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#robert frost #Some say the world will end in fire #flowers #Winter #winter poetry

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Back in the game.

Posting after so many years or days, whatever.

I just scrolled down my previous writeups and realized how overly-darmatic-emo they were, haha, guess that's a phase that has passed away now.

I seem to complain about every single shit in life, well life is still shitty, but it isn't that bad.

You don't hate a rose just because it has thorns on it.

Turning 18 is really a canon event.

[painiskomedi]

Back in the game.

Posting after so many years or days, whatever.

I just scrolled down my previous writeups and realized how overly-darmatic-emo they were, haha, guess that's a phase that has passed away now.

I seem to complain about every single shit in life, well life is still shitty, but it isn't that bad.

You don't hate a rose just because it has thorns on it.

Turning 18 is really a canon event.

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its fucking sad to see how i'm been treated as an use and throw thing by literally everyone

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Harry Styles' way of irony is that he did not fool us on April Fools and instead gave us that huge song.

"as it was" has kept me wondering about everything in that song the costumes ,the scenes, the song, the way harry mentions himself in that song is soooooo heart-fluttering.

Also Taylor's Carolina is due soon ;)))))

this month has already become so good ;)))

i'm not crying but you are ;))

#harry styles #as it was #harry's house #harry styles new album #april fools #irony #carolina #taylor swift #taylor swift carolina #taylor nation

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Don't resist the rain and storm I'll never leave you lost at sea I will be your lighthouse keeper Bring you safely home to me

-The Lighthouse Keeper by Sam Smith

this song literally has so much for the people sinking down those dark alleys and how can just a few words of care and love can make you realize that you aren't alone.

Someone told me that when you are sad no one can comfort you, that's pretty true but having no one to ask about you, having no one to tell you that "it'll be alright" is a darker sorrow. Maybe you can't do anything for that person or comfort them , at least you can be with them and tell them these words "i'm with you, it'll be alright okay". Just like Sam Smith says he'll be a lighthouse keeper though he cannot but telling people that he cares for their sorrow.

#sam smith #the lighthouse keeper #writers on tumblr #todays thoughts #it will be alright #sorrow #writes #lyrics #thought dump #anxiety support #sad shit

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wait, am i toxic?

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i dont care if no one sees my tumblr or no one likes it i'm just doing it because i can't tell things to people.

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last night's thoughts were the worst.

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i laugh that doesn't mean its not hurting.

#feeling wrecked #ignore ignore ignore #another day

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i shouldn't have blocked him that day, now i get dreams of him. I guess he doesn't want to see me anymore. he has started ignoring me.

please i want you to like me again.

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its been so many days now and i'm still the same, stumbling, regretting, offending, worrying and careless.

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a lot of people have started blocking me just because i have started telling them that something is wrong.

#please i'm begging you

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so tired of hearing "hmm" "yeah" "fine" "okay" "oo" "k " from freaking everyone whom i talk to. it feels literally anxious and crying over these.

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i shared my tumblr link to someone but then i deleted it. the reason u ask? ah because i write a lot of what i feel and i obviously dont want anyone to read that shit.

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i was told today that this song reminds them of me. and i was wished a happy valentines . i was so full, had tears over those texts, like really i can't tell how grateful i am for those words.

i just wanna say thankyou i love you so much more. you are one of the people who are most impactful and important in my life.

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Please I beg some of you to just get comfortable with just disliking people for no reason. Like it’s okay to just not like someone. It’s okay to just think someone is annoying or whatever. You really don’t have to try to validate it with like anything. They can be perfectly unproblematic and you can still not like them. And that’s okay.