"*I* wanted him to turn left" *smug face* JENSEN WOULD JUST WANT JARED TO DO SOMETHING AND JARED WOULD DO IT AND THE WALKER CAST WOULD JUST BE WHAT THE HECKSBSNND
I think a part of Dean was relieved when he realized he wasn't going to make it. From the first season to the last, the show's made it clear that Dean's biggest fear was losing Sam. Be it Sam walking out or Sam dying. And I feel like he'd go into hunts with the thought that he may lose Sam first. So to be the first to go meant never having to see Sam leave him. He'd take an excruciating death over that any day. And Sam didn't leave him, not even when he was gone.
I completely agree...now if you excuse I’m going to go cry
I've got demon blood in me, Dean! This disease pumping through my veins, and I can't ever rip it out or scrub it clean! I'm a whole new level of freak! And I'm just trying to take this - this curse... and make something good out of it. Because I have to.
Hero - Regina Spektor // HEAVEN - Troye Sivan // Saint Bernard - Lincoln
in it's a terrible life, zachariah tries to prove to dean that being a hunter is in his blood, and that no matter what alternate universe he puts him in he'll always find his way back to the job. and he thinks he's succeeded in proving his point by the end, except that's not what happens. sam is the one who gets hunting flashbacks and gets dean to hunt the ghost with him. dean wasn't interested in it. sam is the one who persuaded him. hunting isn't who dean is at his core, sam is. dean will always find his way back to sam.
I noticed your post trying to locate Eugara's orphaned stories, and I have a masterlist of all of Eugara's fics, if you'd like it. That way you can easily find the ones you're missing on Ao3. I'm just not sure how to attach word docs here..
I don’t think you can attach a word file here... Maybe you can make a post with all the links or create a google doc? I’d love to read more of their fics.