nolongerhamilton

[nolongerhamilton]

PSA - Thomas Is Moving

I am currently in the process of moving Thomas over to my multimuse @vocesincaput (Like Thomas, that blog is a sideblog to @nolongermcgraw).

If you would like to keep interacting with Thomas, please follow there.

#ooc #psa

[nolongerhamilton]

Morning guys. I am here, if people want me.

Going to try and make things more comfortable for myself again today. Really regret some things I did yesterday when trying to do this. But yesterday was the worst day for me in a long time so it’s my fault that I acted whilst in that frame of mind and I have to live with whatever the consequences may be to that.

I am considering making James, Clayton @mrclayton, Thomas Hamilton @nolongerhamilton, John Watson @dxctxrwatsxn & my multi @vocesincaput highly selective and mutuals only (meaning I would have to be following you from here on James (the main blog) to interact.

I want to stay and write all of my characters as I love them so much and I have made friends here (some I have pushed away which I regret deeply but I have to live with consequences of my actions like I said) that I do not want to lose.

If you want to unfollow/softblock, that’s okay. You make your space however you must to be comfortable and enjoy yourself.

Things may be low activity for a while, or not, I have no idea. I may reshuffle things, move more muses to the multi (considering doing that with Thomas & Clayton) or not. Again, I have no idea.

I am sorry for the mess and drama I may have caused. Thank you so much to those who have stuck around. You all mean a lot.

I just hope that I can make things on the blogs/muses worthwhile.

#ooc

[nolongerhamilton]

Took a day or so short break from checking up on tumblr as my head was just getting overwhelmed with everything here.

I’m trying to think of ways to keep my head interested and I am considering again to possibly wipe clean a good chunk of drafts across the blogs.

Whenever I let the amount of drafts pile up on my rp blogs, it always becomes intimidating to the point where I can’t do any of them. I don’t like deleting threads, but sometimes it is the only way I can continue to do things here.

If you have any particular threads that you want me to keep on here, @nolongerhamilton, @mrclayton, @dxctxrwatsxn or @vocesincaput (formerly withinhistory), please let me know.

#ooc #thank you for being patient with me as always

[nolongerhamilton]

send me   ‘ imprisoned ‘   for your muse to find mine locked up in a cage or cell 

send me  ‘ imprisoned reverse ‘  for my muse to find yours

#meme

[nolongerhamilton]

** misc  angst  sentence  starters.

“  come  back.  come  back  to  me.  ”

“  it  was  real  for  me.  ”

“  i’ll  fight  the  bad  dreams  off  if  they  come  to  get  you.  ”

“  flowers  grow  back  even  after  the  harshest  of  winters.  you  will  too.  ”

“  i  won’t  leave  you  here  !  ”

“  we’re  in  this  together.  ”

“  i  don’t  need  your  help.  not  anymore.  ”

“  you  left  me  to  die  !  ”

“  what  if  i  never  fall  in  love  again  ?  ”

“  we  can’t  keep  doing  this.  ”

“  when  were  you  going  to  tell  me  about  this  ?  ”

“  you  need  to  stay  with  me  !  don’t  close  your  eyes  okay  ?  ”

“  my  duty  must  come  before  everything  else.  you  knew  this.  ”

“  stay  away  from  me  !  i  don’t  want  to  see  you  again  !  ”

“  there’s  nothing  you  can  do  that  will  fix  this.  ”

“  sometimes  it  feels  like  the  world  is  crumbling  beneath  my  feet.  ”

“  now  is  not  the  time  for  goodbyes.  now  is  the  time  to  fight.  ”

“ trust  no  one.  not  even  me.  you  understand  ?  ”

“  i’m  fine.  i  can  walk  on  my  own.  ”

“  please,  just  look  at  me.  ”

“  you  and  i  are  no  heroes.  ”

“  you  think  you  can  just  waltz  back  in  here  and  pretend  everything  is  okay  ?  ”

“  those  are  the  words  of  a  coward  !  ”

“  you  can’t  save  everyone.  ”

“  you’re  better  off  without  me.  ”

“  i  trusted  you  !  ”

“  you  deserve  more  than  i  can  give  you.  ”

“  please,  don’t  hurt  me  again.  ”

“  you  would  never  understand  the  pain  you  put  me  through.  ”

“  did  you  ever  love  me  ?  or  were  those  just  words  you  said  ?  ”

“  haven’t  you  done  enough  today  ?  ”

#meme #queued

[nolongerhamilton]

“ i missed you whilst you were gone. ” (from James, London era?)

** secret love sentence starters.

Thomas has been away from London for just over a week and each moment away from the man now stood before him felt like an eternity. A warm, loving smile settled upon his features as he looked at James.

