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my cutesy body ch3ck for today!!!

#ana boy #male ana #male ed #male thinspi #malesp0 #anorekic #not pr0 just using tags #tw ana things #ana diary #not pr0 ana #ftm ana #trans ana #tw eating things #ana tingz #just ed shit #tw ed thoughts #tw ed related #i want to be skiny #tw ed shit

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guess what guys 😋

one month clean as of yesterday but ooooo i feel relapse creeping up

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one month clean as of yesterday but ooooo i feel relapse creeping up

#ana boy #male ana #male ed #male thinspi #malesp0 #ftm ana #trans ana #tw eating things #anadiet

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IM BACKKKKKKK

#ana boy #male ana #male ed #male thinspi #malesp0 #ftm ana #trans ana #tw eating things #anadiet

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i keep forgetting to do this omg but HI i've been gone for a few days, i had a really really good time with my boyfriend today OMG

stats:

? lbs

? bmi

465 cals

#ana boy #anorekic #male ana #male ed #male thinspi #malesp0 #not pr0 just using tags #tw ana things #ana diary #not pr0 ana

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the best feeling is when you haven’t eaten anything all day and you drink water and can feel it travelling through your body

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TODAY WAS SO GOOD!!! i had a good time w friends and talked to my boyfriend a lot :)) i also got in the musical!! i backed out earlier but i auditioned super late and now i'm a smaller singing part !!!!!! couldn't weigh myself today, but not feeling too bad about it :)

stats:

? lbs

? bmi

729 cals

#ana boy #anorekic #male ana #male ed #male thinspi #malesp0 #not pr0 just using tags #tw ana things #ana diary #not pr0 ana #anareksja #ana tingz #trans ana #ftm ana #tw ed shit #tw ed thoughts #tw ed related #just ed shit

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Counting calories while binging:

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SHOUTOUT, TO...

…all boys with an eating disorder.

…all black people with an eating disorder.

…all adults with an eating disorder.

…all overweight/normal weight people with an eating disorder.

Because not only white, underweight, teenage girls suffer from eating disorders.

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Abuse victims don’t owe it to you to be “soft.” They don’t owe it to you to be “gentle.” 

Abuse victims don’t exist to validate your beliefs that everything “happens for a reason” nor do they exist to show you that “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.”

Every abuse victim is unique and they heal and react differently. And they are not wrong if it doesn’t fit your standards or expectations. 

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it would be so much easier to recover if i had 24/7 support from ppl that love me, which is literally the bare minimum but nope!

#ana boy #anorekic #male ana #male ed #male thinspi #malesp0 #not pr0 just using tags #tw ana things #tw eating things #ana diary #not pr0 ana #anareksja #ana tingz #ftm ana #tw ed shit #tw ed thoughts #tw ed related #just ed shit

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hey, can u pro4nas start romanticizing being bloated bc you haven't taken a shit then being so excited when u have diarrhea after a week bc maybe you'll drop a pound?

#ana boy #anorekic #male ana #male ed #male thinspi #malesp0 #not pr0 just using tags #tw ana things #tw eating things #ana diary #not pr0 ana #ana tingz #trans ana #ftm ana #anareksja #tw ed shit #tw ed thoughts #tw ed related #just ed shit

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today was kinda rough, my mom took my phone so i ate way over my limit, but i did exercise total cals was 1,138 :/

114 lbs

19.6 bmi

1,138 cals

936 net cals

#ana boy #anorekic #male ana #male ed #male thinspi #malesp0 #not pr0 just using tags #tw ana things #tw eating things #ana diary #not pr0 ana #ana tingz #trans ana #ftm ana #tw ed thoughts #tw ed related #just ed shit #tw ed shit

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i'm so fucking upset

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please block instead of reporting, this is my safe space.

i do not aim to promote this in anyway, it's a horrible illness that i know is deteriorating me mentally and physically. i'm trying to get better but it doesn't always work out. this is my safe space, and one of the only places i don't feel alone. please be patient with me. this post will be consistently updated if anything changes.

i'm jordan! i'm a 15 y/o trans kid with autism + an ed. this blog is mostly for keeping track of my stats and motivation. i care about all of you and encourage you to seek help if you are going through something similar.

stats:

hw - 120 lbs

lw - 93 lbs

cw - 112 lbs

bmi - 19.4

gw - 100 lbs

ugw - 83 lbs

measurements:

height - 5'4

thighs - 19 in

calves - 13 in

waist - 27 in

hips - 33 in

chest - 33.5 in

biceps - 9 in

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all day fast today i need to stop binging at the last second

#ana boy #ana diary #anorekic #ftm ana #male ana #male ed #male thinspi #malesp0 #not pr0 ana #not pr0 just using tags