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My heart is way too big for this world

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✌🏽

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I hate you

I hate you for making me feel

I hate you for making me wanting to be close to you

I hate you for taking care of me

I hate it when your eyes go soft when they see me

I hate our eye contacts

I hate you when you kiss me softly

I hate that staying in your arms gives me peace

I hate it when you hold me close

I hate it more when you don't hold me close

I hate it that I have to see you for another three years

because I know I will not find anyone else when you are in front of me everyday

there will be no one else better compared to you

I hate it that everyday I want to kiss you

I hate it when you give me forehead kiss

I hate this feeling of having to hold you close and never to let go

I hate it when I don't return your eye contact

I hate it when i don't look at you

I hate it when you listen to me

and

I hate it so much when you don't listen to me

I hate your arms so much

I miss sleeping on them

I hate it when I go to sleep I think of you

I hate it when I wake up I think you

I hate that thinking about you makes me cry

and I hate it more when thinking about you makes me happy

I hate you so much when you make me smile

I hate it when I talk to you

and I hate it more when i don't talk to you

I hate it when I miss the little things that we used to do

cheek kisses

hand holding

you keeping your hands on my waist

laughing together

me keeping my leg on your leg

your hand on my cheek

I hate it when I do something for you because it makes me happy

I hate you for doing everything right

I hate that I cannot be mad at you

I hate you so much for not staying

for doing this one thing that I was most afraid of

I hate you for making me suffer everyday

I hate it when i don't see you for days and it makes me anxious

I hate this gut feeling telling me everyday not to give up on you

I hate you for making me fall in love with you

oh how I wish I could hate you

but I know

I never would

never could

not even a little bit

RS<3

listen to these songs after reading

hope you will like them

RS<3

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A.J. JOHNSON & VING RHAMES Baby Boy (2001), dir. John Singleton

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I really love acts of service!

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“Not everyone has access to me because I want peace more than attention.”

— Unknown

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The masculine urge to heal her from her past, be patient with her, serve and protect her

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finding peace in letting things be as they are.

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“Fall for someone who makes you love yourself a bit more.”

— Unknown

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Mood

I need to pick her up by the throat and bounce her up and down on my cock

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Mood

"that's my good girl, cum on this dick"

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I need to pick her up by the throat and bounce her up and down on my cock

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I want that "have you seen the way he looks at her" kind of love.