“I had hoped that you would,” Thomas replied honestly before smiling a little more to himself. “I do not think that I need say how much I have missed our talks and your... company, whilst I was gone.”

#ic #illfatedpartners #thomas x james (illfatedpartners) #illfatedpartners (james) #v: before sails

[nolongerhamilton]

"Frisky" form [ spins my wheel ] archie baby we're going feraaaaaaaal

Send “Frisky” for my muses reaction to your muse getting handsy...

Thomas was in the midst of a deep conversation across the dining table with an influential associate of his fathers when he suddenly felt a hand upon his leg. Fingers stilled upon the wine glass he had been about to raise to his lips. Having to remind himself for a split second of what he was supposed to be doing as he glanced at Archie out of the corner of his eye.

Swallowing down for a brief moment, Thomas recomposed himself and took a sip from his wine glass. Apologising to the man across from him for his brief silence, saying that he had felt as if a piece of food had almost lodged itself and had to take a moment. The man said no apology was needed before leaning to speak to his wife for a moment. Giving Thomas a chance to turn his head to Archie.

“Mr. Kennedy...” He began, leaning to his ear as if to ask him something and make sure he could hear (a perfectly reasonable excuse Thomas felt if he was asked about it). “Are you trying to get us both hanged...?” Thomas asked in a whisper with a smile upon his lips before sitting straight once more and sipping his wine again.

#ic #hatilead #hatilead (archie) #thomas x archie (hatilead) #//it seems as if thomas wants to finally come out and play today lol #//it might not be the best response #//but damn it thomas came out to play #//so im happy with it lol

[nolongerhamilton]

❥      NON - SEXUAL   ACTS   OF   DOMINANCE . 

feel free to edit or elaborate as you please .   ( add  ‘ reverse ‘  to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to   …

[ lit ]  your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine . 

[ order ]  your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .

[ guide ]  your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .

[ pay ]  your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )

[ open ]  your muse opening a door for mine .

[ dry ]  your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc . 

[ instruct ]  your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do . 

[ groom ]  your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc . 

[ direct ]  your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .

[ disagree ]  your muse sternly telling mine  ‘ no ‘ .

[ rest ]  your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .

[ clean ]  your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc .   feel free to specify what and how . 

[ answer ]  your muse answering a question meant for mine . 

[ coat ]   your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .

[ pilot ]  your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them . 

[ stare ]  your muse staring mine down . 

[ placement ]  your muse telling mine to sit down .

[ teach ]  your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .  

[ patience ]  your muse telling mine to be patient .

[ tears ]  your muse wiping away mine’s tears .

[ swat ]  your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .  

[ jewelry  ]  your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings . 

[ enough ]  your muse commanding mine to stop talking . 

[ retrieve ]  your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .

[ invite ]  your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .

[ lean ]  your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together . 

[ calm ]   your muse telling mine to  ‘ just breathe ‘ .

[ scold ]  your muse scolding mine for something .

[ comfort ]  your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .

[ approval ]  your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .

[ beckon ]  your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking . 

[ laces ]  your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .

[ stay ]  your muse telling mine to stay in the car . 

[ defend ]  your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them . 

[ feed ]  your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .

[ volume ]  your muse demanding mine speak louder .

[ read ]  your muse reading something to mine .

[ refill ]  your muse refilling mine’s glass for them . 

[ possessive ]  your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other . 

#meme

[nolongerhamilton]

protective starters send a sentence, get a drabble.  

“ get back here! [name]! ”

“ i’m not asking you, i’m telling you. ”

“ i got your back, you got mine. ”

“ you need bandages and rest. ”

“ you’re not the boss of me. ”

“ i’m fine. what about you? ”

“ i will always rescue you. ”

“ get away from [him/her/them]! ”

“ you shouldn’t be out of bed. ”

“ i thought i lost you. ”

“ hide. ”

“ i can look after myself. ”

“ is that a blood stain?! ”

“ you were careless. ”

“ don’t touch that. ”

“ come here, you’re bleeding. ”

“ i didn’t think i would see you again. ”

“ do you need a hug? ”

“ you saved me. ”

“ i’m trying to keep you safe. ”

“ stop hugging me. ”

“ [name], where are you?! ”

“ i won’t leave you! ”

“ what were you thinking?! ”

“ i will protect you with my life. ”

“ who did this to you? ”

#meme

[nolongerhamilton]

Send "Can I kiss you?" to see how my muse responds.

#meme

[nolongerhamilton]

Send 💬  for me to make you a starter with a random line of dialogue from this generator.

#meme #queued

[nolongerhamilton]

Sleepy Sex Meme

Send one for my muse to…

✖ - nibbling on your muse’s ear.

