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[my-whumpy-little-heart]

Hey all. I know I’ve been silent for a while.

Long story short, this blog is officially on hiatus, whether temporary or permanent I don’t know yet.

To put it simply, I’ve been struggling with my mental and physical health for the past few months, and my enjoyment of whump has henceforth dwindled. It brings me more stress and discomfort than solace now, and it’s for that reason that I’ve stopped reading or creating it. I so dearly miss enjoying everyone’s stories and characters, and don’t doubt me when I say that it pains me to not be able to engage with your hard work, especially if we’re friends. Hopefully I’ll be able to return to this community in the future and share in the joys of whumping once again, but until that day this is a goodbye to my stories, characters, and universes, and a huge thank you to everyone who’s supported my writing, even the tiniest bit. You have no idea how much your generous words, likes, and reblogs still mean to me. For anyone wondering or worried, I’m getting help for my issues. I won’t go into details publicly (happy to share with friends or mutuals though) but I just had my admission to a facility today and I’ll be working on recovery over this summer and building myself back up. Know that I’m trying the best I can to battle what I’ve been burdened with.

In the meantime, if you want to keep in touch on Tumblr I’ll be hanging out over at @b0amagination (for whatever reason, tumblr is refusing to link the blog right now but b0amagination.tumblr.com should get you there), probably posting some of my art and reblogging whatever I fancy. I’ll be sure to log into this account on occasion to make sure I’m not missing anything, but I’ll spend the majority of my time there until further notice.

Thanks for everything, you guys.

#forgot to reblog this again the other day and got a break now so #final reblog on this post

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

Hey all. I know I’ve been silent for a while.

Long story short, this blog is officially on hiatus, whether temporary or permanent I don’t know yet.

To put it simply, I’ve been struggling with my mental and physical health for the past few months, and my enjoyment of whump has henceforth dwindled. It brings me more stress and discomfort than solace now, and it’s for that reason that I’ve stopped reading or creating it. I so dearly miss enjoying everyone’s stories and characters, and don’t doubt me when I say that it pains me to not be able to engage with your hard work, especially if we’re friends. Hopefully I’ll be able to return to this community in the future and share in the joys of whumping once again, but until that day this is a goodbye to my stories, characters, and universes, and a huge thank you to everyone who’s supported my writing, even the tiniest bit. You have no idea how much your generous words, likes, and reblogs still mean to me. For anyone wondering or worried, I’m getting help for my issues. I won’t go into details publicly (happy to share with friends or mutuals though) but I just had my admission to a facility today and I’ll be working on recovery over this summer and building myself back up. Know that I’m trying the best I can to battle what I’ve been burdened with.

In the meantime, if you want to keep in touch on Tumblr I’ll be hanging out over at @b0amagination (for whatever reason, tumblr is refusing to link the blog right now but b0amagination.tumblr.com should get you there), probably posting some of my art and reblogging whatever I fancy. I’ll be sure to log into this account on occasion to make sure I’m not missing anything, but I’ll spend the majority of my time there until further notice.

Thanks for everything, you guys.

#gooood morning ladies gents and unsupervised heathens #gonna be reblogging this a few times just to make sure everyone has the opportunity to see it #gotta do something when I’m up this early #morning reblog

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

Hey all. I know I’ve been silent for a while.

Long story short, this blog is officially on hiatus, whether temporary or permanent I don’t know yet.

To put it simply, I’ve been struggling with my mental and physical health for the past few months, and my enjoyment of whump has henceforth dwindled. It brings me more stress and discomfort than solace now, and it’s for that reason that I’ve stopped reading or creating it. I so dearly miss enjoying everyone’s stories and characters, and don’t doubt me when I say that it pains me to not be able to engage with your hard work, especially if we’re friends. Hopefully I’ll be able to return to this community in the future and share in the joys of whumping once again, but until that day this is a goodbye to my stories, characters, and universes, and a huge thank you to everyone who’s supported my writing, even the tiniest bit. You have no idea how much your generous words, likes, and reblogs still mean to me. For anyone wondering or worried, I’m getting help for my issues. I won’t go into details publicly (happy to share with friends or mutuals though) but I just had my admission to a facility today and I’ll be working on recovery over this summer and building myself back up. Know that I’m trying the best I can to battle what I’ve been burdened with.

In the meantime, if you want to keep in touch on Tumblr I’ll be hanging out over at @b0amagination (for whatever reason, tumblr is refusing to link the blog right now but b0amagination.tumblr.com should get you there), probably posting some of my art and reblogging whatever I fancy. I’ll be sure to log into this account on occasion to make sure I’m not missing anything, but I’ll spend the majority of my time there until further notice.

