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ˊ˗ ꒰🐚꒱ Uncertainties

life has a way of screwing you up, and Aia experiences it firsthand.

(can be read as reader, but writing with a name is easier for me 😵‍💫)

warnings: may be ooc, mentions of pregnancy

Aia Abernathy has known Marius von Hagen her entire life. She met him when her parents met up with the esteemed Austin von Hagen, and she saw a boy with blueberry-colored hair watching them from the steps of the large estate. She’d approached him and noticed how his eyes glistened with unshed tears as he watched the adults converse quietly in front of a large portrait painted by his late mother. It was right then and there, she decided, that no matter what, she’d never want to see the blueberry boy’s eyes just as teary as it was. She never did find out what made him so sad that day, but she did see the way his eyes widened when she introduced herself, and the way they brightened when she took his hand, insisting that he show her the drawings he rambled on about for the past 20 minutes.

Aia thought that the sparkles in his eyes suited him much better.

From that day on, Aia was always involved in all of his firsts, just as he was with hers. She was with him when he lost his first tooth, she was there for his first art exhibition, she was his first girlfriend, his first kiss, his first time, and she was the first person he told when he decided to proceed with his studies in Florence. This was hard for both of them, seeing as they’ve never been apart for more than a summer. She’d almost even went to Italy with him, but Marius stopped her before she could reject the offer from Stellis University’s prestigious Mechanical Engineering program.

She just never expected him to also be the one to cause her first heartbreak.

“I think I’ve fallen for someone else.”

Her blood ran cold she heard those words, but really, Aia should have seen this coming.

She knew how much time he’d spent with that lawyer from Themis ever since he’d come home to take over PAX. She’d even met her a couple of times, seeing as Marius brought her anywhere he’d have an excuse to do so. It hurt her more than one could ever imagine, but even then, she couldn’t bring yourself to blame her or him. Even Aia could see how beautiful, headstrong and kind she is, how she commands attention to herself effortlessly when she enters a room. It was only inevitable that someone who had such an eye for beauty would accidentally end up in her unassuming grasp.

Rosa was everything Marius needed right now. She was a reflection of someone that could stand by his side, someone who could easily match the complications of his newfound position as the head of an ever growing company.

Aia? She was nothing but a reminder of the life Marius dreamt of living, something that was no longer possible for him.

Marius expectantly stared at her, waiting for a reaction. The Aia he (knows and loves) knew and loved would have jumped right out of her seat, demanding him to make her understand why he was so willing to throw everything away all of a sudden for someone he’d met only a few months ago? What about everything we’d talked about? We’ve planned this for years Marius, years! I planned my life around this! What am I supposed to do now?

He intently stared to look for changes in her facial expression and body language, but all he was met with were his former lover’s blank, watery eyes staring back at him, just as focused.

“Ok.”

…

“So that’s it? Don’t you have anything to say?”

“Is there anything left for me to say? You said everything that I needed to hear.”

In all his years he’d known her, Marius von Hagen had never seen Aia Abernathy looking this... defeated. Quietly, she reaches for something behind her neck, only to end up placing something on the table, covered by her trembling fist.

“These past few years, I’ve been thinking. How despite I always made it known how I felt, I still bent and twisted my choices for something that better suits yours.” She slowly pushes her hand towards his side of the table, leaving a necklace identical to the dog tag he wears sitting on the spot beside his half- empty cup of coffee. “It had dawned on me that all this time, I never really knew what I wanted for myself, because I’d always thought about my future with you in mind.”

Aia stood up, and despite her appearing less than, Marius could tell that she just had a weight lifted off her shoulders as she admitted such a thing. But even then, he could tell that there still was something that she was not telling him. But what? He couldn’t put his finger on it.

“Thank you for the memories, Marius.” She gave him a smile, one that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “It was an honor to have been loved by someone like you.”

She had entered his life and bled into it like a warm fire on a cold night, and now here she was, years later, exiting as if she were nothing more than a candle being blown out by a passing wind. The girl walked away without any more fanfare, but if Marius looked just a little bit closer, he would have seen her stuff a small envelope into her pocket the second she walked away, a hand gently finding its way to her unassuming belly as she tried to keep her tears in until she was out of his sight.

part two? part two coming soon!!!! natsuhikous comeback yeaaaaah!!! i just really needed to get this trope out of my system eiddkmfnffn

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HELLO is the tot community here still active 🥹 lowkey want to start writing again since it’s sem break ehe

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Feelings, caught!

catching the eyes of a certain Von Hagen was certainly not something Yn had anticipated. although she couldn't say that she minded. what she minded heavily though was the drama she got into when she decided to not get involve with the young man.

Marius Von Hagen social media au

"wait, do you really like her?,,

" . . . ,,

"Marius?,,

pairing/s ~ marius x fem! poc!reader

warnings ~ guaranteed fluff, possible humor, guaranteed ooc, possible arranged marriage, guaranteed cussing, possible angst

profiles ~ masochists + estelle | the artist and the brokes

001. what's this?

002. who's ✨that✨ ?

003. tba

004. tba

005. tba

006. tba

007. tba

008. tba

009. tba

010. tba

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hello. i am back to share my cursed anniversary day 1 pulls hehe

#vyn pleek come home #also i have not written in ages omg #hello tumblr how have u been #if u have seen these on twt #it was from me i am woorideulz

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Where did you get your banner thing?

if u meant the one in my mobile layout, i made it myself on canva!

