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Well today was a day let me make some proper updates

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Due to my assault a few weeks ago, I went to the doctors because of getting sick and I am now pregnant. Pregnancy terrifies me and I am not equipped to take care of a baby on top of having Roman and our pets back. Because it's so early, I am able to get the pill which costs $560 at my closest planned parenthood but the farther along I get, the more things will cost especially if it gets to the point where I need the surgery cuz the pill won't work. I'm gonna add a thank you to those who have messaged me, Planned Parenthood can pay for a portion of it and the amount i set is actually the portion left after they said they could cover some of the cost! Good for anyone else in a similar position to know! I'm doing card tarot readings and @scarsofbeauty and @saturnpandora are doing art commissions. I have an interview today so hopefully I can get that job to offset some of the cost.

$425 left! I have appts with roman today so i will be out all day. i will try and update when the signal allows me.

pp: [email protected]

ca: $starshooterr

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WE MADE IT!!!

And special thanks to the people who gave after the last post too. That way, I have more padding until next paycheck.

AND. For another potentially positive update: The property manager told me to come to the hob fair next week. She thinks that I could possibly get a job with the company and if I CAN, I could get benefits (I have not experienced benefits in a very long time), I could get a decent pay at ONE job, AND, I could get a rent cut. Which. Is one of my biggest issues at this moment.

Now, I gotta figure out how to do a resume. I haven't did that in like.. 5 years, at least, and I think that was on Indeed. So... That's where we are right now.

Thanks friends and familiars. I am blowing you all kisses and smiling somewhat ridiculously.

Hi. I'm Nesha: Black, queer, female, mentally ill, physically unwell, financially vulnerable, socially disengaged, and geographically on my own.

I'm cat mom to an elderly blind long hair domestic and live in an area with a high cost of living and constantly increasing unhoused population.

Creating this because the last one has fizzled out.

As of April 2024:

What comes every month and hasn't been paid is rent & water, electricity, gas, car insurance, rental insurance, and medicine.

What is currently past due and has to be settled for legal purposes is the IRS robbing me and fees for the apartment owners filing eviction papers for late rent.

What I'm begging for: Anything you have. I currently can not meet a single bill. Thank you.

I have PayPal

I have CashApp

I have Venmo

#financial updates #The Universe loved me today and I am thankful

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I have one more hour before the credit union and the rental office open. I am hoping so badly that I didn't forget any accounts that withdraw automatically. Hoping so badly that they don't get the court date while I'm running the errand. Just. Hoping, wishing, praying, needing for me to be able to get to that credit union, get the cashier's check and get back to the rental office in time enough to keep myself living inside my space. After that, I can worry about food, other bills, the next impending rent due, etc.

I should have just enough to make this payment and maybe have a couple of dollars left. If absolutely nothing happens within the next hour.

Hi. I'm Nesha: Black, queer, female, mentally ill, physically unwell, financially vulnerable, socially disengaged, and geographically on my own.

I'm cat mom to an elderly blind long hair domestic and live in an area with a high cost of living and constantly increasing unhoused population.

Creating this because the last one has fizzled out.

As of April 2024:

What comes every month and hasn't been paid is rent & water, electricity, gas, car insurance, rental insurance, and medicine.

What is currently past due and has to be settled for legal purposes is the IRS robbing me and fees for the apartment owners filing eviction papers for late rent.

What I'm begging for: Anything you have. I currently can not meet a single bill. Thank you.

I have PayPal

I have CashApp

I have Venmo

#and then I have nothing until Wednesday but I will still have shelter #financial updates

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I googled "prison abolition resources" earlier though and it makes me a little bit angry that they're all like "✨The Societal Intersectionality Of Justice in Carceral Societal Dynamics✨" and then talk for 7 pages in leftist academiababble

meanwhile firsthand accounts of prison in the united states are like, "I lived in a facility where there was rat excrement in the food and the guards forcibly stripped me naked to search my vagina every day, I was in constant agony due to my untreated chronic illness and denied mental health treatment, when I tried to kill myself I was shackled in a cell naked and deprived of food for 5 days straight as punishment" Nothing I just said is an exaggeration or made up

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Remember that abolish slavery meant no more slavery at all. And abolish monarchy meant no more kings at all. They were thought to be unrealistic in their time, things that went agaisnt human nature, but those activists understood that they needed a zero tolerance policy on those things.