⍟ - sneak under the cover and wake your muse up with oral.

♥ - roll on top of your muse and kiss them.

☀ - spooning your muse from behind, in their sleep, and grinding against them.

♣ - cuddle with yours.

♦ - crawl on your muse and pin them beneath my muse.

♠ - reaching down and sliding their hand between your muse’s legs

✔ - RANDOM (mun chooses)

#meme

[nolongerhamilton]

Send ‘Follow my lead’ to pull my muse in for a kiss as a ploy to avoid detection.

Alternatively send ‘Mmph!’ for my muse to pull yours in for a kiss as a ploy.

#meme #queued

[nolongerhamilton]

Send me a 🎶  and I’ll shuffle my playlist and use a line from the next song as a starter.

#meme #queued

[nolongerhamilton]

sexual tension prompts

loving reminder that "my muse" is the person reblogging the meme and "your muse" is your muse! if you want to reverse these, add a +, like so: [ PIN ] + and the roles will switch! these prompts are inspired by THIS MEME! they're designed for all muses, regardless of whether they've interacted before or not!

[ PIN ] : your muse pins my muse against a wall.

[ HANDS ] : our muses' hands touch. (anything from grazing past or the hand holding content we all deserve.)

[ GAZE ] : your muse watches my muse from across a crowded room.

[ GUIDE ] : in order to guide my muse, your muse presses a hand against the small of their back.

[ INVITE ] : your muse asks mine into a private room with nobody else present.

[ TOUCH ] : our muses touching one another discreetly but intimately in a public setting.

[ LICK ] : your muse licks something from their thumb or lips in front of my muse.

[ SLEEVES ] : your muse rolls up their sleeves to reveal their forearms.

[ SMIRK ] : while interacting with my muse, your muse can't resist a smirk.

[ NECKLACE ] : your muse fastens a necklace around my muse's neck.

[ CLOSE ] : our muses are in a position which leads to your muse stepping intimately closer to my muse.

[ UNBUTTON ] : due to heat or stress or other reasons, your muse unbuttons the top of their shirt to reveal their neckline.

[ DANCE ] : our muses dance together in close quarters.

[ DEFEND ] : your muse intervenes between my muse and a source of unwanted attention.

[ TEXT ] : your muse texts intimate content to my muse.

[ PHONE ] : while on the phone with my muse, your muse flirts teasingly during the call.

[ BEHIND ] : unexpectedly, your muse arrives close to my mind from behind, taking them by surprise.

[ WET ] : our muses find one another in a torrential downpour of rain, both soaking wet.

[ LEAN ] : your muse leans tantalisingly close to my muse to retrieve something or catch their attention.

[ LOOK ] : your muse initiates intense eye contact with my muse.

[ ALONE ] : our muses find one another alone in an isolated setting.

[ ASK ] : your muse asks my muse if they're single.

[ WHISPER ] : your muse leans close to my muse's ear in order to whisper something to them.

[ BRUSH ] : your muse reaches forward to brush a strand of my muse's hair from their eyes.

[ STEADY ] : your muse steadies my muse by placing their hands on their waist when my muse almost falls against them.

[ SMILE ] : your muse begins to grin at something my muse is saying, like a big unstoppable grin.

[ PULL ] : your muse pulls my muse into their side as they're walking together.

#meme #queued

[nolongerhamilton]

𝗉𝗂𝗋𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝖺𝗋𝗂𝖻𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗇:  the curse of the black pearl.

feel free to modify as necessary.