Thanks for everything, you guys.

#much love to you all

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

aAAh I’m listening to Moon’s Request by Lemon Demon because Spirit Phone is on shuffle and I am thrivingggg

tagging @whump-it and @pepperonyscience but no pressure y’all and sorry if you got tagged already and i missed it

QUICK WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RN

ANSWER AND TAG THREE PEOPLEEEEE AHHHH

UHH IM LISTENING TO 21 GUNS BY GREEN DAY??

FUCK UHH @anarchicmartyr @natsuonii @tenyagf

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

boa timeee

whoever hasn’t been tagged can add on!

found some cool picrew

so let’s make it a tag game

@1-800-i-ship-it @tower-of-weebz @dimobserver @khunfounded @bakuismybitch​ @levis-nipple​ and i don’t know people so @whoever-feels-like-joining!

#this picrew is so cutee i love it #the only bad part is there's so many options for clothesss #i spent a solid half hour at least trying to decide which clothes i wanted #yellow isn't usually my thing but yellow really out here today huh #i really like how this one came out tbh

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

Tag the OC that gives the best hugs

#ray gives. really good hugs. #the whole crew can attest to this #i want a ray hug-

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

Happy spring everyone!

#Oh!!!!!!!!! #oh a beauty!!!!!!! #aaahh the flowers and the snek these photos are gorgeous!!!!!!!! #snake #snake tw #i LOVE

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

I don't know who else besides me needs this reminder but just in case:

It's okay if your taste in fiction changes over time. This is particually true for whump and darker content. It's fine if tropes and themes you once loved and eagerly consumed don't hit the spot anymore in the same way they used to. You don't have to read and write the same things for the rest of forever, or the rest of your time here among people who write whump.

You can change, by choice or necessity. You can drop old series and still think fondly about when you liked them, without wanting to read or write anymore of them. You can appreciate great writing, and also be aware that it isn't something you want to read, or produce, any more of.

Whump is particularly strange and changeable in this regard, as we grow and experience life the things that gave us escapism in the past shift, sometimes naturally, sometimes with one big overhaul of emotion. But this can be especially true if your experience, or begin to process, your own trauma. And not even trauma, but just coming to terms with hurts or old wounds, and as new things happen in your life.

Whether you are a writer or a reader, you don't have to be beholden to things you began once upon a time. Let yourself move on, if you need or want to.

Squicks and triggers can change over time, but sometimes it's not even that strong, sometimes it's just... not for you, anymore.

I promise there will always be something new to read, or write, that makes you feel good. There are always stories being told that will light you up with joy, there's new tropes and new prompts and new characters that you will grow fond of, once you find them.

You don't have to hate what you used to love to need to step away from it, but it is okay to change what you read and write. Treat yourself well, and don't keep going back to things that no longer make you feel good. Your favourite authors won't hold it against you (or they shouldn't), your own readers will still have the old pieces to come back to. You can do whatever you want with the time you spend creating and consuming content, let it be guilt free.

#just found this scrolling around the recommended posts tab and it's something i needed to hear #a lot of things hit different now than they did a year ago and that's okay #hopefully this will be a worthwhile read for at least some of you guys as well

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

I write for the dialogue the plot is just filler

#DAMN op is right though #dialogue is THE SHIT #Whenever the rare occasion pops up that I Do want to and Have The Energy To write #Half the time I just end up writing dialogue that I have to fill in with tags and actions later #dialogue is just!!! unfairly fun!!! I write plot so I can write more talking!!!

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going thru phone pics and found this thing that was tacked up next to the toaster at my old job, if anyone needs some light toast eating reading material

#oh I am 👀 #reblogging for whoever else needs to 👀

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#i- #uh- #wHAT OF IT??? #the absolute audacity of this showing up on my dash #i can't believe this #how to wake me up in the morning: an absurdly accurate callout apparently #good morning everyone please enjoy your suffering

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..🍓?

ah, if it isnt my funky little snek friend!

boa, boa boa boa i should stop repeating that before it becomes a stim- you have been such a huge support for me, and youre such a delightful presence to have around. your art? stunning. mind blowing. i owe you my life for the fanart youve done.

you are without a doubt one of the funniest motherfuckers alive. not only that, you are SUCH a sweet person. and such a gremlin. i love you so much. we havent been talking a whole whole lot recently, everythings been kinda crazy for like the past all of the time but. i cant even begin to describe how much ive enjoyed being your friend thus far. 💕💕💕💕💕

