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#tw sad shit
#diary tags
#pt 3
#I remember a while ago my mom said that
#the only person you can truly disappoint is yourself
#and I’ve just felt the weight of that so heavily lately
#I want to be so much more and be someone no one has to worry about
#it’s just hard
#especially since I don’t feel like I fit anywhere
#like an awkward little puzzle piece
#I’m thankful for the few people I do have that can *kinda* understand me
#but I don’t expect that from anyone. don’t want to rely on others.
#maybe that’s my life’s trauma response but
#yeah
#*sigh*
#it has to be okay one day
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Your body is so soft.
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#diary tags
#pt 2
#I feel like I put so much pressure on myself to be someone that fits in
#kind of like when I was younger but worse now because I’m aware of the things I don’t like
#I’ve somehow reversed my mindset
#lost who I am
#waiting for the moment when it’ll all make sense and I’ll save myself like I have so many times before
#it just doesn’t seem to be clicking :/
#I think it partially has to do with others and how they’ve treated me but it’s mainly myself
#somehow I’m at a crossroads of deciding who should stay or go
#I’m losing trust
#losing trust in others. but worse I’m losing trust in myself.
#it comes and goes in waves but lately it’s felt so constantly bad that I’m not sure of the frequency
#I just don’t know what to do anymore or if I’m going to make it ?
#the stubborn part of me says yes but I am so unsure
#lately I can’t help but think back to younger me and feel what she went through
#feel the weight of being someone who shines but can be taken as annoying
#if I could tell my younger self something. it would be to not let bland people wash out your flavor. you’re special. you’re different.
#and that there’s nothing wrong with that.
#and also that I’m sorry for not being able to take that wisdom at 27.
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GEORGIA (2017)
#tw sad shit
#lmao
#diary tags
#how do I… stop my brain from thinking my existence is useless / bothersome
#most days I wake up and wonder why I’m still around
#I think about the way I talk with people
#the space i take
#my vibe
#I remember once in like 5 grade one of my classmates came to our family business and our moms kinda had us hangout
#I was lonely that year and I had 0 friends
#so of course I was a little excited
#I wasn’t very talkative or anything
#yet the next day at school it got brought up and he said I was obnoxious
#I remember feeling so confused and wondering why or what I did to make him perceive me that way
#how could he think that when that was the most normal I’d ever been ? I did everything right to be liked
#didn’t really even express myself yet
#I never trusted people enough to open up
#and get there they were. judging me.
#of course that was a long time ago
#but it still has enough bite to sting
#it wasn’t all in my head bc I’m not one to lose my cool over that
#add on the fact that they’d say these things to my face
#so
#yeah
#after that I moved on ofc and found my people and my ways of expression
#things were good
#until now I guess
#pt. 1
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He used to call me poison, like I was Poison Ivy
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Sex and the City (1998–2004)
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#anyway tumblr is dead
#I come on when I need to share some thoughts and I get off
#nothing to it
#like most things anyway
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Breaking Bad
#yeah
#diary tags
#used to be more of an open book because I had no problem sharing
#and I felt like people genuinely cared
#but I don’t know
#it’s also felt good to not confide in anyone about anything anymore
#not sure if that’s good growth or me taking steps back
#but I just can’t talk about myself when people ask — like at my last friend gathering
#they ask me how I am and I say fine. spare the details and move on.
#it’s easier that way
#I feel so different in that friendship now and I don’t feel how I used to ?
#it’s odd. it’s taken me a few days to process it.
#I think I’ve been feeling that way with a lot of people though
#like I’m a puzzle piece that just doesn’t fit anywhere
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pov your weird angel roommate is investigating the concept of "food" in the kitchen again
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