“quiet missy.” “i’m concerned about the effect this subject will have upon my daughter.” “i find it all fascinating.” “there’s a boy in the water!” “he’s still breathing.” “what happened here?” “everyone’s thinking it, i’m just saying it.” “take care of him.” “it’s a beautiful day!   i have a gift for you.” “i hoped you might wear it for the ceremony today.” “he fancies you, you know.” “you look absolutely stunning.” “i had a dream about you last night.” “how many times must i ask you to call me ______?” “hey!   hold up, there.   you!   it’s a shilling to tie up your boat at the dock.” “and i shall need to know your name.” “apparently there’s some sort of high toned and fancy to do up at the fort, eh?” “you’ve seen a ship with black sails, that’s crewed by the damned and captained by a man so evil that hell itself spat him back out?” “you don’t have permission to be aboard there, mate.” “if he were telling the truth, he wouldn’t have told us.” “i believe thanks are in order.” “one good deed is not enough to redeem a man of a lifetime of wickedness.” “you seem familiar.   have i threatened you before?” “i cannot just step aside and let you escape.” “it was a difficult day for you, i’m sure.” “i suspected ________ would propose but i mist admit, i wasn’t entirely prepared for it.” “now that’s a smart match, miss.   if it’s not too bold of me to say.” “well that ______, he’s a fine man, too.” “come out and we promise we won’t hurt you.” “i invoke the right of parley.” “i am here to negotiate.” “i want you to leave and never come back.” “i suppose if it is worthless then there’s no point in me keeping it.” “we have to hunt them down.” “we must save her.” “i can get you out of here.” “it’s not worth you getting beat again.” “you didn’t beat me, you ignored the rules of engagement.” “i hardly believe in ghost stories anymore.” “not all treasure is silver and gold.” “the curse is still upon us!” “i think she lied to us.” “you’re supposed to be dead!” “of the two of us, i am the only one who hasn’t committed mutiny.” “we don’t have to outrun them long, just long enough.” “it was a good plan, up until now.” “you took advantage of our hospitality last time.” “no one.  he’s no one.   a distant cousin of my aunt’s nephew twice removed.” “i’d really rather hoped we were past all this.” “that’s the second time i’ve had to watch that man sail away with my ship.” “that’s it then?  that’s the secret grand adventure of the infamous ______?” “you spent three days lying on a beach drinking rum?” “the scenery has definitely improved.” “i’m not entirely sure that i’ve had enough rum to allow that kind of talk.” “but why is the rum gone?” “i beg you, please do this.   for me.   as a wedding gift.” “or you could surrender.” “your fiancé will be wanting to know you’re safe.” “i should have told you every day from the moment i met you.   i love you.” “so this is where your heart truly lies, then?” “i think we can afford to give him one day’s head start.”

#meme #queued

[nolongerhamilton]

rp sentence starters taken from inkskinned’s writing. writing used : x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x 

“ i know how to open these bones with just my teeth. ” “ when i cried nobody heard me. ” “ i’m sorry that i come as an expired body, already worn and already unbecoming. ” “ yesterday i almost told you everything. ” “ shit happens in storms and we’re just caught in the middle of one. ” “ i want to be someone who isn’t a burden. ” “ you’d find a way to make it my fault. ” “ you push over sandcastles and tell me the ocean is the enemy. ” “ the worst part is that you’ll never say you’re sorry. ” “ i have trouble looking at you. ” “ when i close my eyes i see who you used to be. ” “ i guess i see you differently. ” “ it would be weird to die naked anyway. ” “ sometimes i wonder if it would be better to just sleep for a while. ” “ i feel like i have no idea what i look like. ” “ i look nothing like what i thought i did. ” “ i feel faded from my own life. ” “ i want to touch you or an open fire or whatever will hurt me. ” “ i feel like i’m living in a loop where the end is coming. ” “ i’m running out of time while i’m just sitting here. ” “ is it possible to be terrified of death and at the same time a ghost who doesn’t care if they’re drowning” “ i want to kiss you or cut you or kill myself. ” “ at some point i realized i would never come first. ” “ by then i was empty. ” “ i had to beg you to come back. ” “ it’s amazing how long you can convince yourself to wait for someone before you realize they aren’t coming.” “ the bitterness is taking over again. ” “ i feel like there are rats in my bloodstream, chewing out the good parts of me. ” “ i keep waking up unable to breathe. ” “ i could never be honest with you about what i was feeling. ” “ i stripped myself down to weeds. ” “ you need to see yourself as winning. ” “ it just hurts, i guess. that you still mean a lot to me. ” “ welcome to the world of consequences. ” “ i gave you something and you destroyed it. ” “ i wish you knew how to take responsibility for your actions. ” “ don’t look at me like that. ” “ you took everything you wanted. ” “ did you really think you’d get away with it ” “ i know you wanted it to be different. ” “ you threw yourself at others because for a second the idea of love could silence the rest of it.” “ how many people did you hurt just because you could ” “ you pushed them away and now you’re sad they won’t come crawling back. ” “ biting the knife eventually cuts your tongue. ” “ all you wanted was a happiness that didn’t taste of blood. ” “ it is an odd thing to get over what hasn’t been. ” “ chew off the parts of yourself that refuse to callus and instead keep bleeding. ” “ the wound won’t close because the wound shouldn’t have opened. ” “ there is so rarely an ending before a beginning. ” “ the snake in my veins eats me. ” “ i would have chewed my own heart out if it meant feeding you. ” “ people are mirrors. ” “ i wasn’t good enough and the blood in me is dry already. ” “ i have all these plans but my hands are a paper cup and my dreams leak on out the bottom.” “ opportunities bang on my window and i wave at them as they pass by. ” “ i sit here wondering why i can’t argue myself into moving. ”

#meme #queued