notyouraverageskinnybitch

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it’s okay to eat. it’s okay to sate your needs, and you don’t have to compare yourself to other people and what they eat. there could be one thousands reasons someone else eats the amount of food they do. only you live in your body, and you deserve to nourish it without guilt.

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i may not be magically happy when i’m skinny but i will at least be skinny

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Me rn

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problems of anas starting at an actual obese weight

-your lowest weight is other peoples highest.

-people never noticing that you don’t eat due to your weight.

-ACTUALLY being medically fat, not just feeling fat.

-having legitimate problems working out (knees can’t handle all the weight, asthma, etc)

-”you probably shouldn’t eat that, should you?” when taking your first bite of a remotely unhealthy food in MONTHS.

-losing over 70lbs and still not be close to ‘thin’.

-thinner anas looking down on you because you’re not skinny enough. (actually happened)

-thinner anas telling you to ‘stop starving yourself’ or ‘turn back before you get sick’ when you’ve actually been doing this longer than them.

-MORE SIDE EFFECTS!

-being petty and offended when people half your size call themselves fat in front of you, well knowing you weigh twice as much as them. (this is a personal problem but still)

-actually being happy to be at a NORMAL weight for once. 

-”MY BMI IS FINALLY UNDER 25!”

-lower chances of actually hitting your ugw because your body literally can’t lose more.

-LOOSE SKIN. L O T S OF IT. 

-knowing you’ve lost more than most of the fellow anas, but not being able to talk about it because your cw isn’t low enough just yet.

so shoutout to all the bigger people with anorexic tendencies, because they deserve way more. because they’ve gone through this pain for so long without enough recognition. because within the ana community, they’re often not even acknowledged. because THEY ARE VALID TOO. 

i started at over 250lbs and hit my first plateau at 149, so i do have a right to complain, thank you very much. (i’m just over 5′4. just imagine.)

#thinsppi #eating disoder thoughts

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some really good ed memes I found lol

#just ed things #tw ed things #tw ed content

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#tw ed things #tw ed behavior #tw ed content #kpop ed memes

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#eating disoder thoughts #tw ed behavior #tw ed content

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bts_butter teaser photo - jk & nj

#bts #bangtan #jungkook #namjoon #rm

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regular ppls' mind replaying the same 7 words for the past 2 days: 🕺✨smooth ✨like✨ butter 🧈✨like ✨a✨ criminal ✨undercover✨🕺 my mind, also replaying the same 7 words for the past 2 days:🕺✨ i ✨didn't✨eat✨a ✨single ✨meal 🍲✨then✨🕺

#kpop ed memes #thinsppi #eating disoder thoughts #tw ed behavior #tw ed content

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Soft 🥺

he always leaving me speechless with his beauty

#taehyung #bangtan #bts