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It's days like these why I don't even know w b y I bother anymore.

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I know I messed up / I just hope someday you can forgive me. I truly thought you were home. Even your housemates did too. I really need you tonight. I'm losing this battle and I can't do it alone this time. But if I do wake up tomorrow then I know I'll never need you again. And I will know it's time for me to walk away. I'm always there for your when you need me. No matter the situation. I was there when you got arrested. I was there when you were ready to give up yourself. I'm there even after you treat me like shit in a room I paid for for us to enjoy our night together. I even gave you money to pay your rent. Just to be abandoned on the hardest day after ive ever had after the hardest shift I've ever had. I needed you. And you told me that you would be there for me. But you chose to abandon me. I tried to kill myself twice on the way to your house. I waited in hopes that you would come out and talk me down. I needed you. I still need you...

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How the fuck are you gonna tell me one day that you gyus don't even hang out that often then hang out with her the very next week. And after I gave you money for your rent you gonna go to dinner with her. And when I wanted to go to dinner, you just wanted to go for "something fast." I'm calling bullshit.

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“I was like a patient who cannot tell the doctor where it hurts, only that it does.”

— Khaled Hosseini, And the Mountains Echoed

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Polar bears take over a Russian weather station.  Photograph: Dmitry Kokh

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I'm just not gonna ask to hang out anymore. I'll just see if anyone else wants to hang out. Me waiting on you isnt healthy. And I need my own life

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Man, idk if o should just fully be done with you at this point. I'm up all night and day worrying about you to find out you got arrested. You ask me out of all people to go and get you when I don't have a license, let alone a car. You get mad at me for trying to help you when I shouldn't have even been the person you called since you broke up with me 3 days ago. And your already hanging out with the same bitch I never liked the night you get arrested. Why call me at all if that's how your gonna be.

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I hate that I'm awake, and I can just look over and see you on duo. It's only been a few days, and it feels like it's been months. I have to force myself to eat and I just want to make this work. I just need you to be patient with me...

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I really wasted 8 years of my life for nothing. You used to be so kind-hearted and understand. But now you don't care how you make other people feel. You don't even notice that damage you do to others until it's too late. Even your own family. I should have listened to everyone when they said you'd be like that at first then just not care. And what makes it worse is that I gave it my all. I changed so much just to be with you. But you can even change little things that you know annoy me. Like not answering the simplest of questions. Or understanding that yes I'm cranky when I wake up because my new job created a terrible sleep pattern for me and I needed you to be patient with me. Not even a week later you break up with me for the same little things we just talked about.

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Idk why the he'll you yhoyht it was ok to not text me for an hour at the end of you hanging out with someone you know makes me uncomfortable. And for the first time hanging out with her again "in month" to push out set boundaries. Then tell me your gonna head home soon then not actually leave for another 30 minutes. Then to call me when you get home and damn near demand me to tell you what us bothering me and 2 minutes into the conversation to WALK AWAY while we're on duo!!!!! You're a real piece of work. And I am so ready to just be done.

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Smoky citrine freeform

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Came for a dog and left with both dog and cat

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