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In french, the verb "séparer" can mean "apart"... so you translate the Facebook post by "apart, but together"... ...it can also mean "broke up" as in a relationship. And my sick sense of humor did the link.
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neoredspace · 4 years
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My obsession of stars and space may come from Saint Seiya... also I miss my best friend. Yes, they are Sagittarius and I am Leo. It's like... DESTINY BRO.
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April Fool’s Day is in a few days, and I just wanted to make this clear.
This blog is safe, and I can promise you no screamers, nothing emotionally abusive, no fake posts, and nothing to intentionally trigger disassociation. You are safe here.
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Proust Questionnaire
Because I got nothing else to do and I love answering questions.
1. What is your idea of perfect happiness ?
Being alive ?... 
2. What is your greatest fear ?
Starve again. And the concept of time too... but starving first.
3. What is the trait you most deplore in yourself ?
Anger. 
4. What is the trait you most deplore in others ?
Hypocrisy.
5. What is your greatest extravagance ?
Probably all the things I have done with my hair ?... 
6. What is your current state of mind ?
Soooo manyyyy thiiiings...
7. What do you consider the most overrated virtue ?
Hmm probably Courage.
8. On what occasion do you lie ?
I don’t like it so it’s rare... mostly I lie to hide my feelings or in order to fix an injustice... I’ve lied on other occasions ofc but I regret it even today.
9. What do you most dislike about your appearance ?
My scars are fading so I’ll sayyy... my face ? IDK ?!
10. Which words or phrases do you most overuse ?
“You say that because you’re angry“ and “I tried death one time and it was very disapointing“.
11. What or who is the greatest love of your life ?
“Music was my first love and it will be my last.” -John Miles.
12. When and where were you happiest ?
Story time ! 2009 I was in highschool. My best friend at that time was the sweetest girl I have ever known, saving my life buying me food, protecting me and others from my shitty anger... Winter, she’s cold. I give her my scarf and my leather gloves... She took the first one gladly but only took one of my gloves, cover one hand with it and took my hand without glove with the other to stay warm... I admit that was cute but I was a stupid boy.  Me “Don’t touch me, my hands are dirty and scary.” Her “Because of the scars ? Omg shut up Neo, they are soft and warm, I don’t care of what they look like !” Sweetest moment of my life. I called her “Mom” after that.
13. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be ?
The way I react to true and sincere compliments. It’s really painfull to see a friend being hurt while they only wanted to be nice to you.
14. What do you consider your greatest achievement ?
I survived so many things sometimes I feel like I’m 100 years old... and the day I could bring my best friend to Disneyland Paris for the first time of her life.
15. If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing, what would it be ?
Please just myself. I’m already too much I don’t wanna think about anything else.
16. Where would you most like to live?
I... don’t know actually. I think I good here for now.
17. What is your most treasured possession ?
Hm. My oldest book “Les Fleurs du Mal”, in english “The Flowers of Evil”, by Baudelaire. The golden medal my father won for a marathon. And my leather jacket.
18. What is your favorite occupation ?
Drawing. I almost said writing actually but it’s more than that to me... Also, dancing feels great.
19. What are your favorite names ?
Oof, names linked to stars. In french, Estelle, Esther and Sélène, for girls.  Orion, Hélios, Sirius, for boys... There’s some exceptions but I’ll keep it short.
20. What is your greatest regret ?
It’s tough ‘cause I have regrets but in the same time I protect myself by saying that less regrets will help me keep sanity so... I’ll say nothing XD !
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neoredspace · 4 years
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Sorry for the bad quality... I’m not feeling well lately so I took a moment to retreat in my mind palace... I actually like this page so I’ll introduce some of the “incarnation” who lives in here.
Wrath is my first creation, he is the personnification of my anger, obviously. When he is not in his cage, he is always attached to me with a chain : the shorter it is, the angrier I am. We don’t like eachother... but we don’t like ourselves either sooo... we do what we can most of the time. He floats around, completetly black, like a shadow, with bright red eyes. 
