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i think about it sometimes

#second blue moon epoch #first spring #waning

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my shadow and the shadow of my familiar or gratuitous picture of yourself wuersday

yesterday was boba's fifth birthday. i don't know what i would do without her. she means so much to me. happy birthday boba

i found a copy of lord of light in a little free library and it is so different from what i remember reading in the multiverse where i grew up or no you have crazy old man hair

#manifestations of my familiar #mumblelard #grey eyes #i never could get the hang of wuersdays #lord of light #hedorah #shadows #battered wooden desks #bookshelves #paperback books #tumblr tshirts #resting serious face #nine of cups #now i'm going to drink a beer #chop up some veggies #and #watch a romanian indie #bad luck banging or loony porn #and that would fix everything #second blue moon epoch #first spring #waning

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right now, i guess the movies i am most looking forward to seeing are: do not expect too much from the end of the world, love lies bleeding, and perfect days

#mumblelard #movies #mac and cheese #billt to spuil #black mirror selfies #scrying stones #happy birthday sweet hollar #ennui frozen and shaved into paper cups and covered with sticky syrups #pomengranates distilled sip by tiny sip into an infinity of underworld seasons #get it #got it #go on #go on now #get on with it #git #waiting for dogot #wands reversed #north fulton county #georgia #pandemic era #fifth spring

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the puzzle bowl or the mean bowl

last night i dreamt of walking through an empty airport parking lot, dragging an empty produce cart, looking for a car that wasn't there. i climbed a utility pole to catch a bus without paying, rested on a pallet of folded blankets in a slowly flooding room, and carefully painted broad orange stripes on my clothes in preparation for a funeral

#emergent oneirotypes #purple hues #boba #shadows #familiars #maps #spikes #puzzle bowls #hedorah #battered wooden desks #fallen leaves #last days of spring #second blue moon epoch #first spring #and that would fix everything

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the most cake

suck it ronymous or the garden of friday delites

#fugks a art lets kill

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suck it ronymous or the garden of friday delites

#fridays #et alia #none of this is real #katie #cassibbbby #finn #fallie #four loko #second blue moon #first spring #end of messages

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today, i wandered through the greening damp, ate mandarins, swept a breezy porch, and read about biosignature definition strategy, survival, and forgiveness. it was a pretty good day

#subterranean salinity #salubriety #watermelons #cucumbers #koinonian bay leaves #inversion #pattern recognition #conscious matter #turn curtains #stained sheers #a certain quality of wind #chipped bowls #mandarins #end of messages

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manifestations of my familiar or first five favorites shuffle

#battered old bookshelves #battered old books #boba #brazil #mumblelard #reversed #melonheads #crescent shadows #creatures #tokyo tower #loose ends #glimmers #glyphs #quonset huts #blue tarps #first five favorites shuffle #friends of bob #rattling bars #lost words #second blue moon epoch #first spring

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my kids came over yesterday and we sat at my kitchen table telling our tales of the week and talking nonsense about nonsense and we laughed and laughed and laughed until the sun started to set and the streetlights came on

tomorrow morning at finnie's house we'll all get together and our partner's too and have our monthly big breakfast and visit some more. i know this window where we are all so near and we can get together so often, i know it will close eventually. i am trying so hard to pay attention to every minute

i had dark dreams and restless sleep last night but boba kept me company the whole time. i got so hungry thinking about tomorrow, i made myself a big breakfast this morning too and it felt so good. it's a sunny day. i am finishing my coffee. boba is warming herself in a bright spot and chirping happy thoughts. i have a new poetry collection waiting for me at the library and i'm going to walk up the hill and across the park and through the woods to go get it and i'll see where the day goes from there

#saturdays #sunshine #programmable thermostatic hijinks #skullgirls #nonsense nights #robot scriptures #remnants of past lives #keep passing the open windows #japanese bookstores #the unnecessary indignities of employment and the false promises of corporate capitalism #punks #john keene #eggs #bangers #hash browns #biscuits #north fulton fry up #mustard greens quesadillas #found frisbees #lost kites #baseball games on the radio #i want to be a turtle when i grow up #chloramine #manic grannies #secreted seasonal signs unfound #rr'ing the eff'ing emm #and that would fix everything #north fulton county #georgia #second blue moon epoch

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one potato and also two potato a love story or manifestations of my familiar

boba just stood on the keyboard and deleted this entire post. i was able to control zed a big chunk of it back from the void and i am not going to contradict her will further by attempting to recreate the lost bits

#a person on business from porlock #a boba from the barrens #polaroids #pull tabs #vanishing points #i can see where the panic is supposed to live #where did it go #it doesn't exactly feel good though #not the way i might have imagined #it feels missing #manifestations of my familiar #voids #visions #vernon floridas #i was there for some of the beginning most of the middle and all of the end #boba #battered old wooden desks #bookshelves #second blue moon epoch #first spring #and that would fix everything #end of messages

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this morning i saw a ten foot tall ghost with giant bloody fangs but it didn't get me because fallie saved me -babo

#fallie #made some cool new #fallen angels #second blue moon epoch #first spring #and that would fix everything

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happy april imaginary constructs and scene

#in the land of the foolish the novelty bespectacled boba muertos is king #boba muertos #boop #open doors #keep passing the open windows #i want to be a turtle when i grow up #pandemic era #fifth spring

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climbing high enough up the splintered wooden pole to jump the chainlink fence is the only thing i can remember now. everything goes snowy gray after that

#windowsills #clarice #chance #spells #second blue moon epoch #first spring

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busted yu pai extra long type seven hundred or good friday cairns

we rested in an old mansion that had been closed up for the season. there were no linens on the beds, but i found a kids fleece blanket wadded up in the back of closet. a favorite hiding place perhaps. i slept on the bare mattress, folded up in the old blanket. in the middle of the night, i felt someone next to me, but i was too tired to find out who it was. in the morning, the dogs found us

#who is going to feed this world when we're gone #not crying over spilled ink #sprue cutters #cairns #common misconceptions #spent mornings #the lodger #spurned #dice #dancing #damning #secon blue moon epoch #first spring

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especially dangerous recidivists or happy pot of pilfered beef chili day imaginary constructs

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what will be whither and this time or tuesday's lemons are full of grace

#the boy with the arrow in his eye #kitchen counters #i saw a broken saw on the sidewalk #four eyes #i heard her singing in the bedroom #lemons #lugnuts #i wondered where i had awoken #lost weekends #lorna doone #i went there anyway #cookie cutters #cassiby #it jus come to me #falling off the edge of the world #papercraft samsara #origami spirits #i remember horses #pandemic era #fifth spring

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grace or wok skills

i entered my attic bedroom and a large shaven headed man was there sitting on the edge of the bed. it used to be his room and his family still lived in the house below. gone for many years and seldom mentioned, i had assumed he was dead

the skin on his face was interrupted by a pattern, a harlequin of broken glass, with large shards painted to look like skin but not. i couldn't tell what was concealed under the paint

he asked me if they would be able to tell and i had to tell him yes and he wept

#grabbing onto the weeds to keep from falling off the edge of the world #old bookshelves full of old books #polaroid cameras #wand kings #trinitite #boba #mumblelard #cairns #cairn like substances #grace #dreams #dramamine #rambles #rumbles #glimmers #todays #second blue moon epoch #first spring