So when we say abolish police, that means no police. When we say abolish prisons, that means no prisons. When we say abolish capitalism, that means no capitalism. It isn't unrealistic. It can't be compromised.

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I've said before, and this is even more important than ever before: Even if it is just one dollar or two, I appreciate any help.

By my math, even if I put all my paychecks into this payment, I still will be $200 short. So, I am literally begging... if I, or my blog, have ever done you any good whatsoever, please consider giving me a dollar or two.

Tumblr says there are thousands of blogs who follow me, and yet I get a few dozen reblogs and even fewer actual donations. Even in times that I have asked to borrow money and paid it back by the time I said I would. I truly just want to survive. So, if you follow me and/or are within viewing distance of this, my survival can be so greatly impacted if even a third of my followers could simply send $1, $2 if possible, and more if you got it like that and wanna see me be well.

Hi. I'm Nesha: Black, queer, female, mentally ill, physically unwell, financially vulnerable, socially disengaged, and geographically on my own.

I'm cat mom to an elderly blind long hair domestic and live in an area with a high cost of living and constantly increasing unhoused population.

Creating this because the last one has fizzled out.

As of April 2024:

What comes every month and hasn't been paid is rent & water, electricity, gas, car insurance, rental insurance, and medicine.

What is currently past due and has to be settled for legal purposes is the IRS robbing me and fees for the apartment owners filing eviction papers for late rent.

What I'm begging for: Anything you have. I currently can not meet a single bill. Thank you.

I have PayPal

I have CashApp

I have Venmo

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Black Femme Character Dependency is not going to be active. I just don't have the time or energy. I'm currently in the process of trying not to be evicted. Anything that is in queue will post whenever those days are. Anything else will not. The people this blog was built for are all out there somewhere and I encourage anybody else who has a similar heart to do so. It just can't be me anymore. Thanks for 4 years of this and my apologies for all the drafts that won't become part of the page.

May you always be housed, clothed, fed, and most importantly, happy. Thank you for supporting the blog and supporting me when possible. Enjoy your Black ass life!

#blackfemmecharacterdependency #Nesha Gets Personal #Anniversary April #Nesha Avatars #personal

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I... think I need to... idk... accept my fate. I work so hard not to get here only to get here.

Hi. I'm Nesha: Black, queer, female, mentally ill, physically unwell, financially vulnerable, socially disengaged, and geographically on my own.

I'm cat mom to an elderly blind long hair domestic and live in an area with a high cost of living and constantly increasing unhoused population.

Creating this because the last one has fizzled out.

As of April 2024:

What comes every month and hasn't been paid is rent & water, electricity, gas, car insurance, rental insurance, and medicine.

What is currently past due and has to be settled for legal purposes is the IRS robbing me and fees for the apartment owners filing eviction papers for late rent.

What I'm begging for: Anything you have. I currently can not meet a single bill. Thank you.

I have PayPal

I have CashApp

I have Venmo

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To the point of throwing up crying. It feels like after battling the past couple of years and regularly getting help for the past year, I've finally gotten to where nobody else can really help, or worse, nobody wants to try to help any longer.

I may finally be officially put out of this apartment.

Hi. I'm Nesha: Black, queer, female, mentally ill, physically unwell, financially vulnerable, socially disengaged, and geographically on my own.

I'm cat mom to an elderly blind long hair domestic and live in an area with a high cost of living and constantly increasing unhoused population.

Creating this because the last one has fizzled out.

As of April 2024:

What comes every month and hasn't been paid is rent & water, electricity, gas, car insurance, rental insurance, and medicine.

What is currently past due and has to be settled for legal purposes is the IRS robbing me and fees for the apartment owners filing eviction papers for late rent.

What I'm begging for: Anything you have. I currently can not meet a single bill. Thank you.

I have PayPal

I have CashApp

I have Venmo

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#wholesome