Néistis is my romantic, protective but tender side. She’s mute but no one in my mind palace ever tried to desobey her. She’s not one of the oldest but she acts like a mom... Her chest is one of a woman, she has very long silky blond hair. Her lower body is from a snake, sometimes black, sometimes white,... Between thoses parts there’s like an aura, a bright light.
Muse is... well, my muse. They can dance, sing, write, film, draw, paint, play music,... everything a little artistic, they can do it. Seeing them working in my mind makes me want to do it too, most of the time. They appear like a muscular woman but I like to see them as non-binary... Their white hair float like they’re in water -they actually sleep in a glass ball full of liquid in my palace- and their skin is a canvas of their ideas ; tattoos draw themselves on them.
It is rather recent for me to see myself with 4 horns -approximatly one year maybe ?-, I had 2 for a long time... I suppose it has a deepper meaning -like everything else, probably- but I don’t really want to know. My mind palace is my last shelter when everything goes wrong. And I realised, this year, it’ll be 20 years I created it. 
Maybe one day, I’ll draw everyone.
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My mom used to think like that too. I had my first laptop at 13, my first reason was to see more films (she had every rights on the tv so I couldn’t see what I wanted)... the second was to write more without hurting my hand. We didn’t have internet until my late 16. Anyway I was 14 in the summer 2007 and I was all day on the computer, writing the 4th tome from my serie. She told me “Stop doing nothing and read.”... and I snapped. I took all my writings ; all my books, my novels, even little wip,... I got help from friends to print it all. Something like 600 pages (A4 format) ? It seems like nothing, but I was very proud.  I took it all, went to her, turn off tv and slap all my WORK on the table : “Stop doing nothing AND READ.”. She never bothered me again when I was writing. 
Conclusion ; We don’t judge what we don’t know. She doesn’t know so GO BE LAZY. YOU DESERVE IT. 
Me: I think I'm going to be lazy today
My mom: Aren't you always lazy?
Well thank you very much.
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Always forget to post my traditional fanarts on tumblr... and I can’t remember many things from the egyptian mythology, except Osiris’ story (also the design for Ichi Anubis is cool).
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Someone under 1m67 (approx. 5″5′) : Woah your hands are huge !
Someone over : Woah your hands are tiny !
My family : Whatever you can’t do anything worth with it. They’re ugly with thoses scars anyway.
My friends : So thin ! You can do piano, you can draw,... ! They’re elegant and soft too, like, woah !
Me : I can put my hand in a Pringles jar and not be stuck. 
Perspectives people.
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REPEAT. REPEAT. REPEAT.
Also good job you made me smile today.  (o≧∇≦)o ⌒ ★
Birdy tippy tap chorus.
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HECK YEAH !
And now... Tell and show me EVERYTHING 👀.
So i'm definintly going to do camp nano this year ! 💪 Not going to get depressed doing nothing ssjdjdkdk
I'm going to spam you with wip things i think ! It'll be an exercise for my performance anxiety lmao
I want to do aesthic things too buuuuut i dont know where to find free to use photos 🤔
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Damn. What a good team we are.
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whoever did this needs to get
a raise
fired
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“You think you’re always right but really you’re just a nervous E-girl.”
...wait what ?
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whoever did this needs to get
a raise
fired
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 I’m not dead yet.
It’s been 4 months since I tried to get a job. Even fast-food chains that “supposedly” take anyone, don’t want me. I was doing chores and cooking at home so I didn’t had much time to write and draw. My tablet decided to not work. Like at all. My fiance left me because, and I quote, “I do nothing”. Bitch. What the fuck ? Money problems, I hate the french administration. ...and I cough since yesterday cause I smoke like a truck due to the stress, but people are stupid and afraid.
I’m not dead yet but damn, it sure feels like I am.
...But you know what is the saddest part ?
