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Random Vent Out

ok so here is the thing, still there is a part of me that feels like things are not right it is maybe because of the past or maybe the unclarity of the future. maybe I am overanalysing everything or maybe I am just being lazy, I have things to prepare for and I am not able to do it, I am not able to focus, all I do is be on my bed and not want to come out, I feel like everything is task, getting up, forcing myself to study or even eating is a task when I look at myself in the mirror I dont like what I see but at the same time I dont have the motivation to actually change it, I want to but its just very difficult I feel like I dont have the energy for it, and it killing me, I have a very important paper in November and I am not able to focus on study, I dont know what is going on, life I being difficult again and this time I dont know how to get over it. 

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A letter never sent

Hey, I know been long since we last talked, how is your shoulder?, how was your trip? How is the process of clarity and stability going on? I hope you are doing well? I know back in April you left, saying I have different priorities and I can’t be in touch and since then we did not talk, but soon after an amazing trip you decided to end, maybe it was a casual from your side, that you did not care ones how will I go through it, how I will deal with it, during the whole time you forgot I was there, when we went on our first date or to the last trip. I know I know you don’t care, that this message will never be sent, I know I am writing this not share but to repair, repair myself from the damage that it caused because stupid me did not realise it was just for sex. I really wanted spend more time with you I really wanted to get to know the person that is hidden behind all those insecurities and issues I wanted to hold your hand and never leave all I wanted was you to keep, dont worry I would have never hurt you the way people did in the past, I would have loved you the way you deserved. But I guess this is the end, you came into my life for a short time, we crossed paths, made memories and I will cherish them as long as I can. I hope love is not bad to you in future I hope you find the one and love her the way she deserves, I am sorry that its not me. I just want to see you happy even if we are not meant to be.

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demisexual

So recently I realised that I am a demisexual person which means that I need to have a strong emotional connection with the person before even feeling sexual desires for that person this makes it very difficult for me to have good and stable relationships cause casuals and hook-up is not something we are made for...

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hey,

long time no see, how are you, I hope you are doing good...I know life can be very hectic sometimes, with the new year, we want to let go of our past or at least make peace with it, I am choosing the second option, making peace with the past, 2022 was indeed a life changing year for me met new people got new experiences, got new heartbreaks even, but what matters the most I got to know myself a little better, and I hope 2023 will be a year full of good memories, good people and most importantly a better me

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I AM BEAUTIFUL. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!💜

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self reflecting thought

few days ago I was working on an university project which was regarding content writing, a thought came in my head that through out the years how much I have changed, if you would have told me the same things 5 years ago I would have laughed at you and would have told you that it was bullshit, and today I am doing all those things. which made me wonder that change will happen and you will eventually find yourself in a better position, so my friend who is reading this please hang in there and never give up, you don’t  know when things and the table will turn.

#advice #life #spilled thoughts #reflecting #change #work #university #friends

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hii

so I am back here after so long, how are you all? I hope good..well the thing is I am not good at all there things which are happening and I dont know what to do this new live is fucking hectic plus I have group assignments which I am doing alone and no one helping plus I want a bf so badly 😂 but anyways life has been messed up lately and I dont know what to do....

#random #life rant #daily vlog #long time no talk

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“Let them judge you. Let them misunderstand you. Let them gossip about you. Their opinions aren’t your problems. You stay kind, committed to love and free in your authenticity. No matter what they do or say, don’t you doubt your worth or the beauty of your truth. Just keep shining like you always do.”

— Scott Stabile

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But sometimes those people need to change in order to survive cause the world constantly hurts them and in order to protect themselves they need to be insensitive...

“Sensitive people should be treasured. They love deeply and think deeply about life. They are loyal, honest and true. The simple things often mean the most to them. They don’t need to change or harden. Their purity makes them who they are.”

— Unknown

#motivation #reblogged #quotes

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“Never give up on something you really want. It may be difficult to wait, but it is worse to live with regret.”

— Unknown

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That's true....I have experienced that...experiencing it currently....

“You don’t know how little you matter until you’re all alone.”

