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Just a moody ass ranty bitch.

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ore-geo7 months agoText

unspokengrief:

I sit. I stare. I do not crumble. I make sure of this鈥 even under the weight of the clouds. The sun shines in only once place in the afternoon. Warms up the cold part of the deck. The birds come. The flowers point upwards. And I reach and I reach and I reach. The sun stares back at me in the afternoon and without speaking a word she tells me that I will be ok. I reach into the pit of my stomach, hold what he did to me between my hands and point it up to her. I do not want this. I cannot bear this. I want to be enough. I want to sit under the sun and wait for the evening sky to burn orange without tasting his name. She embraces me. She takes the weight off of me. I feel seen. For the first time I feel seen and what he did to me doesn鈥檛 seem so big anymore. I sit. I stare. I do not crumble. The sun embraces me and I embrace her back. The evening sky burns orange and I can no longer taste my past.

Hannah Green, from 鈥Please Hold Me Longer鈥

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henrydefencesquad:

more richard siken quotes that make me cry

i鈥檓 sorry about the blood in your mouth. i wish it was mine.

鈥ell me we鈥檙e dead and i鈥檒l love you even more.

every morning the same big and little words all spelling out desire, all spelling out you will be alone always and then you will die.

鈥 talk to you as if you鈥檙e really there. are you there, sweetheart? do you know me? is this microphone live?

鈥orry about the bony elbows, sorry we lived here, sorry about the scene at the bottom of the stairwell and how i ruined everything by saying it out loud.

鈥ere is the part where everyone was happy all the time and we were all forgiven, even though we didn鈥檛 deserve it.

鈥ou said love, for you, is larger than the usual romantic love. it鈥檚 like a religion. it鈥檚 terrifying. no one will ever want to sleep with you.

鈥he entire history of human desire takes about seventy minutes to tell. unfortunately, we don鈥檛 have that kind of time.

we clutch our bellies and roll on the floor鈥 when i say this, it should mean laughter, not poison.

鈥he dawn was breaking the bones of your heart like twigs.

鈥 man takes his sadness and throws it away but then he鈥檚 still left with his hands.

鈥ou thought if you handed over your body he鈥檇 do something interesting.

鈥ou take the things you love and tear them apart or you pin them down with your body and pretend they鈥檙e yours.

鈥h, the things we invent when we are scared and want to be rescued.

鈥 went to the riverbed for you to show up. you didn鈥檛 show up. i kept waiting.

鈥 wanted to fall down right there but i knew you wouldn鈥檛 catch me because you鈥檙e dead. i swallowed crushed ice pretending it was glass and you鈥檙e dead.

鈥es, i do believe his mouth is heaven, his kisses falling over me like stars.

鈥here鈥檚 smashed glass glittering everywhere like stars.

鈥 have to search my body for the scars, thinking did he find that one last tender place to sink his teeth in?

鈥 will turn myself into a gun, because i鈥檓 hungry and hollow and just want something to call my own.

鈥 dead man at our feet staring up at us like we鈥檙e something interesting.

鈥esire, like a monster, crawls up out of the lake.

we are not dirty, he keeps saying. we are not dirty鈥

鈥e鈥檚 trying to drive you into the ground, to see if anything walks away.

鈥here鈥檚 a niche in his chest where a heart would fit perfectly.

鈥e have not been given all the words necessary. we have not been given anything at all.

鈥o we mean something when we talk? is it enough that we are shuddering from the sound?

鈥 will come back from the dead for you.

鈥 sleep. i dream. i make up things that i would never say. i say them very quietly.

鈥e have not touched the stars, nor are we forgiven.

鈥 would like to meet you all in Heaven. but there鈥檚 a litany of dreams that happens somewhere in the middle.

鈥e have been very brave, we have wanted to know the worst, wanted the curtain to be lifted from our eyes.

鈥e are all just trying to be holy.