MY NOW-EX TOOK THE OVEN SO NOW I CAN’T EVEN COOK PIZZA !   ノಠ益ಠノ彡┻━┻
I. AM. NOT. DEAD. BUT. I. WANT. PIZZA !
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Oh, wow ok XD
1. name: Néo
2. Nicknames: I don’t have many nicknames I think... Some of my friends jokingly call me “Dad” because i’m really protective... My closest friends call me “Piou” in french, it’s the sound of a baby chick so I suppose in english it’s “Peep” ? 
3. zodiac sign: Leo + rising Virgo. Rooster in the chinese astrology.
4. height: 180cm... 5′11'' i think.
5. languages: native french, english, a little italian and german, some words in norwegian (don’t ask me why) and french sign language (to be polite or in case of emergency). 
6. nationality: French. I don’t know much about my origins (weird family history)
7. favorite season: Fall. It’s the only moment of the year that I like being outside.
8. favorite flower: Pansies (I have a tattoo of one in the back of my neck) and wild eyelets. 
9. favorite scent: Woods. ...and now that I think about it, I like the scent of ashes too. Damn I’m weird.
10. favorite color: Ahah : #b62700. It’s like... strong orange ? but not bright, nearly brown ?... redish ? ...I can’t even describe it ^^”...
11. favorite animal: Birds. All of them. I have a tatoo of an eagle on my right arm.
12. favorite fictional character: Dang, this one is hard !... Ok first, I think about Edward Elric in Fullmetal Alchemist ‘cause he saved my life when I was a teen : “Get up and walk, you still have your two legs”... Jarod in the serie The Pretender (in french, Le Caméléon) was my role model when I was a little boy (and I probably had a crush on Miss Parker... maybe). Hmmm probably the Winchester brothers in Supernatural and William Graham in Hannibal... And Seiya in Saint Seiya (in french, Les Chevaliers du Zodiaque) ofc, he started my passion for stars. Frickin’ Narcheska and Queen of the Six Duches -and my heart-, Elliania Blackwater from the book serie Realm of the Elderlings by Robin Hobb. Geez i just add book in the equation... OK ONE LAST : the Heap family in Magyk by Angie Sage. I love them all. Yep. 
13. coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: coffee everyday. Hot chocolate when i’m sad... When I’m brave i try again some tea, but i had a reaaaally bad experience with it when i was young soooo... i just taste it from time to time not to die stupid.
14. average hours of sleep: YEAH ASK MY CHRONOPHOBIA XD !!... If my nightmares wake me up, not much. 
15: cat or dog person: I seem to be a dog person because I can be openly happy when I see them... I don’t mistrust cats ! I just try to be soft and respectful with them, ‘cause I never know what they are thinking... They are so much more... wild in my head. I never know how to explain that sorry ^^”... 
16. number of blankets you sleep with: None. But I have 3 comforters. I’m basically a radiator so I don’t do that ‘cause I’m cold, but when I sleep I like to feel the heaviness of them on me. Yes, i already said it but... I’m weird.
17. dream trip: All of Iceland and Australia... Seoul, Vancouver and Oslo for the cities. Hmm... and I’m interested by the Kilimandjaro too.
18. blog established: Eeeeeeeeeeh... I don’t remember. 2018 ?
19: followers: 5 ?... wait what ? WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE ?
20. random fact: i’m ambidextrous but only for certain things, like in archery or fencing I can use both hands but I mostly write and draw with my right hand, i hold things instinctively with my left,... / i actually don’t dislike hugs, it’s just too overwhelming for me, my brain is automatically in “panic mode” when someone touch me... on the other hand, i have no problem when i hug someone... but i’m not use to it soooo yeah they are rare too. / i have a really good sense of smell, i can recognize people with it... Someone with no odor scares me and i HATE perfumes and deodorants that mask the natural scent. I can’t even enter a beauty store/salon, too much synthetic scents make me sick.
THE END, that was NOT FAST DANG. I tag no one because, i mean, please...  5 followers eh XD !
