hi all,
i know i donāt really have a right to a farewell letter, as i havenāt been consistently active on tumblr for some time, but i thought iād leave a pinned message for anyone looking for my account in the future or if any mutuals hope to get ahold of me.
even though itās been a week since binās passing, i am still strugglingāas it seems many of us areāto accept the depth of my grief. this account has gone in many different directions over the years as my interests shifted, but bin was always one of my ults in kpop, and iāve always cheered him on, even if i wasnāt keeping close tabs on him. that being said, itās been incredibly painful for me to see his face or details related to his passing, especially in the sheer number of notifications iāve received lately, and so for my own sake, i need to step away from this account for good.
i understand people have been grieving him in different ways, including sharing their happy or funny memories of him. iām unfortunately not at that stage yet, and am not sure iāll ever be, but i would like to keep this account open as an archive of some of my favorite moments with bin (and all of astro). i hope this account can be a way for people to remember him in ways that bring them comfort.
i will no longer be logging into this account, checking messages, or reblogging posts. for people interested in keeping in contact with me, please reach out so i can give you some of my other socials.
thanks to all of you for bringing me so many happy memories over the years!
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please log out and disable all notifications, iām so sorry you have to deal with this during this sensitive period of mourning and that you cant even use your own account but it might be the best for your mental well-being right now. stay safe and take care
thank you, i will. iām taking an indefinite hiatus
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jesus christ beef was likeā¦so insane
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lord grant me the serenity to do my laundry, the courage to do my laundry, and the wisdom to do my laundry
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turns out the way you choose to live out each day dictates what your life will look like overall. no i know it's terrible
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so weird that bambam didnāt issue any apology and his company is now going after āmalicious commentersā
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i wish u could still jsut show up at ur friends house and knock on the door and ask them to go for a walk but now itās like a 3 month request on someoneās google calendar for a 1 hour $80 coffee date just to see someone
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230402 ending fairy sheon ā”
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