nothing2losehere

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the root of all pain is attachment

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How does a normal human being function

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everybody is going to leave me.

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I feel so lost and such a fuvking mess

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I'm trying so fucking hard not to be a crazy person rn. shove it down. shove it.

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I killed a part of me to keep you alive.

And u never noticed

[nothing2losehere]

Lost, sad and alone.

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So unsettled

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Avoiding anything adult

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I hate myself. I don't even know who I am anymore.

[nothing2losehere]

I hate everything and want to disappear

[nothing2losehere]

getting to know me must be the biggest disappointment

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[nothing2losehere]

Everything is a constant reminder.

[nothing2losehere]

[nothing2losehere]

I just want relief from my stress.

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