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extreme hunger is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me

#tw ana diary #e4ting dis0rder #male ed #ana male #male anna #restrictive ed #4na diary #an0rexic #tw 3d #ftm ed #trans ana #trans ed #ftm 4n4 #an0rex1a #ed ftm #4n0r3x14 #4n4 blog #4n4 male #ftm 4na #male 4na #eat1ng d1sorder #eating problems #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues

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what’s up with holidays and calories fuck this

#tw ana diary #e4ting dis0rder #restrictive ed #tw ana thoughts #ana trigger #ed male #ana male #male ed #ftm ed #male anna #trans ana #trans ed #ed ftm #disordered eating thoughts

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i was at a music event last night and there was so much food everywhere and the person i was with kept offering to buy me all of it and i refused everything for five hours straight i wasn’t even tempted. i wasn’t even sober most of the time and i was never once tempted to eat.

#tw ana diary #e4ting dis0rder #high cal restriction #restrictive ed #tw ana thoughts #ana trigger #male ed #ana male #ftm ed #male anna #ftm 4n4 #trans ana #trans ed #an0rex1a #an0rexic #ed ftm #4na diary #4n0r3x14 #4n4 blog #4n4 male #ftm 4na #male 4na #tw 3d #eat1ng d1sorder #eating problems #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues #edblrr #ed but not sheeran #ed male

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I decided i’m gonna start posting WIEIAD’s occasionally.

10/29/22 - Total: 230

Peppermint tea - 0

Cold brew - 5

Jungle juice - 200

Miso soup - 25

#edblrr #tw ana diary #i want to be small #e4ting dis0rder #notprojustusingthetags #tw ana vent #ana meal #ana male #restrictive ed #low cal restriction #th1gh gap #ana trigger #mealspo #ftm ed #male ed #male anna #trans ana #trans ed #ed ftm #disordered eating thoughts #tw ana relapse #malespii #c4lories #tw 3d #male 3d #3d diet #3d diary

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started logging my food in a journal again and i’ve lost 6lbs in a week

#tw ana thoughts #notprojustusingthetags #ana trigger #tw ana diary #tw ana relapse #ftm ed #male ed #ana male #male anna #ftm 4n4 #an0rex1a #an0rexic #restrictive ed #trans ana #trans ed #e4ting dis0rder #ed ftm #4na diary #4n0r3x14 #4n4 blog #4n4 male #ftm 4na #male 4na #tw 3d

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i fell asleep before my family had dinner and it made it so easy to skip no one even tried to wake me up

#tw ana thoughts #tw ana diary #notprojustusingthetags #ana trigger #e4ting dis0rder #tw ana relapse #ftm ed #male ed #ana male #male anna #trans ana #trans ed #ed ftm #disordered eating thoughts #restrictive ed #eating problems #eat1ng d1sorder #tw eating issues

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didn’t pass out this time 👍

don’t fast for 40 hours before getting your blood drawn i passed out 😟

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making miso soup

#tw disordered eating #tw ana thoughts #notprojustusingthetags #notpr0justtags #f00d log #foodsp0 #ftm ed #male ed #tw ana diary #ana male #male anna #trans ana #trans ed #e4ting dis0rder #ed ftm #disordered eating thoughts #eating problems #restrictive ed #low cal restriction #4na diary

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ok tumblr i’m back and ready to be manipulated

#notprojustusingthetags #tw eating issues #tw ana thoughts #eat1ng d1sorder #eating problems #restrictive ed #ftm ed #male ed #tw ana diary #ana male #male anna #trans ana #trans ed #e4ting dis0rder #ed ftm #disordered eating thoughts

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drop everything you’re doing Of Herbs And Altars posted a new video

#an0rex1a #an0rexic #ana trigger #4n0r3x14 #e4ting dis0rder #male ed #tw eating issues #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #ana male #male anna #restrictive ed #trans ana #trans ed #4na diary #ed ftm #4n4 blog #4n4 male #ftm 4na #ftm 4n4 #male 4na #tw 3d #ftm ed

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i swear fasting is easier than restricting

once i get one thing in my stomach its over for me

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i can see my ribs again

#restrictive ed #tw ed vent #eating problems #eat1ng d1sorder #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues #ftm ed #male ed #an0rex1a #an0rexic #ana male #ftm 4n4 #male anna #tw ana diary #trans ana #trans ed #4na diary #e4ting dis0rder #ed ftm #4n0r3x14 #4n4 blog #4n4 male #male 4na #ftm 4na #tw 3d

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haven’t weighed myself since last month i’m so scared. i’ve been good recently i don’t even know why i’m scared

Am I the only ones who's super afraid to weigh myself, cause I hate to think that I'm working so hard just to barely lose anything, or worse...... possibly gain.

#ed vent #anor3x14 #ana trigger #ed diet #ed fast #ednotsheeran #tw ana diary #i will be thin #tw ana thoughts #pro 4 me not 4 thee #tw ed relapse #tw ed vent #tw ed in the tags #ed but not sheeran #trans ana #trans ed #restrictive ed #ed male #tw edd #ftm 4na #ed ftm #ftm 4n4

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not eating anything all day recently just because it’s easier than having the constant fight in my mind, does that make sense?

#eating problems #eat1ng d1sorder #e4ting dis0rder #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues #restrictive ed #ed male #tw ed vent #ftm ed #male ed #an0rex1a #an0rexic #ana male #ftm 4n4 #male anna #tw ana diary #trans ana #trans ed #4na diary #ed ftm #4n0r3x14 #4n4 blog #4n4 male #male 4na #ftm 4na #tw 3d

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i just love that my nightmares went from actual traumatic things to EATING.

“what happened in your nightmare?”

“i ate a potato.”

#male 3d #restrictive ed #ed male #tw ed vent #male ed #eat1ng d1sorder #eating problems #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues #ftm ed #an0rex1a #an0rexic #ana male #ftm 4n4 #male anna #tw ana diary #trans ana #trans ed #4na diary #e4ting dis0rder #ed ftm #4n0r3x14 #4n4 blog #4n4 male #male 4na #ftm 4na #tw 3d

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my vent art got rebloged on a k!nk account

#restrictive ed #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues #an0rex1a #an0rexic #ana male #ftm ed #male ed #ftm 4n4 #male anna #tw ana diary #trans ana #trans ed #4na diary #e4ting dis0rder #ed ftm #4n0r3x14 #4n4 blog #4n4 male #male 4na #ftm 4na #tw 3d

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this summer i’ve lost everything besides weight

#restrictive ed #e4ting dis0rder #tw ed in the tags #eating problems #tw edd #ed male #male 3d #male ed #ftm ed #an0rex1a #an0rexic #ana male #ftm 4n4 #male anna #tw ana diary #trans ana #trans ed #4na diary #ed ftm #4n0r3x14 #4n4 blog #4n4 male #male 4na #ftm 4na #tw 3d