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It’s been pulled apart because you’re a liar. You’re the narcissist. You’ve never made a genuine apology. You spoke inappropriately about sexual things to a minor. You death-threatened someone then tried to claim it was a joke.

Stop crying for attention. It’s honestly fucking pathetic at this point. As someone who has genuinely gotten very close to suicide multiple times I’m offended that you’d make these bold claims to try to paint yourself as the victim further. If you’ve actually come close or actually attempted then I’m very sorry to hear that. Genuinely. It’s not a good place to be in. But screaming at people “YOURE THE REASON IVE ALMOST KILLED MYSELF” is toxic, manipulative, and abusive.

You didn’t give Thomas basic criticisms. You dug at his appearance. Something he’s made known he’s sensitive about. And you’ve done it multiple times. You’ve edited pics because they don’t fit your ideal of him. Your fap fantasies. Because you’ve made clear that that’s all he is to you. You don’t care about his art or his music. You care about how horny he does or doesn’t make you.

Fanders calling that out doesn’t make them prudish. There’s a time and a place for simping and the way you do it is NOT okay. You make assumptions about Thomas on a regular basis. “He loves the simping he gets!” You don’t KNOW that. You’re not his personal friend. You do not have a relationship with him beyond parasociality. Thomas has had to ask you to stop with your comments. But you double down. You keep going.

I’m starting to think that vore isn’t your only kink. I’m starting to think you get off on playing a victim and on public humiliation. Because I cannot fathom why you continue to behave this way.

If MULTIPLE PEOPLE are telling you you’re toxic and awful and need to change. Guess what? You need to fucking change. Grow up. Take some responsibility. Get some help. Work on yourself.

I’m saying this as a person who used to have problems. Someone who used to have multiple people telling me I was toxic and needed to change. So I did. I started working on myself. My life is much better. I’m happier. I’m less exhausted. I have more friends than ever. But if you dig your heels in and stay the way you are now… I mean that’s your prerogative but you’re always gonna be miserable like this. It’s sad. Do better.

Why must fanders just..not listen? Why must they just jump to conclusions? Why must they harass you for giving Thomas basic criticism? Why must they be a bunch of prudes? Why must they be a bunch of narcissistic, self entitled, bratty, sensitive, lying fuck nuggets?! You can't even defend yourself without them tearing it apart. You can't even apologize without them pulling that apart too. You can literally slice your wrists open for them and they'd just laugh at you as you die! They take your tiniest mistakes and make them out to be like you sent a bomb threat!

I've been dragged on Fander Twitter for allegations that are lies and blown completely out of proportion. Somethings I have apologized for a million times. Somethings I don't feel like I need to or feel I'm not the one that needs to apologize, but I still apologized. Was it enough?Nope, it's like they want to bleed me fucking dry for everything until I'm dead. I try everything to get them to stop and they still keep firing at me. They won't give me a damn break! I nearly ended my life two days ago because of all this on top of everything else I'm dealing with. But if I said that to them, they'd think "oh that's too far of you, quit playing victim" DO YOU NOT KNOW YOU'RE MAKING SOMEONE NEARLY END THEIR LIFE?! YOU'RE VILLAINIZING SOMEONE WHO'S JUST MADE THE TINIEST OF MISTAKES!

Not all fanders are like this...but all the ones I've had run ins with are the most Regina George/Heather Chandler bitches I've ever met.

Have any of you experienced this? Whether existing fanders or ex-fanders?

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Nonbinary pride flag color picked from Allan from Barbie (2023)!

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Ken: all my shirts keep disappearing!

Allan, wearing Ken’s shirt: spooky.

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pov: you’re a queer person who watched the barbie move and someone asked who’s your favorite character

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Anyone who watches Barbie and comes out of it thinking that it portrayed all men as stupid completely missed the fact that Ken read 3 books and then overthrew his local government in a matter of hours.

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listening to "I'm Just Ken":

listening to "What Was I Made For":

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pure unfiltered joy . no worries no concerns . autistic heaven

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OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH S1E4 | “Discomfort in a Married State”

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this movie changed my brain

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Everyone seemed to really need/appreciate this last time I did it so I'm doing it again:

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haOW AM I gonna be an Octopus aBOUT this?

how AM I gonna be an Octopus about thiiiis?

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i need this man biblically. i need him in a way that’s concerning to feminism.

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mattel would make so much money from me if they rereleased an allan doll. it doesnt even have to look like michael cera, JUST GIVE ME ALLAN BACK

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Loving how Allan puts the "All" in Ally.

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When can I get my hands on a depression barbie? And also Allan. Bring him back cowards 

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He is Allan, ken’s buddy

All of kens clothes fit him

And he wants to leave kendom