— Frank Ocean

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random blog #1

hi this is me, how are you all, so I guess I am writing this to be honest I even dont know why, maybe there are thing inside my mind that are upsetting me, today I was thinking what is friendship, does friendship requires space, do u take space from people you call best friends, what does best friend means,

according to me friendship is a knot that needs to be tighten ones in a while I feel friendship is where it does matter how many people you meet, does not matter how many girlfriends and boyfriends you have ,anything that happens to you or with you, you tell it to that one person no natter what...friendship is not giving your friend space its bringing them the moment you feel they are pushing themselves away, hitting them shouting them but never letting them go... friendship is not asking for space when u have a boyfriend or a girlfriend its not ok to not to talk to your friends for days and days and suddenly reappearing  when u have a break up...thats not friendship that's just using....for me friendship is when you are with each other always where no one breaks you..no one can make you feel sad...where there is no hiding..telling late or space and specially no distance..but I guess these friendship are only myths cause reality people keep secrets and won't talk to you and what hurts is that when you thought that your friend will look for you at that time but he or she already has someone else to be with...and you wonder what is friendship...who can we call friends 

and then it hits....even if we have friends we still feel alone and lonely

advice..dont ever leave your friends for boyfriends or girlfriends cause at the your partner won't be there but your friends will..who can be hurt from your behaviour.

#friendship #lonely #hurt #blog #random #alone #knot #writers and poets #relationship #love #ruin #girlfriend #boyfriend #hate

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Insecurities

Fear we all know this word right? But what is fear where does it comes from who is responsible for this as teenagers we all are scared to do nothing or to say something or sometimes even to think something, cause all of us have a thing called insecurities, what are insecurities now you may ask according to google  its (uncertainty or anxiety about oneself) so what do you think why do people suffer have insecurities I am a 18 year old Indian girl and I have tons of insecurities right from my height body weight skin and even marks and the ironic thing is that I am 80 percent scorer, insecurities are nothing but this ocean of thoughts at we dive into which is designed by the word we call society, what society wants and it automatically becomes the way we think “oh society wants fair people more” that very same night we will look in the mirror and think “oh I wish I was fair why did god did this to me” and that’s the start of another insecurity. Over the years what I have learned while dealing with insecurities is that it doesn’t matter how beautiful smart rich you are, there will always be someone better than you, so what matters the most is to start to look at yourself in the most amazing way you can look, cause my friend at the end its you, its you who will go to sleep after turning the lights off and  I want you to think that the day you just spend was with the best of you, was the day with you who was confident happy and most importantly free, free of all the thought, all those requirement and all those restriction that the society puts on you cause at the end it you who is  gonna look after yourself and not that society who is asking you to change

#insecurities #just teen news #teenagers #life #depressing shit #random #thoughts #brain vomit #writers and poets #other writer #life quotes #paragraphs #artical

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Don’t think about what can happen in a month. Don’t think about what can happen in a year. Just focus on the 24 hours in front of you, and do what you can to get closer to where you want to be.

Unknown (via thoughtkick)

#reblogged #like #amazing

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#reblogged #like #reblog

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friend if you want to talk

I am here for you whoever is reading this and I will listen to you, talk to you and understand you, feel free to text me whenever you want.

#friend #online #conversation #with #strangers #best #understanding #friend to talk #shoulder to cry on #i will be here #dont #worry

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life...a sad truth

so what is life according to you, is it finding yourself, making yourself or preparing yourself for the future but whatever it is, let me let you its not easy its not at all easy sometimes life can be the most hateful you can experience cause realities are different than what we imagined and sometimes so different that we think “oh I was better in my imaginary world” 

life according to me can be good as well as bad but at the end its life and we have be here and deal with it everyday, society, people friends and even family can be our supporters and next they can only bring us down, so at the we have got is only us and only we can help ourselves no one else can.

I hope you like it and please ignore the mistakes 

by mystery 

#life #blog #personal #sad #truth #alone #me #us #you #random #thoughts #words #emotion #feelings #fighter #read