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"How do you tell someone that the reason you're sad is because you love them?"

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How good it must feel to not love anything

Twisted Tongue - Matt Maeson

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I am fully convinced that I could cancel my phone service and nobody would notice if I stopped replying or talking to anyone.

#vent #alone #I’m over it #no one cares

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"I wouldn't want to bother anyone," I say as the thing inside of me eats me alive.

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Me every single week

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How do I tell the person I love that I’ve been wanting to hurt myself again for the first time in a year…

#tw #tw body mutilation #tw body hate #vent tw #tw: vent #tw: sh #tw sh #tw: self half #vent

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Being suicidal from a young age really messes you up

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Growing up poor and then developing an ed is a horrid combination cuz now I have the "never waste food" mindset combined with the "don't finish it all" mindset 🥲

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"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

— depression is a disease and it's tiring

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