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Love of my life

We meet once again

If we were not meant to be

Why do our paths still cross

When we try our best to diverge

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20230915

OK honestly I still dunno what I'm doing

I think... I think I might want something different for myself

So I'm gonna have to work for it

Why am I so crazy...

I think I was born to never feel content

Anyway need to get my driver's license

Learn a new language

Learn a new skill (web design I think)

Finish my traineeship period

Specialize in what I want

Write a book, or several books

Act in a movie/TV show

Find a life partner

Stop living in my head so much and start actually doing things

#life log

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Trying to stop thinking about

what could have been,

Trying to focus now

on what I can be

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“I am irritated by my own writing. I am like a violinist whose ear is true, but whose fingers refuse to reproduce precisely the sound he hears within.”

— Gustave Flaubert

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Patience is a virtue

But blind faith is a sin

You have shown your face

Countless of times

Now is the time for me

To finally believe in it

And expect no change

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20230817

need to get my life under control

i graduated but I'm still spinning out of control????

when will i be who i need to be

for me to be content

and happy

...

#personal #life log

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When will my heart learn not to get attached

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All the circumstances and factors

Are against you and me

We are not in the same equation

I'm not what you like

And you are not my type

But what if!

Your mind draws me in

Your ideas and ideals

Make me feel safe and sound

Maybe I can grow to love the rest

Will you allow yourself the same?

#poem #poetry #spilled words #quotes #spilled feelings #spilled ink #writing

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I like you even

if we are not meant to be

See you next lifetime

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I know how to make you like me

But I know nothing of maintenance

Only know how to entertain for a while

Like a quick high that disappears

Cotton candy dissolving fast

You ask for more but I have nothing left

So you turn your back and leave

and I'm nothing but a

Sweet aftertaste

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Jumbled thoughts

Messy words

I have forgotten how to speak

I string letters together

Hoping it would somehow

Detangle itself and form

Meanings, form orderly knots

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― Min Jin Lee, Pachinko

[text ID: Fill your mind with knowledge—it’s the only kind of power no one can take away from you.]

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i miss who i could have been

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