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Idk how to get back into Tumblr. I used to be so into it and lived the lengthy discourse but I don't know how to get back to that. Idk, anyone else relate?

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There is Something about Mor that really did not click with me until acosf.

I probably should have guessed this when she was referred to as a "dreamer in a court of nightmares" but Mor is absolutely a "I'm not like other girls" type.

Like we always see her go one about the abuse in the court of nightmares to woman but we NEVER see her actually attempt to make policy changes to help the other girls who didn't get out.

It was Mors attitude with Nesta, a girl who was raised and indoctrinated in a similar environment, that I realized Mor doesn't really see herself as one of many girls victim to the courts sexism. She sees herself as special and different. Even though she was born there, even though she IS one of them, she "doesn't belong". She chooses to disassociate entirely with the other woman in the court of nightmares instead of seeing it as she is just the one who got away. Which is why it's so easy for her to antagonize Nesta instead of having empathy.

And the narrative fully supports this idea.

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There is Something about Mor that really did not click with me until acosf.

I probably should have guessed this when she was referred to as a "dreamer in a court of nightmares" but Mor is absolutely a "I'm not like other girls" type.

Like we always see her go one about the abuse in the court of nightmares to woman but we NEVER see her actually attempt to make policy changes to help the other girls who didn't get out.

It was Mors attitude with Nesta, a girl who was raised and indoctrinated in a similar environment, that I realized Mor doesn't really see herself as one of many girls victim to the courts sexism. She sees herself as special and different. Even though she was born there, even though she IS one of them, she "doesn't belong". She chooses to disassociate entirely with the other woman in the court of nightmares instead of seeing it as she is just the one who got away. Which is why it's so easy for her to antagonize Nesta instead of having empathy.

And the narrative fully supports this idea.

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This moment I knew Elain wasn't oblivious and just did not give any fucks

“You’re angry with me.” Fine, then. She could be direct, too. Nesta shot back, “For packing my things while Rhysand and Feyre told me I’m a worthless pile of shit? Yes.” Elain crossed her arms and said calmly, sadly, “Feyre warned me this might happen.”

Elain completely invalidates Nesta in this moment just to then go on a tangent on how much she "loves" her. Nesta says straight up how she treated at that intervention and Elain completely just dismissed her.

Then this little serpent starts crying her eyes out acting like a freaking victim when Nesta doesn't take the bate.

I wanted to bitch slap this girl so hard.

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Tell me this %100 doesn't remind you of Nesta

"I can't cry, I can't depend on anyone else. I have to be good. That way my father won't hate me so much but I hated my father. I'm so tired of it all. I want to disgrace myself. To get so dirty that no body can stand it."

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I simply do not consider ACOSF and any book after it canon. It literally goes against the previous books canon.

Right? It felt so unedited and the inconsistencies just go unexplained. We are just supposed to accept the new Canon. Like the archeron parents relationship went from being in love to resentment.

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Tell me this %100 doesn't remind you of Nesta

"I can't cry, I can't depend on anyone else. I have to be good. That way my father won't hate me so much but I hated my father. I'm so tired of it all. I want to disgrace myself. To get so dirty that no body can stand it."

#a court of frost and starlight #a court of mist and fury #a court of thorns and roses #anti cassian #nesta archeron #nesta #nesta acosf #nesta acotar #a court of silver flames

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Things I wanna see less in fantasy~

Female protagonists having the best character arcs and personal growth only to lose their powers for the "greater good". Like? Let them be happy WITH POWERS?? ALINA'S LIGHT??? AELIN'S FIRE???? NESTA'S DEATH MAGIC??? TESSA'S SHAPE-SHIFTING??

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Another minor plot hole I've been trying to wrap my brain around

In Acowar Cassian says

I put this to show when Nesta was living in the house of wind Cassian wasn't. He didn't even stay there to be close, just visited.

And then in acofas this scene

In the last few books we are lead to believe Cassian doesn't even live in velaris. Especially not the house. I can believe he moved into the house just to help Nesta but that is never mentioned or even implied. His home in Illyria is never mentioned or implied.

So wtf, happened to Cassian's home? In acosf he just lives in the house of wind with no clues saying he was doing otherwise before.

Sjm provided absolutely no explanation.

I genuinely thought Cassian's loyalty to illyrians would be a big plot point using the house thing but no. SJM just forgot about it.

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The Inner Circle: Nesta we’ve heard a lot about you and we think you are a terrible person

Nesta: that’s okay, I don’t like you either

The Inner Circle:

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Nesta had sex with Cassian while his armpits were sweaty

Let's make of list of facts probably canon

I'll go first

Every male in the acotar universe is uncircumcised

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the batboys have watched each other cum

Let's make of list of facts probably canon

I'll go first

Every male in the acotar universe is uncircumcised

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Let's make of list of facts probably canon

I'll go first

Every male in the acotar universe is uncircumcised

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Let's make of list of facts probably canon

I'll go first

Every male in the acotar universe is uncircumcised

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I wanted to follow you but there is a ship war going on and I don't know which one you favor..... hypothetically speaking, who do you think will be the next end game?

Honestly, if this is about the whole Lucien/Elaine/azriel/Gwyn thing I do not care enough to say.

I like Lucien and Azriel, hate Elain but I also believe the hate Elain gets from the shippers isn't justified because there reasoning tends to be misogynistic. I mostly hate her cause how she treats Nesta but believe her treatment of Lucien is TOO kind considering their circumstances. He's a good guy, but I wouldn't want him if I were in her shoes either.

I love Gwyn, amazing character but I low-key don't want to ship her cause all the other genuinely great things about her is overshadowed by who the fandom thinks she will fuck. Also, her thing with Azriel was so subtle I didn't get that attached to it.

In the end I ship no one and low-key hope both these ladies end up as WlW. Gwyn and emerie would be so much bather than Mor and emerie. Mostly cause I despise Mor.

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Let's make of list of facts probably canon

I'll go first

Every male in the acotar universe is uncircumcised

#nesta archeron #nesta acotar #sjm #pro nesta #a court of frost and starlight #a court of mist and fury #a court of thorns and roses #a court of wings and ruin #acofas

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Nesta had to give up her powers because R/hysand didn’t think to tell F/eyre about possible risks of fae childbirth before trying conceive or after when those risks were confirmed. Gotta love a woman sacrificing her power to help a dude who isn’t going to face any consequences at all.