mitsukiofkonoha

[mitsukiofkonoha]

Hey fam, if any of yall are friends with @/kankuroofkonoha or @/burningstick, block them please. They told me to kms and gr00med me for a year.

Sorry if this destroys and friendships.

#tw grooming #tw kys mention #tw kms #tw pedophila mention

[mitsukiofkonoha]

Hello

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

*sigh*

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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

*sigh*

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hey Mitsuki how are you doing?

Both horribly and wonderfully separately but simultaneously.

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Haha, I was totally ready to have my conscience split into multiple people due to years of nonstop trauma from my father and people on here! Haha! :) /sar

#why

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its out of touch non-binary thursday happy out of touch non-binary thursday

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Hello, mitsukiofkonoha 🥰! Did you want my video?🥰

PLAY VID >> https://media.tumblr.com/movi0jq4x.mp4 <<

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AYO WHAT THE FUCK

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to everyone who's lost a dad, has suffered abuse from their dad, has no or a strained relationship to their dad, is struggling to concieve, or anything else that makes today hard, i see you. you have every right to take today for yourself. you have no obligation to call your dad or do anything for him, if he hasn't earned it. sending everyone struggling today so much love.

[mitsukiofkonoha]

Don't ask me for relationship advice cause I'll tell you to kill him

#boruto

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Here’s to hoping that every single person with schizophrenia or a schizoaffective disorder or DID or NPD or any other ridiculously demonized mental illnesses has a wonderful day

[mitsukiofkonoha]

low iron sucks

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Reblog to give the person you reblogged it from motivation to work on their fics.

#come on bro

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Post-it war🗒

[mitsukiofkonoha]

Can I get real with yall for a minute? This is my story I suppose.

Y'know, I joined tumblr during 2021. Yeah? Yeah. Probably the worst year of my life. I thought that I was a freak, a weirdo. I had no idea what LGBT, neurodivergence, mental illness, stimming, I didn't know what any of it was. I thought I was unnatural.

Yall taught me.

And you didn't just teach me about those, no Mx! I learned how to exist, how to live, how to let go of people, how to cope, how to love! How to ask for help, how to come out, how to accept myself for who I was, how to set the boundaries I needed to.

Now this is where I'd scroll if you aren't comfortable with talk of grooming, SH, ED's, psych wards and toxic parents.

In the first year on here, I was groomed by 7 different people, not including anons. I was a fool and I didn't know it wasn't safe or legal.

7 people.

Because of that, I'm hypersexual now. It's constant and ruins a lot of relationships. I also struggle horribly with boundaries.

And a great friend of mine, Lady Serenity/Lady Kenway always tried to protect me no matter who it was or what it was. And I thank her for that.

But when she was accused of grooming me (wrong person to accuse, bro), she had to deactivate her account. That sent me over the edge for the first time.

And that led to a year and a half long SH struggle that I'm finally overcoming. I'm over a month clean now, but it started with something that may seem small to others. In the process, I went to the psych ward twice. I had kept it hidden for almost a full year.

And after the first psych trip, I started realizing, SH isn't my only problem.

I recently figured out I probably have an ED, amongst other things I'm not ready to share.

But was I gonna tell anyone? No.

I lost 20 pounds in a week before someone noticed. My boyfriend whom I absolutely love talked with our best friend and they both came to the conclusion that something was going on. They tried to force me to eat but that made it worse. (They were trying to help)

I'm still fighting with that.

And to top it off, a toxic bio father. I won't go into detail about him. But imagine almost daily screaming matches and a short temper, especially when you're all stuck together, and you're doing online learning because of Covid so you're home all day long.

I'm in a good place now though. I stay with my grandparents. I never have to see him. I've blocked the groomers. I've been able to take baths again without hurting myself. And I'm trying to work on not letting my ED take control.

Healing is possible.

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back from the psych ward

again.