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I wish I could have booped more of you but I didn't even know it was a thing till like 9 o'clock :((

#morgana whinings

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Hey guys! In case you haven't noticed, I've been on extended and unannounced hiatus for a little bit. I haven't been answering questions or writing even little snippets, which is extraordinarily uncommon for me. I've basically gone dark, and I want to give a little explanation as to why that is and the future of this blog.

I have no intention of shutting it down or closing down shop. I just need a little bit of time, and here's where I'll explain why, in case some of you care. Content warning for medical issues, dour situations, and just some pessimistic outlook:

When I said I'd been going through a little bit of a medical gauntlet, I was being honest. However, I didn't realize at the time just how serious everything that was transpiring was. I thought it was just a bit of an inconvenience that I could put in the rearview mirror with a little bit of recovery time. Needless to say, that was not the case.

It turns out it's actually quite serious and has essentially upended my life and changed it forever.

I don't say this to alarm everyone, because as it stands, I have every intention of getting the medical help that I need (or can get, as this is extremely expensive and I have been poverty-poor for some time) and fighting this as much as is possible.

It has, however, been extremely anxiety inducing, painful, and just overall wretched, and has left my head in a place where it's very difficult to seek safety. My one outlet, which has always been my writing, has been invaded by the bleak outlook as well, which explains why I haven't put out anything at all in quite some time.

I will soon find out my options for a course of action, and all I can do is go from there. My hope is that everything will be back to normal as soon as possible around here, and I'll also be back to.. some semblance of normal soon.

Anyways, that's enough of that. The Lads send their love. They're as exhausting as ever. With any luck, we will be back to regularly scheduled nonsense soon.

#Morgana Whinings #Not an april fools joke #Just realized it's april 1st #and this isn't that #I promise

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Hi, just here to wish you well, and that tomorrow is kinder to you than today. Here's a flower 🌼

Thank you, kind stranger <3

You are sweet and kind and I will remember

#morgana and friends #Hey sorry for the hiatus without any annoucement #I've been dealing with some serious health issues #I'll be back soon with any luck! #Sorry for just fucking off without any notice!! #I have no tact and it takes a random ask for me to address it #sorry fellas

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Lady Morgana, what are some tropes you really like? Not necessarily like, spicy ones- just any that you're a sucker for?

(Also happy Ides of March, the favorite holiday of the hellsite besides Halloween lol)

The absolute favorite one should be very obvious: Enemies to Lovers. Huge on that. Almost everything I write has some elements of that sprinkled (or dumped) onto it. I love high intensity emotions that are flip-flopping over that fine line over and over again. Two people that are supposed to abhor each other ending up feeling extremely inappropriate feelings for each other. Love it.

I love Machiavellian schemes. Clever bitches. They might be outnumbered, outranked, and outflanked, but they're just more clever than the opposition at every conceivable turn. The 'Ocean's Eleven' gambit. People who know what you're going to do before you do it and plan for the off occasion that you decide to be spontaneous, using your own wit against you. Difficult to write and plot out. Think what Raphael tried to do with the whole Crown of Karsus scheme.

Seductive Evil. Enough said there. Y'know, the villain that is just inexplicably obsessed with whomever is opposing them. Not in a weird 'Joker/Batman' kind of way, but in a definite sexual way.

'Monsters' as intelligent species capable of co-mingling with humans on an even tier. I don't are much for the animalistic dragon that craves gold for... some reason. But one that is hyper-intelligent? Yeah buddy.

Fighting/dancing intertwined.

Evil with... strange morality. Like, they're evil, but they aren't just unabashed, dumbass 'muahaha I am so terrible for no reason!' evil. They actually have a code they follow. Or if they are just unabashed evil, there's a method to the madness. Kind of like Reaver in that way.

Nightmare Fetishist can be really fuckin' funny when well done.

I actually am a fan of Nightmare Fuel when it is done well. A lot of it is very stereotypical, overdone, and just roasted to death. When it's cleverly executed, it can be quite good.

It's... tough to say. A lot of them fold into spicy tropes just simply because of the nature of my work. I'm sure there's a lot more, but they just aren't coming to mind right now. They usually run along this same vein.

Damn, I should have gotten myself a pizza to celebrate. I think I woke up too late for that. Happy Ides!

#morgana and friends

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Bruh the only chill mindflayer is Omelumm. My boy is built different. All he cares about is mushrooms and his hobgoblin husband. Fuck the emperor, Omelumm 🔛🔝

You are correct.

I suppose we will see what is going on with Omeluum, but either way, I do like the guy! Mindflayer or not, he's mostly just concerned with his plants and his mushrooms and he doesn't seem to give a damn about much else, and honestly? I can relate.

Time will tell if he is like the others, but either way, I am rooting for him. He's relatable and I do enjoy him.

#morgana and friends #Here's a tip #don't make the emperor someone you're attracted to #makes it that much worse

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Sincere answer to the Durge paladin question: I mean, that's your job as a player to justify it. Or to not, if you just want the mechanics and aren't concerned with roleplay- after all, OG DnD was dungeon crawler-slash-wargame first, storytelling game potentially never.

But a paladin Durge is also implied to be one who resisted their Urge until adulthood, that they were sincere in whatever their original Oath was until they lost control and slaughtered their order. It's stated by the Oath Breaker Knight that, if they meet him, this isn't the first time they've needed his guidance, they just don't remember it.

