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onlyherstarlight · 2 years
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on being and loving monsters american horror story: asylum (2012) // the shape of a girl - joan macleod (2002) // jennifer’s body (2009) // start here - caitlyn siehl (2014) // the devil judge (2021) // carry on - rainbow rowell (2015)
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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Hey thereee! GOD! I am so sorry but I think you're so adorable. Are you like just a lil active or some, so that I could message you. I just have a feeling, draining a lil of me, to you would be like cold coffee after a hot fcking day.IF THAT'S OKAY? pleasepleaseplease... /P.S. you seem such a real+craazyyy and beautifully in love my friend (yeahh?)
friend!! i’m so sorry it’s taken me So Long to respond, i’m really embarrassed about that i’m so sorryshsjshsns
if you’d still like, you can definitely message me!
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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isolation.
how do i move on? how do i pretend this doesn’t terrify me?
so many reminders of before, surely the universe is testing me.
i want to be present and speak freely, but i fear it will end the way it did before.
how do i fight the consuming urge to simply step aside and become background noise?
to become nothing more than a passing thought, discarded as soon as i arise.
it always ends with me being out of place, no matter how it begins.
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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i’m tired of living like this. i’m so tired of wishing and wishing and longing. i don’t want to do this anymore. i don’t want to do this anymore. i hate not being enough. it’s never Your fault but i wish, i just wish You loved me.
i’m tired of wanting and missing and loving. i no longer want to love. i no longer want to love. i’m tired of it.
i’m tired of this ache in my chest this gaping hole that will NEVER be filled i’m tired of loving i’m tired of loving i’m tired of loving.
it burns sometimes. this hole in my chest. it reminds me that i’m being eaten from the inside out.
i haven’t let myself cry over You in ages. You smelled like laundry detergent in my dream.
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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but you are a painting and i am a bystander you are as beautiful as sappho, and i say this with candour i stop and i stare, but i’m not the only one your world does not revolve around me for i am not the sun
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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oh,
i think my loneliness will consume me,
before i ever stop loving You.
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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why don’t You realize? how You’ve ripped my heart out of my chest, and all that fills the crater You’ve left is bitterness and resentment? why don’t You realize?
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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do You think maybe You could pretend?
pretend to love me the way i You?
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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why am i not enough for you? why don’t you love me the way you love them?
what could i do to be them?
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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If it matters to you, I would listen.  I would listen to absolutely any, and everything you could possibly say.  You wouldn’t have to be silent around me. But you never are silent around me.  You’re always focused on someone, or something else.  I hate it.    
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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my Dear, do You remember when i believed them to be nothing more than someone You were platonically attracted too? when i thought, “oh that’s fine, i have a platonic partner of my own.” and then the apology i made for my jealousy, that You’ll never see, my foolishness.
and then the night, exactly 20 days later, i realized that if You asked, i would take my life. without hesitation, if You wanted me too, i would.
i’m sorry, my Angel, but i hate them.
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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I’m in love with you and all your little things.
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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“A little devil in her angel eyes.”
— (via)
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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i’m so easily forgettable, aren’t i?
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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hello,
you can call me romeo, if you’d like. i’m a minor, biracial (half black/white,) and nblw. i don’t mind they/them or it/its.
i often share poetry or other thoughts i have, usually about limerence and/or heartbreak. you’re very welcome to message me anytime - whether that be about poetry or that you’d like to be friends.
guide to my tags + more
tag guide
only her - posting about the one i am in love with, who calls me starlight.
unclear - never carefully worded, often in the middle of the night and in a fit of emotion.
jealous of a love that was never mine - jealousy in general.
saved for her - anything previously written or that i put a lot of care into.
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i often put any extra thoughts i may have into my tags, so those may be worth a look every now and then. i meant what i said about messaging me, please do, if you’re ever thinking of it, i’d like to meet more people who like writing/reading poetry.
i’m currently reading a compilation of edgar allan poe’s works, as well as war of the foxes by richard siken.
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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“if he breaks your heart, you come back to me, okay?”
— an overheard conversation in a grocery store aisle
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onlyherstarlight · 3 years
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i just want You to need me. i need You and i’d do anything for You, You’re everything to me.
i’d do anything to be everything to You.
but, i seem to forget You don’t need me, You don’t even want me, i’m just Your backup.
so now i’m doing everything to be anything to You.
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