the trick to acting interested in something you really aren’t but someone you really really love is and you want to support them 1000% because they are amazing and support you but sometimes, it’s hard. well the trick is to get super drunk or high. then your special person gets the interest they deserve and you are able to give it!!
sometimes i wish no one cared about me, then i could self destruct as much as i wanted to
stop sending me links to suicide prevention lines, i know them all ok. if i need them i do use them. leave me alone. i just want my blog to be a place for me to vent my darkest thoughts. i don’t need you to save me. stop it.