mossisinthewoods

[mossisinthewoods]

these days i feel so sad that i can't get myself to eat that much, but i still feel sick if i don't eat anything and i need energy to go on with my day.

I really feel helpless

#ana talks

[mossisinthewoods]

i also do evening lessons, so i can do whatever i want!

I can't wait until school starts again and I can starve myself all day until dinner, maybe I could even skip dinner sometimes.

[mossisinthewoods]

im so bloated because I should have my period in a few days

i hate it

#anadiet #ana talks #need to be thinner #ana trigger #tw disordered eating #anorex14 #st4rv1ng #notprojustusingthetags

[mossisinthewoods]

Hii, i'm back

it's been a while :/

i have 18 days before school starts, i feel disgusting and fat.

i'm not going to count calories precisely but i'm going to eat looking at meal inspo on Tumblr

:) hopefully i will be skinnier before it's too late

byebye, have a nice day

Your dear A-friend

#ana talks #anadiet #need to be thinner #ana trigger #tw disordered eating #anorex14 #notprojustusingthetags

[mossisinthewoods]

if only I were tall with my current weight I wouldn't have all these problems

#pro 4na #anadiet #ana talks #getting skiny #ana rules #ana trigger #skinnnny #im fat af #im fat and disgusting #im fat and ugly

[mossisinthewoods]

Dear Ana,

please save me from this orrible, disgusting, fat body

with love your bestfriend<3

ps. I cried for about 2 hours and I hope I burned some calories as well as destroyed my eyes

#pro 4na #anadiet #ana talks #getting skiny #ana rules #ana trigger #skinnnny #im fat af #im fat and disgusting #im fat and ugly

[mossisinthewoods]

I just want to stay in my bed with my earphones listening to music and starve

#pro 4na #anadiet #ana talks #getting skiny #ana rules #ana trigger #skinnnny #im fat af #im fat and disgusting #im fat and ugly

[mossisinthewoods]

[mossisinthewoods]

I WANT THAT FUCKING THIGH GAP, how can I do?

[mossisinthewoods]

I'm on my period, I hate being even more bloated than I already am

#pro 4na #anadiet #ana talks #getting skiny #ana rules #ana trigger #skinnnny #im fat af #im fat and disgusting #im fat and ugly

[mossisinthewoods]

My 4na 24/7: you're fat and ugly, people will be disgusted to see you like this, lose weight or nobody will ever want you. You've had proof of that, she abandoned you for another thinner person, you have to make her regret of what she did.

#pro 4na #anadiet #ana talks #getting skiny #ana rules #i wanna be sk1nny #ana trigger #skinnnny #tw ed in the tags #im fat af

[mossisinthewoods]

I just wish I didn't need to eat

#pro 4na #anadiet #ana talks #getting skiny #ana rules #i wanna be sk1nny #ana trigger #skinnnny #tw ed in the tags #im fat af

[mossisinthewoods]

honestly, I just want to cut all the fat off my body with a scissor and then bleed to de4th

#pro 4na #anadiet #ana talks #getting skiny #ana rules #i wanna be sk1nny #ana trigger #skinnnny #tw ed in the tags #im fat af #fat piggy #im fat and ugly #im fat and disgusting #fat ana

[mossisinthewoods]

i feel so disgusting.

i need to feel my knees touching at night again and have bruises.

i need to see my ribs.

i need a flat stomach.

i need to feel light and lightheaded.

[mossisinthewoods]

i have never been the ‘favourite person’.

i have never been the first choice.

im always second best friend.

im not enough.

i am too much.

everything is wrong with me.

and the only thing that i can control is starving.

i need to be skinny for them to love me.

i need to be ill for them to notice me.

i need to be beautiful for them to remember me.

[mossisinthewoods]

[mossisinthewoods]

edtwt: ur so fat i hate u for existing u disgusting pig literally d!e

edtumblr: it's okay bestie!! ur trying ur best ull get there🥰✨❤️😚