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Love how crocheting is just 99%, "Wtf did I do wrong???" and undoing the whole project just to realize that you didn't do anything wrong in the first place

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isn't the world amazing. full of wonder. there's bisexuals

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for anyone following… (cw: medical stuff)

just had an ultrasound for the lump on my neck. the person doing the scan couldn’t tell me much, just that it looked like a lymph node but there is a muscle and blood vessel behind it, so it’s difficult to see what exactly is going on to make it palpable. she said she could definitely feel the lump and that it wasn’t on the other side of my neck. should get the radiologist’s report in the next couple of days. let the anxious waiting commence!

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oh man, this has been one of my favorite recent reads…

if you’re wanting a good book for the winter season, this is it. it explores the nature of empathy, quiet heroism, and the challenges that come from acknowledging and facing the small things in life. the short novel is set against the backdrop of 1980s ireland. it is a bittersweet read; keegan’s portrayal of one rural coal worker’s story serves as a microcosm for all of human experience. it’s authentic, unpretentious, and beautifully written - definitely worth a read… and a second read… and a third…

#also if you’re like me and have trouble finding the motivation to start a book this one is perfect for you! #it’s very short with even shorter chapters and big font :) #hazel reads #hazel rambles

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Online friendships are wild. You basically meet a random human being with a super weird username and be like:

Yeah I like that one and I claim them as my friend.

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return to oz. 100%.

Reblog for bigger sample size!

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Superbloom 2017; diamond valley lake, california

instagram - twitter - website

#california poppies will always be my favorite flower #<3

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thanks for the tag @insomniamamma !! this was so cute!

np tags: @just-another-dreamerr @mossygalaxy @monako-jinn-stories

found this adorable picrew and wanted to try it :DDD

tagging : @slytherinshua @haecien @blue-jisungs @wheeboo @candewlsy @rubywonu @hannieheartuu @fairyhaos @wheeboo @weird-bookworm + anyone else that would like to join !!

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hey everyone, i’m back… sort of.

i know i disappeared off the face of the planet for a while and i’ve been absolutely awful at keeping in touch with so many of you, which i am so, so sorry for. i’ve been dealing with some health stuff that prompted me to take a social media break, but it was one of my new year’s resolutions to reconnect with you all. i’ve missed everyone so much. so to start 2024 off on the right foot, i thought i’d give you all a recap of the past six months! i also thought i owed y’all an explanation for why i disappeared for so long, so i included that below the cut (tw: health stuff - if you have health anxiety, don’t read - or if you’re just wanting some happy news, feel free to read the fun update instead!)

fun update

some amazing things have happened this year!

♥️ i graduated university with first-class-honors!

♥️ i got to meet some of my amazing internet friends in-person (shout out to @just-another-dreamerr <3)

♥️ i finally got my u.k. citizenship and decided to move to scotland on a more permanent basis (will be starting grad school in sept. 2024)

♥️ got to spend some quality time with my best friend before she moved across the country

♥️ rediscovered the joy of live music

♥️ received amazing recommendations from my professors for my grad school applications, which really helped validate my writing and made me smile for a week straight

♥️ i got to travel across europe with friends and family - saw some beautiful places, ate incredible food, and met some of the kindest, most generous people

♥️ got to witness my favorite football (soccer) team make it to playoffs

♥️ improved my crocheting so i now i get to make lots of little gifts for friends and family

♥️ finally found a curly hair routine i love!

not-so-fun update

(again, tw: health stuff)

so over the past year i’ve been dealing with health issues, both physical and mental, and i finally went to my GP to address them last january. they essentially told me that everything could be attributed to anxiety and low iron levels; i accepted this at first, but when symptoms persisted over spring/summer, i became a bit frustrated - i felt like once anxiety was added to my record, it was all the doctors would acknowledge. anyways, flash forward to a month ago when i finally found a symptom that was a bit more difficult to just brush off as anxiety - a painless, hard lump at the base of my neck.

as soon as i found it, i booked an appointment with my family’s doctor, as i have family history of cancer (including my mom and grandma), and have since become wary of any unusual lumps and bumps. but to be honest with you, i wasn’t that worried - i was assuming it was just a swollen lymph node. this new doctor was more thorough than any doctor i had seen in the past. she ran a bunch of tests and discovered that my WBC count was low. my iron levels were actually great, which surprised me because i had attributed lots of my previous symptoms to iron deficiency. she took a look at my neck and immediately was concerned by the size, texture, and location of the lump and referred me for an urgent ultrasound, which i have on the 8th, to (hopefully) rule out the possibility of lymphoma.

needless to say, i’m panicking a bit. on the one hand, i’m glad i’m finally being taken seriously by a doctor. on the other hand, i’m supposed to move to the u.k. on the 19th and no longer know if that will be happening. the not-knowing and waiting around is really, really hard.

so it’s been a difficult start of the year for me and i feel a bit burnt out by everything. but i’m trying to keep myself busy with the things i love and hope that this will at the very least give me some much-needed answers.

anyways, i love you all so much and hope the new year is treating you well. and if it’s not, know that you definitely are not alone. please shoot me a message, even if we’ve never really talked, i really want to catch up and hear about all the amazing things y’all have been up to! ♥️

#i’m alive!!! #hazel rambles

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They used a slow instrumental version of “Just Like Heaven” when they were on the carousel. I’m fine. IM FINE.

#my heart is still recovering from this scene #the lyrics of this song fit so well with it!! #also dying over the unintentional pun of THE CURE being included in the soundtrack #the last of us

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I have no witty comments! Please accept this!

#the mandalorian #din djarin

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vitamin d my beloved <3

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Reblog if you're bisexual and sleepy

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oh look, it’s @cosmicghostie :)

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star wars celebration pass finally came in the mail!! so excited!!

#i could only afford one day but honestly i’m just happy to be going at all!! #star wars celebration #hazel rambles

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heya! looking for advice from all my iron-deficient/anaemic pals - just got blood test results back and was prescribed an iron supplement. is there anything else y’all have done that has especially helped to boost your levels? (any favorite iron-rich vegetarian foods, meals, etc.?)

#been dealing with some nasty fatigue issues for years now and this might explain it! #my b12 and folate levels looked good and they found no issues with my kidney or thyroid #honestly my hypochondriac self is just glad i’m not dying or anything #iron deficiency #iron deficiency anemia #hazel rambles