Today I realized
that I'll truly,
never be
who I want to be.
And that terrifies me.
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Life goes on without me
Why shouldn't go on without it
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And maybe if I do everything right I'll live my best life. I'll live the life everyone else shows that's possible.
But everyone else is lying.
Life is about the small happies. And that's what they cling on. Because if you don't what are you supposed to do.
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I think it's just 'cause I have alcohol in my system but it feels as if I don't have all this distractions anymore to stop me from realizing how fruitless it is.
It's not worth it
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You live for the small things.
Once in a while you might be feeling okay. Once in a while it doesn't hit you all at once.
But is it really worth it if all you're living for is small moments of bliss.
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Life is suffering
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I've met people that late in their life, they look back and realize they've wasted it.
Each day passing by I am starting to feel as if that's going to be my ending. I don't think I'm strong enough to change it.
Go against the current and find my purpose. That's all bullshit.
I am still spending all my time in my room. Talking to people online I'll never meet. I've even started smoking cigarettes and drinking more in my room.
I've gone on tinder dates with people that don't give a shit about me, and I'm ready to go and sleep them. Cuz what does it matter. I might as well waste it. I'm going to disappoint everyone. There are expectations of me and I'm not meeting them. Even the smallest human things.
There shouldn't be anything stopping me from going out and living my life. And yet here I am.
I'm stopping me.
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yes
Yep✖🤗
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I know it exists. It's there. It's holding me. Touching me.
I can't feel it
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I should try again
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I feel so tired. so so tired.
I want to rest for a bit
just a bit
i wish I could fall asleep again
i wish i could sleep my days away
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Ever cried in your bed curled up in a ball because you’re alive and can’t die?
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JUST STOP PLEASE STOP PLEASE STOP STOP PLEASE
I DON’T WANT THIS ANYMORE
I DON’T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE
CAN’T IT JUST STOP
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life isn’t about evading hell.
life is about living beautifully despite it.
sulē cerdan (via sulealone)
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I have no right to be sad
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I don’t think I’ve ever felt that it was otherwise
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