One of these days, I really need to play one. I haven't ever played a Paladin, and I think it could be fun. I've got to check it out. Either way, thank you for telling me!

#morgana and friends #I'm a cleric atm #a Banite cleric #there's a mod for that #surprised by the amount of options tbh

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https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGeAfNJfu/

He's dramatic little swagger at the beginning 😭 even when no one's watching he's such a little drama queen!

Honestly, he has the best movements. I genuinely enjoy it. He deserves the right to be a drama queen, let him have it.

#morgana and friends

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Lady morgana what do you think about free use with the bg3 party? I would love to be passed around

Depends what you mean, baby! Are you talkin' being a lover to all of them? Perhaps offering comfort where they need it? Or are you talking true free use?

I can see Wyll and Karlach needing someone to cuddle up to at the end of the night, and Astarion pretending to, and similar stories with the rest of the companions, but to do true free use, you'd need to remove their personalities from it.

Tell me what you need and I will do my best to fill the itch!

#morgana and friends

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Well the good thing about not playing ultra religious characters is that paladins don't have to be so. Their Oaths are not necessarily to a god, they usually swear to uphold some value or virtue. Some might swear to a god, but it's just as possible to swear fealty to one's liege, or to whoever sits on your kingdom's throne, or even to your beloved.

I like the idea of a paladin a lot, but honestly, I always veer towards cleric or sorcerer.

I think it's absolutely hilarious that you can be a dark urge and a paladin. That's just so fucking funny to me. The cannibal necrophiliac with a paladin's protection oath. God, how does that even happen lmao

"I swear to— uh— not eat as many people as I could. And— um— I will keep the stabbing to a minimum... Unless they deserve it. And I'll— well, not protect the innocent but I'll probably save a few unintentionally sometimes?"

#morgana and friends

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The lip bite the blood the dismisal. They really are upping their game with Astarion's new kisses

https://www.tumblr.com/somethingblu3/742513224425095168?source=share

Goddamn, I am fucked up. That dismissal just gets me so bad. That domineering, possessive grab, the sadistic bite, the expression of sheer arrogance—

Yeah, Larian did good by us.

I honestly think it fits him perfectly, especially in the ascended ending. It just embodies everything he becomes.

Truthfully, I'd love it even if he wasn't ascended and did it. I just like it, you know? It's hot, and that's all there is to it.

If your partner ain't kissing you like that, what the fuck are you even doing?

#morgana and friends #astarion

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Thank god the dark urge isn’t a romance-able companion because I would be way more insufferable than I am now.

Honestly, you are so right. Truthfully, if the child of Bhaal was a companion, I'd be all over that. What's a little light cannibalism among lovers, huh?

I have a weakness for tiefling durges. I've seen so many good ones and I am just bummed I can't kiss them directly on the mouth. I like Orin too, but she's... Uh... A little unwell. I understand what Gortash meant when he said she was untethered and out of control.

A put together Durge though? Fuck me sideways, baby.

#morgana and friends

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THE VN IS DEMONHEART U WILL LOVE THE BLONDE LADY MORGANA

Anon I have wonderful news for you!

(and probably me, because I am intrigued and will be checking it out.)

Thank you so much! We appreciate it! 💜 💕

#neverwinter nights #help for anon

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Raphael bit of a freak

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGeUgJ4Wy/

Lmao sweetheart, a lot of devils get off on fear and arousal. They live in hell. The place where people are sent for getting off a little too much— and they're part of the ruling class, in a manner of speaking. He's more conservative than most of the ones I know of.

When you grow up and around a place where backstabbing, debauchery, filth, pleasure, and lechery are all tied in one tight little Gordian knot around your soul, you learn the enjoy it and revel in the sensation.

Raphael certainly has indulged himself. He's quite good at what he does, and he wheels and deals in souls successfully, so why wouldn't he? He can twist and turn then to his whims. Why shouldn't he have some... Questionable tastes.

Point is, if you find yourself in a devil's bedroom, be prepared for some less-than-conventional fun.

#morgana and friends #raphael bg3

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I saw you mention Neverwinter nights in that post because I'm nosy and go into notes Jsidjd but it reminded me of the visual novel that I forgot the name of as I'm writing this fuck me that was made (I think) by the person who made a neverwinter mod(ule???) for it(?) It had two dudes, one blonde MEAN ass mf and a devil that took the place of another devil that you were supposed to take care of and raise if someone reading this knows what vn I'm talking about PLEASE GIVE ME THE NAME AS IM A STUPID BAKA

Anyone have any ideas here?

I was super young when I played Neverwinter Nights and I never got super into any fandoms or anything. I was a pretty solitary child, so I couldn't really say what it is. Either way, I'm interested lmao.

#morgana and friends #Neverwinter Nights #Help for anon

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Artemesia.

She's a Banite Succubus

(She doesn't seem to recall Bhaal at all. Only Bane. I wonder why.)

#morgana and friends #baldur's gate oc #New character time #baldur's gate 3 #Testing out several things but I ended up making her and enjoying her so she stays #She has a cool tail too

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a lil Beanie tamagotchi

i'm trying something different with only one color lineart. don't know how i feel about it yet.. 😅

#Beanie!!!