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ore-geo7 months agoText

iambrillyant:

鈥渉ealing is a sloppy and reckless affair. you will fall back into several habits unintentionally, break things that you believed you were in the process of fixing, play games of hide and seek with self love and your ego, but darling, it is so necessary.鈥

鈥 iambrillyant

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gun-p0wder-and-glitter:

鈥溾淚鈥檝e been so busy trying to plant flowers in other peoples hearts that I forgot to tend to my own garden.鈥

I鈥檓 sorry I let all of you down

a.g/s.m

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ore-geo7 months agoText

bpdconcept:

Concept: I don鈥檛 feel extremely manipulative, abusive, toxic, selfish or irrelevant whenever I mention anything that includes my feelings or anything related to myself

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howilearnedtocope:

Mental illness will try everything to convince you that everyone would be better off without you, and you are actually doing them a favor if you leave their life. This is a trap! Its only telling you this to make you more miserable, alone, and helpless, and you will NOT make anyone happier by disappearing.

I know you鈥檙e going to tell me that you are an exception, that you really are horrible and make everyone else miserable. But mental illness makes it impossible to accurately assess the impact you have on other peoples lives, and whether or not they want you around. Therefore, unless the other person explicitly tells you to, assume that you leaving will only hurt the people who care about you.

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galacticjonah:

I鈥檓 doing good. Way better than ever, really. But there鈥檚 this buzz at the back of my brain that never really shuts up, day and night. I started to face it more directly last year but it鈥檚 not easy. The last two days were bad.

I鈥檝e drawn about all hard topics that hurt me, so I decided to tackle this one as well. One might ask the purpose of showing things like these to thousands of people but I find it cathartic in a way, to take it out of my brain for just a little while and quite literally put it into another physical place. I also think it鈥檚 important to speak about the things that make us afraid and sad. Whatever way that may be. So, thanks for listening.

[Okay to reblog~!]

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camalilium:

me: i think i look okay today

my body dysmorphia as soon as i step outside:

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ore-geo8 months agoText

traumaeyed:

  • money? yeah, you鈥檙e gonna spend it all on useless things like excessive amounts of food and clothes in hope of making yourself feel better. then you鈥檒l regret it five minutes later
  • 聽you hate yet love everyone and everything. hate. love. hate. love. it鈥檚 a never ending, exhausting cycle of intense emotions. there鈥檚 no in between
  • someone doesn鈥檛 respond to your message in ten minutes? it鈥檚 time to make dramatic assumptions. do they suddenly hate you? are they dead?聽
  • you鈥檙e slightly inconvenienced? it鈥檚 time to commit suicide
  • all your relationships fail and you just can鈥檛 seem to figure out why
  • 聽you feel like everyone is the same. you see the same pattern over and over again in your relationships and your friends
  • you feel happy for once? well guess what, in about seven minutes you鈥檒l feel like throwing yourself into traffic because Johnny didn鈥檛 want to share his pencil with you
  • nothing is worse than the overbearing feeling of emptiness that follows you daily and haunts you like a ghost
  • you鈥檙e constantly angry. just the idea of someone breathing in your vicinity is infuriating聽
  • baths? did you mean: self-harm hours?聽
  • everyone is against you including yourself
  • who is that in the mirror? is that me? Why do I look like that? I can鈥檛 recognize myself
  • 聽i鈥檓 sorry, what did you say? repeat yourself again. and again. sorry, i didn鈥檛 hear you. again. repeat yourself for the fifth time, i wasn鈥檛 paying attention i guess
  • you鈥檙e useless unless you鈥檙e perfect
  • therapy? no
  • 聽oh, is that a character I relate to? let me obsess over them for the next nine months
  • 聽you鈥檙e the most evil and horrible person you know, yet simultaneously the most pure and na茂ve person you know
  • you feel like the devil when you say no to someone
  • how about I split on my best friend for the eighth time today for absolutely no reason!
  • am I abusive? am I like my abusers?
  • 聽they said something that seemed weird to me鈥 are they going to leave me? Is this the end? Is this all there is? Should I leave them? Maybe I鈥檒l just disappear
  • you hardly remember anything from before the age of 10
  • nothing is real. we鈥檙e all going to die. nothing matters.
  • maybe if I get high I won鈥檛 overthink everything!
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roseyjones:

lost forever // lost together 馃懟

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thegoodvybe:

my personality varies from unbearably clingy to disturbingly distant and there is no in between

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inklins:

people making little content noises in their throat when you hug or cuddle with them is the best thing ever because that noise is the human equivalent of purring

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