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Even though the end was a bunch of mixed feelings and a lot of bad vibes, I'm actually heart broken that RT is actually done. Like... They were so much of my life. I watched every piece of content by AH, listened to both of topic and rt podcast religiously, and dreamed of one day FINALLY going to RTX. And as it crumbled I still held a little bit of hope maybe a resurgence could come of it but now that the doors are closing it really hits me that these people are closing their last chapter and its so damn weird. Back in like 2015 it felt like they were unstoppable and were going to achieve so much and produce some amazing things, and did, but I never thought this day would come tbh. After the pandemic I dropped from them after all the controversy dropped and the RH drama, and how the backstage drama spilled out, it did ruin it for me. And then AH officially stopping, I think we all knew them this day would come but just... Damn dude. If you need me, I'll be locking myself away in my room and reliving the days by watching RT Shorts, podcasts, let's plays and rwby. Rip RT, for best and worst of times, you were still one of my favorite things 🖤🖤

#rooster teeth #rip

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call me problematic but, I am rewatching the achievement hunter lets play minecraft videos from 1 to end again. They were my friends when I was in my darkest hours, and am in them again, so I am revisiting them for some kind of comfort. I know it is fucked but I have no friends, no life, it is almost my birthday and I havent truly laughed in weeks. I don't know what else to do to find comfort anymore, so I am going back to 20 year old me and laughing with people I've, never met.

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Nobody ever robs restaurants. Bars, liquor stores, gas stations… you get your head blown off sticking up one of them. Restaurants on the other hand, you catch with their pants down. They’re not expecting to get robbed. Not as expectant anyway.

Tim Roth as Ringo/“Pumpkin” — PULP FICTION (1994), dir. Quentin Tarantino

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it's a very scary feeling when you sober up, and the most prominant thoughts in your head are how much you don't want to live. I knew I was sad, which is why I smoke. Now that I don't have it and can't get any more, the overwhelming feeling of "you don't belong here. you don't want to be here. you have nothing to give anymore. why are you still here" are so fucking loud. Add on the fact I have no one to talk to and my family is states away because I can't afford to live where they are, it is getting really hard to keep waking up for the next day. I just, want to sleep.

#tw #depression

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I don't have any friends, and have been alone now for a few years. I'm trying to enjoy time by myself, so I had my own paint night. Watched the original black and white films Frankenstein and Frankenstein's Bride. I don't have many art supplies, but I am really happy how they turned out

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I wish my family wasnt such a mess. I just want to go home. I want to live under mom's roof so I can afford to save for my own. I'm gonna die renting. Or homeless. This country is so fucked and I'm just . I'm so fucking tired.

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And with that, goodbye Achievement Hunter. Later RT. Good luck lads. It was really something when it was still kinda nothing but.. yeah. Too many mixed emotions. I am just, overall... let down but content.

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R.I.P. Achievement Hunter

2008 - 2023

It was fun while it lasted.

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How am I getting laid regularly, and still sad af

Like I quit, this shit is lame

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I find it telling when a social media personality has their tweets blocked to only approved followers. Hm.

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Oh, nonsense. This is nothing compared to the twig of ‘93.

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sheeeeesh. I cant imagine the type of burnout they must have gone through for the content they made and timeframe to do it. Crunch is no joke, I barely stay sane just making it by on my 9-5, to think you all slept at the office all the time? I remember watching like, Action Lads news back in the day and you would get to see a bit of the offices and I remember there being a section of like, bunk beds n shit and people legit sleeping. was that, was that you all just surviging?? like, THINK about that for just a moment, if you work could you imagine doing that at your job??? fuck man. 

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I'm playing "Problematic" by Bo Burnham today for RT/AH because it seems kinda fitting. I know RT as a company is trash, and all the personalities aren't BUT mistakes are now on the internet forever. So, fitting. This is a p big lesson for anyone trying to get into content creation themselves. Take note my doods. This is how you do NOT handle mistakes 🥴

#rt #ah #rooster teeth

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Whole lotta words to say jack fucking shit

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This.

I cannot believe I've actually cancelled my first.

I've been an AH/RT Fan since I can remember, stayed with them through damn near everything but this, this is too much. That tone deaf response hiding behind things already criticized by the people they try to hide behind and don't even properly apologise too. If the response had been honest, a true apology then I probably would have stuck around but I just can't - I imagine many of you are the same. I cannot truly describe the loss felt by losing what was such a huge part of my experience on the internet but eventually you gotta call the soil rotten. Anyway I'm already subbed to Matt so I'm gonna go sub to Kdin.

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Kdin’s response to Geoff

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This is the last place I can really just, vent about AH because no one listens anyways.

Yo, Matt Bragg basically, getting let go?? Man, I know that everyone was “joking” when they poked fun at him but he was the butt of the joke for like, his career there and now they are just, firing him ?? Ok, yeah, part time kinda being there since he is tied to successful projects I am sure, but damn just, boom later champ? Kinda sus. Truly sad. I mean, I want to be transparent as hell, I never really enjoyed him as much as anyone else in the content so I don’t want to sound like a fake fan being upset to just be upset, I don’t even follow his twitch. But I still like, feel bad he is just being let go while also being a huge part of their success. I know he does a lot more off screen than on, just as a personality I didn’t really enjoy em but I know he still put out good work and should have maybe been appreciated more. I am so indifferent with this news. I have recently fallen out of AH content really. I find myself losing interest in every podcast, most shows and really have only watched the Red Dragon Inn because that looks like they actually enjoyed making it and it really is good. Man. Ever since like, right before the pandemmy this company has seen a real punch in the face, again my opinion so I could be far off. 

#ah #achievement hunter #matt bragg