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I think yes, we can talk about manufacturing consent as this ongoing and systemic social process re the raping of transfemmes/camab genderweirdos... depraved, pathetic creatures who are desirous of any and all forms of attention and physicality, the abject as desire projected and epitomized...

And i think we could talk specifically about the feminist subject(yes this includes transmascs as many feminist spaces currently and historically demonstrate) in its relationality to this as 1. actors that are categorically unable to perpetrate sexual violence and 2. victims that are desired and objectified and hurt.

But i think it is worth discussing the ways in which narrative as an aspect of aspirational identity is thrust upon us. One presupposed on a bioessentialist understandings of sexual violence.

In the sense that the narrative of femaleness is one of being raped. You see this in the various responses to discussions of transmisogyny when cafab trans folx chime in to more or less effect "well us real females have real problems: we are raped" which has some implications no?

And so any claim of sexual violence done unto our milieau is met w scrutiny even from our cohorts and ourselfs. It seems to basically every1 tht we are trying to adopt the narrative of femaleness. Another instance of the impersonator dressing up. A mummers play with the dragon trying to claim real harm, subjectivity, personhood. Laughable if it werent so insulting.

And so this becomes part of the projected desire matrix. An implicit understanding that yes even if they dont want to(which they do), they want to be forced to. Which means thrs no way to rape them; thrs always a c at the beginning of the dna chain cncncncncncncnc.... so when we bring up even the possibility of sex violence its not only "u wanted it!" its "u wanted to be raped!" We want to be traumatized in the female way which makes it impossible for us to be such... Laughable if it weren't so insulting.

#transmisogyny #sexual violence #rape cw -

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the smallest artist i listen to? probably the bird outside my window

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Companions' Wishes

Wyll:

Shadowheart:

Gale:

Karlach:

Astarion:

Lae'zel:

I just thought these were cool insights on the characters.

(Haven't checked if Lae'zel's options change if she visits the Creche first, but it is too late for that )

Edit: If you are wondering where this is, you should investigate the basement of the apothecary in the Blighted Village.

#bg3

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I got accepted onto long-term disability through my employer/the state, but that doesn’t take effect until August 1st because it’s based off of my resignation date with the district.

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they did not call me any particular nickname in college because I did not have any characteristics or traits

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engaging in self-destructive behaviour by making a red sauce for my pasta without changing out of my white shirt. the danger makes me feel alive

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It’s vital for ur mental health to have gay boy fun

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mr J what did you do today?

It's just more of the same

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there will be blood? like. you promise?

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#libraries #q

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American Crow on the fence by my house

Photo by me, taken on FujiFilm X-T30 II

#birds #q

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hello i am mr dr psychiatrist phd. this is my diagnosis i created. it's called fucking loser who sucks ass disorder. if i have a patient and i dont like them they obviously have this. the symptoms are if i dont like someone, if they annoy me, if they have a symptom i dont undersrtand, if they are weird or lame, etc.

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Franz Sedlacek - Lied in der Dämmerung (Song in the Twilight), 1931

#art #q

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strawberry winter

#a #snow #q

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a (very) late bday present for a mutual

#star trek #q

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“you should be at the club” i should be by the sea. i should be in the mountains. i should be awestruck and rendered speechless by the majesty of the natural world. if you even care

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