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“I fucking knew it was too good to be true. I fucking knew it, and I still went for you. You seemed so perfect, so untouchable, and of course I was let down. Of fucking course.”

men suck.

A-L.F

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“You will never know how many tears have fallen for you.”

— Unknown (via thoughtkick)

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#reblog

being in love is the most miserable situation a human person can be in

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I’ve had my heart broken so bad that I don’t believe I’m ever gonna find someone who will love me. I’m not saying this and secretly hoping that I’m wrong. I believe it. I’ve finally given up on it the way I’ve given up on being able to be happy because I’m alive. The way I’ve made peace with knowing that I’ll live each day wishing I wasn’t alive and wanting to kill myself. I used to have some hope. But there’s nothing left now.

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I can’t deal with it.

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does anyone want to be my pen pal?

I mean connecting over the internet is great n all but nothing can top beautiful handwritten letters from someone across the world.

If so, feel free to send me a message <3

#penpal #global #letters #written #writtenletter #handwritten #world

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I literally have no fucking clue who I am, sometimes I think I’m a super nice person who has been unfairly treated in life and that everyone should love me but other times I’m convinced I’m the most horrible person in the world who can’t possibly have any real friends and that I deserve all the suffering I’ve gone through as punishment for who I am.

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am I the only one who has like never had an own personality because they were always insecure and now has no idea who they are?

#alone #insecure #quotes #sad quotes #lonely #anxiety #depressing thoughts #depression #mental disorder #mentall illness #mentally ill #help

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“When your heart is shattered into a million pieces, all you can do is try to keep holding on. You breathe. You try to fall asleep. You try to not think about him.”

— Susane Colasanti

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“I fucking knew it was too good to be true. I fucking knew it, and I still went for you. You seemed so perfect, so untouchable, and of course I was let down. Of fucking course.”

men suck.

A-L.F

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i really can’t stand myself like i can’t stand looking in the mirror and knowing that that’s how people see me

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i'm not even 25 yet but i feel like i've failed at life

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“Maybe I’m the reason my life sucks.”

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For those who couldn’t find the words for it

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on the one hand I really don’t want to live on this planet anymore because in a few years the climate crisis, the pollution and killing of the earth, the water shortage, the CO2 emission problem and everything else will come crashing in at the same time;

on the other hand I‘m so freaking afraid of being dead

#dying #earth #climate catastrophe #sad quotes #quotes #depressing quotes #i'm not okay #no one understands #pollution #plastic #depression #water shortage #destroying #help #alone #anxiety