Tagged by @jupiteronic ily dear
1. name: Rowan
2. Nicknames: captain
3. zodiac sign: cancer
4. height: 5′4″
5. languages: native english, some Spanish, minimal Swedish but trying to get better at it
6. nationality: American, unfortunately
7. favorite season: spring or fall- really that time when the weather is perfect and all you need to wear outside is a solid sweater
8. favorite flower: sunflowers, probably? but all flowers are pretty
9. favorite scent: forest shit!!!!!!!!!!!!! gimme those treeeeeeees
10. favorite color: mustard yellow
11. favorite animal: lions, bats, elephants
12. favorite fictional character: Polgara from David Eddings’ the Belgariad
13. coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: coffee
14. average hours of sleep: 7-10
15: cat or dog person: i love them both v v much but prefer cats
16. number of blankets you sleep with: 3? 4 if you count the one inside the duvet cover
17. dream trip: Either Seattle or Sweden
18. blog established: fuck i don’t even know. probably fall of 2016?
19: followers: 191
20. random fact: i am left-handed!
i tag: @slumber-ghost @freyamaat @sammietheaveragegirl @vaccinatedenemyofthestate @a-nice-jester @cassnovawrites @ribbonsandnightshade @spoopywitchboy @raythespastic
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XD it was : "Il est temps." or something like that. It's a prophecy talking. It's a scary subject in the three first books of my serie who seems to be resolve at the end of book 3. But, mid-book 4... no x) !
Have I Ever…. Writing tag game
Rules: Tag the person who tagged you, then bold the things in this list you have done, then tag other writers!
No one tagged me, i just felt like doing it 😳
Bold the things you have written !!
First Person || Second Person || Third Person || Omniscient POV
Past Tense || Present Tense || Future Tense
A complete story || A story longer than 1K || A story longer than 5K || A story longer than 10K || A story longer than 50K || A story longer than 100K || A story longer than 150K
A story shorter than 1K || A story shorter than 500 words
Fanfiction || Original Fiction
Fantasy || Science Fiction || Historical Fiction || Dystopian
A story in the Romance Genre || A Story With No Speculative Elements At All || Non-fiction || A children’s 📓 || A story about vampires || A story about werewolves || A story about robots || A story with a non-human protagonist
A story with a main character based on yourself || A story with a character based on somebody you know
Male POV || Female POV || A POV character a different gender from yourself || Animal’s POV || Multiple Viewpoints || POV character under age 15 || POV character over age 30
A story told in non-chronological order
Story with a happy ending || Story with a 😔 ending
Death of a minor character || Death of a major character || Death (offscreen) || Death (onscreen) || Antagonist death || Protagonist death
Villain gets redemption arc
Kissing scene || Sex scene (offscreen) || Sex scene (onscreen)
Swears (Mild) || Swears (Heavy) || Violence (PG or under) || Violence (PG-13 or over) || Fight scene || Torture scene || A flashback || A dream sequence
A scene that made you 😭 actual 😢 || A scene that made you 😂 at your own joke
A prologue || An epilogue
A story with more than 30 chapters || A chapter with fewer than 💯 words || A poem || A prophecy || Story that takes place in the future || Story that takes place in the past || Story that takes place in a 🌍 that is not 🌍
An anti-hero || An anti-villain
A parody
Description of male character’s scent || Description of female character’s boobs ||Character with eyes of a non-natural color
I tag @madluluwriting @neoredspace @tchaivlyn @jacquesduroy lmao (and everyone who does this)(you can tag me)
I almost roll myself on the floor while realizing i did too much stupidities lmao. Does animal POV count for Nao & Aria ..? 🤐
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Yes @captainpenguin-fly... Yes it does count. 
