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guess who started listening to malevolent

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i am so normal about this

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Fontaine Mons part 1

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silly little french people in my video game

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ermmm

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p5 little devils are ready and pre-orders are going out now!

i'll finally be able to put everything up as in stock on shop soon.. probably by end of this month/beginning of next! ( • ̀ω•́ )9✧

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malevolent is about a demon finding as many different ways as he can to say 'arthur'

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Hello! Your art is so beautiful! Do you allow people to use it as their icons or headers (with credit)? Have a good one!

Yes I do! You're more than welcome to

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"your pet doesn't love you; it just has learned that it will get treats if it acts a certain way. it can't understand you."

in between humans, i don't always speak the language either. love has always been hard for me. i don't trust it. i can't read it easily on people's faces - i'm usually trying to read past it; to the "other parts", the ones that make sense to me.

but my mom always offers me food as soon as i get through the door. my brother calls me at weird hours, just to be talking. my sister has a nightmare; asks me to please drive safe in the morning. i throw my friends random parties, just to celebrate something. she drives 45 minutes to spend 3 hours with me. amelia holds my hand while we both cross the street.

no, my dog and i don't have the same language. so what? this is not the same thing as communication. my dog is a good study in how trauma can heal - a rescue from the racetrack; i've been watching his personality develop slowly. in the last year, he's gotten so comfortable with me that he'll ask me to sit down on the grass so he can use my body as a seat. (it's important to note: he is huge. he squishes me. i don't complain. i find it lovely.)

love for us is also just endorphins and behavioral response. i'm a poet, the number of sad men that have tried to "teach me" how stupid it is to be a hopeless romantic is ... not a low one. i cannot count how many times someone has argued - it's all chemical stimulus - as if the fact of it makes it less magical. we're just electrical signals reading the universe! that's fucked up. that's so beautiful.

i find it hard to believe that in the spectrum of evolution we are the only species to feel like this - we already know that dogs and cats also have endorphins. why wouldn't they experience joy? love? companionship? in what world is it a new thing that i had to earn it? in every relationship, both individuals have to work to learn the language. i had to teach my dog what trust is. it's okay that it took time for him to learn it.

in the human world, when i love someone, it's hard for me to speak it. i write them poems or make them food or give them a cool rock i found on the beach.

i don't know how to tell goblin i love him, so i tell him through treats. through a new collar, fancy mattresses, a little bow on his leash. i tell him with long walks and petting him and sitting down on the wet ground so my 70 pound sharp noodle of a dog can prance on my thigh bones and take an awkward - if loving - seat.

"you taught your dog to love you" is kind of a cruel way to reframe what actually happened: i loved him so loudly, it skipped over language and species. the two of us just saying - oh! i have figured out a way to tell you that you make me happy.

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fragile nii-sama

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waltz of the flowers!

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No song nor poetry can convey tragedy like a cat who wants through a door

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was on a big kingdom hearts kick for a second

want more kingdom hearts comics?

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Older pic of my other DND character, Venali! He is a winter eladrin and heir to his family’s enchanted jewelry business. He’s also kind of a jerk who’s obsessed with himself, but he’s good at using people making people feel special! :))

#still as talented as ever i see

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