#!!! edwinnnn ily #oof yeah i really haven't been around much have i #ngl really missing the initial quarantine when we spent every hour of every day in the collab chat #come on life give me my Do Nothing Irl Ever rights back #those were good and fun #and they let me talk to my friends because i also still had braincells!! #but alas.. #back on topic ilysm hopefully i'll find more time to hang around #we've got more days off school soon and an upcoming spring break so :3 #*baps you relentlessly with the lovestick*

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

Sooo Neteri, how resilient do you think Erebus really is? Strong enough to make it through all your plans? Strong enough not to shatter in the process? (bonus points if you keep Erebus in the room to hear her response, but you do you my dude)

“Oh yeah he’ll be fine. I mean, he’s young and healthy, it’s why I wanted him over someone off the street, since royals usually have better healthcare, you know? And I mean, I’d prefer it if he doesn’t like, go insane or whatever, but if he does...” she shrugs, “I can deal with it.”

Erebus’s mounting fear is clearly visible as she talks, and he jerks away when she tries to grab his chin, looking at her in a mixture of terror and revulsion.

#only the Best test subjects for Neteri #has she even messed with humans before or did she really just go 'eh go big or go home ig' #sdkljfdsk she just realized they were conquering a kingdom and decided now's as good a time as any to throw any morals in the trash #but :) i'm glad erebus is unsettled. this is great news indeed #i love him i promise #but :(( sir do not evade the most important of touches. the chin lift. #the chin lift is fate. one does not simply ignore it. #also woahhh look at me making three posts in one day #stars out here aligning or something huh #well. happy pi day everybody #and happy covid-versary. idk about y'all but it's been a year since i went into lockdown #very excitinggg

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

Cannot stok laughing at this

#NOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOO ERIN WHY WOULD YOU PUT THIS ON MY DASH THIS IS PAINFUL (AFFECTIONATE) #I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF READING PRIDE AND PREJUDICE FOR ENGLISH CLASS #SO FOR THE REST OF THE BOOK DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO BE STUCK IN MY HEAD? #THIS. THIS HORRID WRETCHED CREATION. #I HATE THAT I LOVE IT #I'M SURE IT'S BETTER THAN ANYTHING ELSE THE BOOK OR MOVIE HAS TO OFFER I'M GOING TO SCREAM #HAVE FUN BEING CURSED BY THIS EVERYONE ELSE I AM UNDER AN OBLIGATION TO PASS IT ON #...................wait #wait oh my gosh #i could send this to my english teacher #i could send this to my english teacher and make her take immense psychic damage #i could send this to the three other english teachers that have commented on this when i was carrying it around. and my german teacher #side note but damn if you need 'interacting with an english teacher' bait just have pride and prejudice on you #i swear it's like catnip to them #someone's gotta take technology away from me before i go and do that to them #i'm so tempted to talk to my german teacher on wednesday about all the heavy stuff we're gonna end up talking about anyway. and then. #immediately after show her this video. for some comic relief. take the edge off. #horrible i'm hitting the post button and letting myself forget about this #i'm so sorry to everyone who followed me for whump #i do not own any braincells #btw erin this is seriously a gem and it made me laugh thank you

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I made a bearded dragon stuffed animal anyone wanna see?

#OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #OH HE #HE SO SWEET AAAAAHHHHHH #I LOVE HIM #THAT'S SO GOOD MY DUDE #ALL MUST APPRECIATE HIM #alright time to leave and take a timed test now i just had to bless everyone's dash

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

REBLOG if you have amazing, talented WRITER friends.

Because I certainly do, and I love every single one of them and their work.

#my friends are so skilled and I love them a lot!!!!!

[my-whumpy-little-heart]

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unfortunately, my friend and I had an obsession with typing.com in sixth grade and I got to be pretty good. I tried on my phone to see if it’d be more interesting but I managed to do it right on there as well.

tagging: @pepperonyscience, @galaxywhump, and @legallylibra (only if you want and sorry if y’all have already been tagged!)

i’m starting a game

Type your username with your eyes closed and tag 4 people

I’ll go first:

iparis-is-parjs

@warcrossheadcanons @tracywarcross @txal-sharky @that-one-goddy-trot

#i'm pretty sure i've got a few tag games i forgot to do #this one just came at a convenient time and was easy enough #hello for the first time in a week tumblr oh dang #i'm so inactive here wtf #oh well ya boye forgot her stability at home but the braincells went numb enough that i don't have to experience emotions #wheeeeee