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First Person || Second Person || Third Person || Omniscient POV
Past Tense || Present Tense || Future Tense
A complete story || A story longer than 1K || A story longer than 5K || A story longer than 10K || A story longer than 50K || A story longer than 100K || A story longer than 150K
A story shorter than 1K || A story shorter than 500 words
Fanfiction || Original Fiction
Fantasy || Science Fiction || Historical Fiction || Dystopian
A story in the Romance Genre || A Story With No Speculative Elements At All || Non-fiction || A children’s 📓 || A story about vampires || A story about werewolves || A story about robots || A story with a non-human protagonist
A story with a main character based on yourself || A story with a character based on somebody you know
Male POV || Female POV || A POV character a different gender from yourself || Animal’s POV || Multiple Viewpoints || POV character under age 15 || POV character over age 30
A story told in non-chronological order
Story with a happy ending || Story with a 😔 ending
Death of a minor character || Death of a major character || Death (offscreen) || Death (onscreen) || Antagonist death || Protagonist death
Villain gets redemption arc
Kissing scene || Sex scene (offscreen) || Sex scene (onscreen)
Swears (Mild) || Swears (Heavy) || Violence (PG or under) || Violence (PG-13 or over) || Fight scene || Torture scene || A flashback || A dream sequence
A scene that made you 😭 actual 😢 || A scene that made you 😂 at your own joke
A prologue || An epilogue
A story with more than 30 chapters || A chapter with fewer than 💯 words || A poem || A prophecy || Story that takes place in the future || Story that takes place in the past || Story that takes place in a 🌍 that is not 🌍
An anti-hero || An anti-villain
A parody
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It was fun XD ! I remembered my shortest chapter of all time... with three words... Yeaaah I’m a monster I know, thank you ♥. I consider that swearing is worst than death, torture, war and genocide. ...Also I can’t do happy endings ?! ... daaamn that explains a lot. 
And I tag no one because meh. And. That. Is. A. Valid. Point. 
Have I Ever…. Writing tag game
Rules: Tag the person who tagged you, then bold the things in this list you have done, then tag other writers!
No one tagged me, i just felt like doing it 😳
Bold the things you have written !!
First Person || Second Person || Third Person || Omniscient POV
Past Tense || Present Tense || Future Tense
A complete story || A story longer than 1K || A story longer than 5K || A story longer than 10K || A story longer than 50K || A story longer than 100K || A story longer than 150K
A story shorter than 1K || A story shorter than 500 words
Fanfiction || Original Fiction
Fantasy || Science Fiction || Historical Fiction || Dystopian
A story in the Romance Genre || A Story With No Speculative Elements At All || Non-fiction || A children’s 📓 || A story about vampires || A story about werewolves || A story about robots || A story with a non-human protagonist
A story with a main character based on yourself || A story with a character based on somebody you know
Male POV || Female POV || A POV character a different gender from yourself || Animal’s POV || Multiple Viewpoints || POV character under age 15 || POV character over age 30
A story told in non-chronological order
Story with a happy ending || Story with a 😔 ending
Death of a minor character || Death of a major character || Death (offscreen) || Death (onscreen) || Antagonist death || Protagonist death
Villain gets redemption arc
Kissing scene || Sex scene (offscreen) || Sex scene (onscreen)
Swears (Mild) || Swears (Heavy) || Violence (PG or under) || Violence (PG-13 or over) || Fight scene || Torture scene || A flashback || A dream sequence
A scene that made you 😭 actual 😢 || A scene that made you 😂 at your own joke
A prologue || An epilogue
A story with more than 30 chapters || A chapter with fewer than 💯 words || A poem || A prophecy || Story that takes place in the future || Story that takes place in the past || Story that takes place in a 🌍 that is not 🌍
An anti-hero || An anti-villain
A parody
Description of male character’s scent || Description of female character’s boobs ||Character with eyes of a non-natural color
I tag @madluluwriting @neoredspace @tchaivlyn @jacquesduroy lmao (and everyone who does this)(you can tag me)
I almost roll myself on the floor while realizing i did too much stupidities lmao. Does animal POV count for Nao & Aria ..? 🤐
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