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Thinking the only two female characters to have any depth in their relationship with each other would be a cute couple only for the creator to make them related 🙃

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State of this shit is that feminism is in one of the trending spots but the preview posts are all fetish content

#its disgusting #when u click on it there are genuine posts discussing feminism but having to block those fetish blogs... #ugh #at least its at 10 so itll be gone soon amd i wont have to see that #sad that i want it to Not be trending

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Some ppl are truly unhelpable cos why are you referring to an animal as he when the og post itself makes it clear shes female

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So many artists seem to be incapable of drawing women without heels

#similarly theyll always be a head or two shorter than the men

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Sitting facing the wall with deep set pain but nothing bad happened i just have too many emotions to read the book mc get treated like shit because nobody treats em like a person so im stuck in limbo

#i will read it!!! #just when i manage to turn off my brain so i can power thru with reduced emotional capacity

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westerners call anything that isnt 'regular' dating an arranged marriage

#this is why they romanticise it and think its fine

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431 days 🥺

#oh thats healing #over a year!!!

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Slapped my mother (twice) today and i felt bad because yeah regardless of the years of misery with her i shouldnt have hit her. Dont think im in the wrong for anything aside from hurting her physically and i was going to apologise about it but then i remembered that this is the woman who said its fine for her to hit me because im her child and did that plus threw things at me. So yeah not apologising.

Fun fact shes visiting since we live in diff countries. So shes staying with us and im no contact with her which already brings up the first problem of her not caring about my opinion on her being here and only telling my sister she'll be visiting. Except! She didnt tell even my sister how long she'd be here nor WHEN she'd arrive. So this woman showed up out of the blue one day with NO warning and has been here for OVER A MONTH.

#she loves to call me crazy and abnormal as if its completely normal behaviour to do that lmao #as for why i slapped her... #that would require a long essay on my life and the past month #but the shortened version is i spent my childhood suicidal and shes abusive including physically even if it was rare #and that her very presence makes me miserable so ive had one month of dealing with a lot #with the last straw to me being pissed and screaming at her being that she doesnt clean up the tea she spills #the unstained countertops are so fucking stained from all her tea that it'll definitely get mentioned in the mext home inspection #because the three diff methods i used didnt do jack shit so i have to buy a dtain remover though i doubt thatll fucking work either

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Just bcos you're a decent person who cares about others doesn't mean ur shitty gov doesnt represent ur country's wants. Just means you're blind or desensitised to the horrible things the people around you believe in.

#if the majority of ppl vote for a shitty right wing party... they believe in that #or they care about that one point more than they do about other people

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How do you log off and touch grass and become stupider

#anyway i must be a genius for not falling for religious brainwashing and propaganda as a kid since some of yall fall for it as adults

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AN INSECT TRIED TO FLY INTO MY NOSTRIL

#dying

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wisdom teeth are out, retainers are back on, semblance of normalcy amidst these rocky times

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Having to reread my fics every time i go to write a new chapter because its been over half a year since i last did

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Scrolled thru tumblr outside my dash for the first time in a while and i have brain damage now. There are so many stupid people in the world.

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learnt that there are women who are upset d1sney isn't doing romances anymore. truly a diff genre of women bcos to me that is a positive.

#nobody should do romance in anything that isnt romance genre unless i approve of it #if something sucks than it would suck more with the romance #and would be better if it was removed #and obvsly im referring to hettie shit and the stuff pandering to osa ppl

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About to become versed in g.e.n.s.h.i.n lore bcos my sister started playing it

#about to become a loser

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Adding a dni straight to a post means I'll never reblog it because i dont want that cringe behaviour on my blog

#if my blog has cringe shit its from ME