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no1gaytheist 22 days
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Oh also if you're wondering: yes, I did get a nose piercing
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no1gaytheist 22 days
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Uhhhh art glow up. New pfp and banner. Sona redesign. I'm sick with it
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no1gaytheist 3 months
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I don't think I've really talked about this here but I do wanna let y'all know.... I quit my job back in August because of burnout. I was doing a bunch of the same shit every day over and over, which is not why I became a massage therapist. I love this career because I get to help people. I love finding problems and treating them, and at that job I was just helping rich white ladies take naps. Doing the same shit all the time for five days a week was so awful, and it made my sensory issues so much worse. I'm autistic and very sensitive to touch, but when I'm really interested in what I'm doing, it doesn't bother me too much. Towards the end of my time at my old job I was wearing gloves for every massage I gave because I was so frustrated that every time I touched a client I wanted to cry. This caused a lot of problems as I had clients complaining about it and my boss got mad at me for it, but ultimately she couldn't make me stop doing it because it was an accommodation for my autism. So she just ended up getting on my case every time I used any sort of accommodation or showed any signs that I wasn't mentally well.
I had originally planned to wait until I had another job lined up to quit, but I was so burnt out that I spent all my free time sleeping, and I didn't have the energy to look for a new job. At the more I worked at the old one, the worse my mental health got. So I just up and quit. And now I'm in a sort of depression paralysis where I've been unemployed for months, but I don't have the energy to find a new job and I'm worried that any job I do find will be just as bad as the last one. This has also affected my productivity in things I enjoy doing, too. I haven't been making art or writing or doing much of anything besides laying in bed and watching videos. I'm working to improve myself but I just wanted you all to know that the slow progress on my writing is likely from this sort of snowball effect that my shitty job caused. I don't mean to give you some sort of sob story or make excuses, but I value my readers and I always want to keep you informed.
It is a little funny to talk about my personal life here, because I know to a lot of you I'm just a fanfic writer 馃槀 But I worked hard to get my massage therapy license and I'm very proud of what I do.
Tldr: Being an adult is hard and I'm burnt out. Sorry for the slow progress
Might delete this later...
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no1gaytheist 3 months
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I'm just a little guy :) (22 year old licensed professional with no job)
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no1gaytheist 3 months
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Heyyy gaymers sorry I keep forgetting to post chapter 25 I have no excuse I'm just so so eepy because I have insomnia
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no1gaytheist 3 months
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Apologies. When I originally uploaded chapter 23 for some reason it didn't save any of the italics. I've edited the chapter and it should be fixed now
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no1gaytheist 3 months
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.... Hi
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no1gaytheist 10 months
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I know most of my readers look here instead of my Twitter for updates on fic progress, so I'll just say what I need to here.
This is kind of really hard to explain.... Uh... Okay so I have like a huge chunk of the story written out in my head, but I have yet to actually write it down anywhere. I know what's coming next, I know where the story is going and how it's going to be written for the most part. Which is good! But here's where it gets complicated.... For some reason every time I think about writing down what I have planned, I'm filled with this sort of dread... Like actually writing down the story is more of an obligation than something I actually want to do. I don't really understand it, but I don't like it. Writing fics I enjoy has never felt like a chore to me, but right now I feel sort of stuck. Like... What my brain wants to do is just somehow psychically share my thoughts and ideas for this story to you all without having to write anything down. I guess actually writing the damn thing down feels like an extra step that I just don't want to do. My brain is getting frustrated that I can't just magically share what I'm thinking. I guess that's the problem with writing this shit in my head before I actually note it down. But this sense of dread is so off-putting. I mean maybe I should just force myself to write down what I have in my head, because it's already there, but a huge part of me hesitates to do that because I NEVER write unless I feel inspired to do so. Because if I'm not inspired the end product is awful. And it's hard to convince myself that these circumstances are different. I'm not forcing myself to come up with new ideas, I'm forcing myself to write down ideas I've already come up with. But it's still difficult. I may try to write something down tonight, but we'll see.
At this point it's also difficult because I've been putting off writing it down for so long that I've forgotten some of it. So... Yeah.
