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I can’t be tired , I can’t have a break , I can’t be mad sad or basically feel anything. Can’t say what I feel. Can’t do anything. So exhausted of being labeled bitter and angry all the time. When I’m not. I’m not that person at all. Your energy makes me that way. I’m just tired. Really tired. I don’t want to get yelled at anymore or hit. I want to be happy FEEL happy

#personal #this is my diary #sorry not sorry #relaciones toxicas #toxic relationship #i want out #cry for help #mother #motherhood

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People really don’t know how good you treat them till they start getting treated like everyone else. 😂

#oh well #same energy #single #for the streets #so childish

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Today I yelled for help. Either no one heard or they ignored it. He said he loved me and really did plan on marrying me. Then he punched me so hard and chipped my tooth. Then proceeded to tell me I’m lying he didn’t chip my tooth. That I’m a liar piece of sxht. He hates me.

#triggering content #potentially triggering #triger warning #world trigger #abuso #domestic #teeth protection #please help #send help

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By the ocean ☁️🌙

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Can’t wait till I find my person. Can’t wait to be so in love w. Someone. I’ll wait patiently till then

#where are they #sweetheart I’m waiting for you #my love #personal

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Homesick // ADTR

I had to buy it I couldn’t resist 

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experiencing thought. not a fan

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Don’t assume you know me based on 8,000 confessional posts.

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a part of me // neck deep

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I should’ve done it in 2015. It’s so much harder now that I have someone to look after. I wish I would have done it in 2015.

I feel like giving in.

#tw suicude #tw: death #personal #may 2015 #i want to be loved #i want to leave #can i disappear

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What broke you can’t fix you

I’m having a hard time coming to terms with this

When every time your arms wrap around me it feels like fire and the flames engulf me and the warmth confuses me to think that you are my home my safe haven when in reality you’ve kicked me out a long time ago.

#things i can't say out loud #writing #love sucks #letting go #unrequited love #self love #losing you sucks #breaking up #heart break #hard pill to swallow #relaciones toxicas #toxic relationship #i still love you #personal #does this make any sense lmao #i know no one cares #i know yall dont care #I know you don’t care #j

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Mourning you while I’m right next to you

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i know this will make me sound old and boring but once i’m home for the night i’m home. i don’t like upsetting my plans even when i don’t have any. yes it’s only 8pm but i spent the whole evening believing i’m not going anywhere, i cannot perceive or be perceived right now, try again later

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Mourning you while I’m right next to you

#breaking up #heart break #unrequited love #love sucks #lost love #losing you sucks #maybe in another life

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Things he’ll never say: iMiss you.

#i miss you #things i can't say out loud #love sucks #self love #letting go #let me disappear #unrequited love #heart break #breaking up

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