minniepetals]

Tbh that april fool's joke got me heart broken

🥹💔

sry i thought it was funny 😔✊

#anon #gen 🤍 #luna asks