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"grippy socks" is such a fascinating phenomenon because its the result of desiring the validation of being in the most stigmatized group they might believably be able to put in their bios, while simultaneously buying so thoroughly into that very same stigma that they cant bring themselves to say it. they can stomach "grippy socks" and play nice with those whose lives look like their own, but make no mistake, they do not identify with most mentally disabled people, just mentally ill labels. the only patient they had sympathy for in girl interrupted was the protagonist. there is no solidarity. they would call the cops on you

#imagine having to make every single thing that happens in your life an aesthetic or label. #doesn't that get fucking tiring.

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NO mom it’s NOT a phase *spurs clank as i stomp up the stairs*

#ezra

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*if you are on more than one of the medications, choose the primary hormone/hormone you are mostly attempting to raise (like, if you are taking testosterone to transition but also take estrogen medically to treat vaginal dystrophy from T you would be primarily taking testosterone for gender transition)

#on that good good T

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just got home from my top surgery consult!!! looking at surgery being late summer or fall this year :3

#personal #i cant believe it's actually happening #I've wanted this for like 8 years #!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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how can hearing my therapist say "fascinating" in response to me talking about my obsessions and compulsions feel so affirming yet so humiliating at the same time LMFAO

#personal #like omg thank you for confirming my brain is weird #but also oh no my brain is weird :(

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#i cannot describe how much rage this fills me with lmao

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self hating trans people no matter how hard you kiss cis peoples asses and repeat their dumbass jokes you are never gonna be cis. so maybe unpack why other trans people trigger you so heavily before you become a kalvin garrah or caitlin jenner who have no friends because they internalized hatred for their own community while thinking that was gonna help them with cis people. but cis people don't respect them either because their only common ground is transphobia. and they've isolated themselves from their community for saying hateful shit nonstop and will somehow blame Everyone but themselves for that. so then they are literally just alone with their self hatred and are like. why am I so miserable and hate myself for being trans wow maybe I'll make fun of some more transgender people and that'll help me! at the end of the day it's literally just internalized transphobia and self hatred it's incredibly obvious to everyone, but why unpack that when we could lean in and think it's Edgy Different Revolutionary to make fun of trans people for how they look on the internet all day. that'll have no negative effects on anyone involved

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fb memories be like "remember when you had a zest for life"

#personal #i used to count down to my birthday in my fb status every day for like 2 weeks leading up to it #when i was like 12. lmao

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told my parents about my top surgery consult coming up on wednesday (!!!!!) and they were amazing and supportive about it and I'm just :))))))))!!!!!!!!!

#personal #i didnt expect a bad reaction or anything but like. it IS surgery so i didnt really know what to expect lol #and just talking about that part of my body makes me ehhhhhhhhhhh #it went literally as well as I could've hoped so yay!

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it's always sooooo funny to me when i get ads for "trans inclusive apparel lines" (almost always aimed at transmasculine people) and their prices are insanely fucking high. who do they think they're selling to. lmfao

#personal #like oh cool you have jeans in smaller sizes. oh they're $120 a pair. ok.

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"this too shall pass" well can it fucking get on with it

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Joe Brainard, Pansies, 1968. 

Watercolor and collage on paper, 28 x 22 inches.

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Hiroki Kawanabe “Neighborhood” 2023 Acrylic on Paper

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i think what’s on a person’s nightstand is very telling so reblog this and put in the tags the things you have on your nightstand

#coasters - emotional support water bottle - lamp - combo alarm clock/cassette player thats probably from the 90s

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you ever notice how there's no special hat for scientists

#prev youre so fucking right #give all scientists wizard hats immediately