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paidact · 8 months
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Hey.... I've MANUALY sorted like 3k of fics for original shen jiu (yes I'm desperate okay) on ao3 and read through the ones I liked the premise of so... I'd like to ask any people active on tumblr if they'd drop their own favourites where shen jiu's past is in one way or another exposed to others (preferably to his martial brothers/sisters but other people can be exposed to it too). I just love reading reactions of people who thought the way they treated shen jiu is completely fair and just, people who even dared to paint themselves as some kind of heroes for 'keeping him in line' or 'putting a stop to his shameful behaviors' to see that the world isn't black and white and that shen jiu isn't either, taht he is, in the end, only human, someone who had made mistakes, who had suffered, who had tried his best so many times but it was for naught, a person who is capable of smiling it just seems the world doesn't want him to.
I'm just loosing my marbles slowly, this obsession of mine with this man is making me insane. I wanna reread best fics I've read without having to go look through 3k of fanfics again on the off chance my filtering had failed me and excluded some fics.
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paidact · 2 years
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paidact · 2 years
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I know many people already made posts about this but Kim Dokja’s ability to find a no homo explanation for every gay thing Yoo Joonghyuk does is really astounding. 
*YJH goes berserk after he thinks KDJ died and calls him his companion* 
KDJ : “He’s doing it for coin donations. He is so smart finding a way to milk this situation for his benefit :)”
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*YJH goes to talk with KDJ and thinks he sees KDJ about to kiss a woman so goes away without saying anything and spends the rest of the night being visibly angry and hurt* 
KDJ : “He just doesn’t like when people of the party hook up because he thinks their focus should be only on the mission. It’s all about work ethics :)”
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*YJH holds KDJ in his arms saying his name again and again as he dies after finding out that the prophecy Kim Dokja will be killed by the one he loves the most was about him all along* 
KDJ : “He is just upset because I ruined his plan of sacrificing himself lol get over it YJH self sacrifice is my thing not yours :)”
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♔  King of Denial ♔
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paidact · 2 years
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i’m going to write a dokhyuk fic Trust me. i will actually write
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paidact · 2 years
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i ❤️ ranting in tumblr tags
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paidact · 2 years
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adding on to my previous post kdj is NOT some uwu shy discord kitten twink. the amount of fics that Potray him this way is insane.
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paidact · 2 years
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if i see one more fic or post about kim dojka being a twink i will literally kill myself and everyone else on this planet via self combustion.
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paidact · 2 years
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Sometimes yoojin is terrifying
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paidact · 2 years
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Dokja.
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paidact · 2 years
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Sigh. Being dense is hard (for others)
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paidact · 2 years
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They are playing smash or pass
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paidact · 2 years
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my new mission is to single-handedly revive the tne fandom
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paidact · 2 years
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i’m at my lowest low (Using tumblr for research)
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paidact · 2 years
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god I love web weaving, parallels, narrative foils! themes and motifs! stories within stories!! doomed heroes! unreliable narrators!
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paidact · 2 years
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thank u user jordeclans for inspiring me 
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paidact · 2 years
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paidact · 2 years
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this is from july and i am never going to finish it
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