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merry christmas oomfs <33

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omg hello??? thank you for 300? msorry for disappearing off the face of the app but i hope that i can finally find time to refine my drafts soon eek

#🖍.erisays

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hello am back once again thank u kev and dani for helping me get my writing brain back together 👍👍

#🖍.erisays #hehe am still alive just. #stressed with school

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i will never be able to top this abshddjskkasjsn

#eri talks about genshin #zhongli my one and only 5ever

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My friend roped me into pulling hutao. No itto for me ig 😔 manifesting homa in our next 10 pull for those who wants it 🙏🙏

we might get enough primos before itto comes ehe. we will get homa soon nonnie <33

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i got thoma... and hu tao... but no homa yet plz send manifestations eueueueu (also jinghe has not come home 😃👍)

#🖍.erisays #eri talks about genshin

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i am in pain. jinghe plz

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i want to change my blog theme :/ what should i do tho ehe

#🖍.erisays

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holy shit i have. No Funds to get that jinghe ssr please manifest jinghe coming home to me <//3

#eri talks about tot #pleek jinghe i'll give u lots of smooches ^3^

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:0 i saw your requests were open :D

what about an angst drabble with luke where he dissappears, expecting to die within a few weeks, but he survives.

he doesnt have the heart to go back to reader/mc because hes scared of their reaction and just decides to watch them be happy from afar

one day, after mc gave up searching for luke and thinks that hes dead, they bump onto eachother on the street and mc almost breaks down after recognizing lukes voice and body language

tte ending is up to you :)

this is once again, a bit different from the actual request ( and longer than a drabble lol) but it has been posted!

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ˊ˗ ꒰🐚꒱ If Only

in which luke realizes it’s ok to be selfish for once. (requested)

It’s been two years, and even then, Luke thinks that you’re the most beautiful person he’s ever laid his eyes on. 

You’d finally taken and passed your senior attorney exam, and your co-workers took it upon themselves to throw you a celebration. He watches as you, along with your new, golden badge neatly pinned onto the lapel of your jacket, laughed along with Kiki and Celestine. Out of nowhere, Artem and Marius pop up from the crowd, the younger male seemingly having just arrived. Luke figured that was the case, as he handed you a neatly wrapped package along with a tight hug, one that you surprisingly welcomed and returned. 

“You know, you could go and talk to her right now.” He gave a small smile of acknowledgement to Vyn, who joined him in leaning against the function room’s back wall.

“I could, but should I?” Seeing you, happily mingling with your friends was definitely a sight to behold for him, so much so that even from the distance, he could feel the warmth your presence emits. “She looks happy.”

“Both you and I know she’d be happier with you around.” Turning to look at the newly arrived person, Luke’s wide irises met Marius’ surprisingly soft gaze. “It’s been confirmed that you’re fully cured already. Be selfish for once, Sherlock. Their happiness has always been entwined with yours, it always has been, always will be.” 

Distracted by the two men’s constant attempts to convince him, he didn’t notice you frantically navigating yourself through the crowd. As much as he’d tried to disguise himself, you’d always recognize him. How could you not, really? After all those years of being with him, you have already memorized his familiar build, from the tufts of bright hair sticking out from the haphazardly-placed hat to his unconscious habit of fiddling with scraps of metal he -for some reason- carries around.

“Luke! Luke... is that you?” 

His head snaps up in record time, frantically looking around before his eyes finally settled on your heaving form. It was like time stopped outside the little bubble enclosing the two of you, the other only focusing on the other’s presence. After months of longing, of wondering how the other was doing, of thinking about how it would feel like to embrace their beloved once again— if only for a moment. But now... maybe now that if only could finally happen in reality.

"I... I'm sorry."

He had so many words to say, yet that was all Luke could really say. You stood there, motionless for a while, before walking closer and taking his arm, bringing him to a more secluded area. As soon as you got there, he barely had time to prepare himself before you slapped him. Hard.

Luke closed his eyes, letting you release all the pent-up anger you felt towards him. It’s what I deserve, he thought. All the while, your hits eventually become weaker and weaker, and only then does he realize that you’d been sobbing uncontrollably. He engulfed you in a hug, ignoring your protests that were growing weaker the closer he held you, until you eventually gave up playing tough and held onto him for dear life, with him doing his best to quell your tears as he dealt with his. You may have an anger towards him for disappearing on you for the second time, but your love for your Sherlock was greater.

Three minutes later, two hushed voices were heard from the area.

“You’re an asshole.”

“I know.”

“You could have told me about everything.”

“I know.”

Another bout of silence.

“I love you.” 

The confession rings in the air, and while you had your ear pressed to his chest, you could hear the rapid beating of his heart. If you craned your head up right then and there, you would have been greeted with the sight of a flushed Detective Luke Pearce, and even with his tear-stained eyes and messy hair, he still looked as stunning as ever.

“And I, you, my Watson.”

He knew the both of you had a lot to talk about, and he knew that he needed to earn your trust back bit by bit, but he knows your longstanding love can handle more than that. He’s faced death way too many times to count on one hand, and a few days ago only did he escape his latest encounter, but with you by his side, he’s never felt more alive.

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// cn server spoilers

what in god's name is fucking happening

#WHAT THE FUCK I SAW THIS ON TWT NA EARLIER BUT #MARIUS #HOLY OH MY GOD #AMSJDJDJFJFJFJFJJFJF #VYN I AM ASCENDING?!?!?+(+2(2*@ #luke gorou parallels tho