Anyway I'm gonna try my best to get something done. Wish me luck and thank you for your patience
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no1gaytheist 10 months
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Mozzie drawings :3
First one's based off that Barbie template going around on Twitter
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This one is just a funny idea I had
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Did I finish all of these in the same day? Yes. I have a problem. I love them so much
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no1gaytheist 11 months
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Marcie and Oz content
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no1gaytheist 11 months
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ONE MORE WEEK!!! TELL YOUR FRIENDS! FOLLOW MY TWITCH! BE THERE!!!!!!
I am so very very excited to officially announce that I'm going to be holding one hell of a comeback stream on twitch!!!! I have gathered five friends for an epic Team Sonic Racing showdown. The only goal is to defeat me, and anyone who can do that will win $100 out of my very own wallet! Further rules will be discussed on stream but I truly hope you will consider joining me for this exciting competition!!!!
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I have put so much time and effort into completely redoing my entire stream layout, setting up bot commands,creating this promo art, and just planning this event. I truly cannot wait to do this. For the first time ever my stream layout is entirely designed by me, including the transition animation! I'm so incredibly proud of all the work I've put in, and now all that's left to do is practice!
I hope to see you all there 馃挏馃挏馃挏馃挏
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no1gaytheist 11 months
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I am so very very excited to officially announce that I'm going to be holding one hell of a comeback stream on twitch!!!! I have gathered five friends for an epic Team Sonic Racing showdown. The only goal is to defeat me, and anyone who can do that will win $100 out of my very own wallet! Further rules will be discussed on stream but I truly hope you will consider joining me for this exciting competition!!!!
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I have put so much time and effort into completely redoing my entire stream layout, setting up bot commands,creating this promo art, and just planning this event. I truly cannot wait to do this. For the first time ever my stream layout is entirely designed by me, including the transition animation! I'm so incredibly proud of all the work I've put in, and now all that's left to do is practice!
I hope to see you all there 馃挏馃挏馃挏馃挏
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no1gaytheist 1 year
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I need your help.
You. Yes You!
Have you been enjoying any of the art I've been posted. Great! Me too. In fact, I'm going to make more art. But here's the problem. My school just shut down. Locked the doors, dismissed us all with no notice. More than that, they didn't pay us. Didn't pay insurance or pension or anything for the past 3 months, and no pay for March. No pay for April, either. The lawyers we've retained say it will be at least two months before we get paid. So, Two months without a paycheck, and I just can't do it. I am officially open for commissions, donations, requests, tip jar... anything.
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no1gaytheist 1 year
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(SPOILERS FOR MY MOST RECENT FIC)
What I need y'all to understand about Lonely Creature is that Maria really had no choice. If she didn't have a duty to protect her kingdom, she would have turned a blind eye and even HELPED Sonic and Shadow elope. She has tried everything she can and she has lost so much sleep agonizing over this decision. When she finally decided, she had no idea what she was taking away from Shadow. She didn't know that he was planning to step down as well. But by that point her decision was made. There was nothing else for her to do. She loves Shadow more than anything in the world but she has been cursed with a duty to her people. There was no other way. On her own she is not strong enough to protect them. If Emerald Coast was under attack while she was still queen, and if Shadow had left by that point? Her kingdom might fall. Shadow becoming king was the only way to assure that her people were safe. I'll go over this more in future chapters but please don't be too hard on her. I know the decision was excruciating for Shadow, but she didn't want to do this either. This was a huge decision made out of desperation, and she didn't even know just how much she would be hurting Shadow.
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no1gaytheist 1 year
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Me accidentally making Maria a little bit manipulative in my fic and then desperately trying to fix it when readers pointed it out gzgjzgzngj
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no1gaytheist 1 year
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Stray Sailor Jupiter that never got posted
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no1gaytheist 1 year
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Catching up on art posts!!!!! These are all my drawings so far in my series of clownifying Sonic characters 馃挏
Yes I ship Kitails and Surgeamy (btw Amy's outfit is entirely based on Geiru Toneido from Ace Attorney, I didn't design it myself lhhkxhkdgx could you imagine lmaooooo)
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And here are some stickers I made to put on my sensory overload kit for work
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