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Would u guys be mad if I wrote a Goldric dating app fic instead of updating Bloom...

#I AM JUST LOSING MOTIVATION ON BLOOM IT’LL GET DONE EVENTUALLY BUT ITS HARD TO WRITE :( #but i promise the goldric fic is gonna be great #it’s already got like 3k words #bloom

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Would you guys be interested if I started doing fic commissions? I want to get a general idea of how many people would buy before I try and set anything up

#commissions

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While I’m working on Bloom, I thought I’d share a little collab I did with my friend! We finished it a while back but it finally got posted today. It’s Dazai x Chuuya and we hope you like it :)

#bungo stray dogs #dazai x chuuya #soukoku #bungo stray dogs soukoku #bsd dazai #bsd soukoku #soukoku fic #dance with me

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!!!TOH SPOILERS!!!

Ok so...holy shit. We got Belos’s face. If you guys needed any confirmation that Belos is human (or at the least part human) just look at his ear.

It’s smaller than the ears of typical witches. It looks like it’s either been altered or bred that way, so it’s very likely that Belos is a descendant of Phillip. It may be a stretch to say that he is Phillip himself, but who knows. Maybe Palisman essence is like a fountain of youth-thing.

#is it bad to say he’s kinda hot #because he is kinda hot #the owl house #toh season 2 #toh #toh belos #toh eclipse lake #toh spoilers

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Cinematic parallels

#i hope this hasn’t been done before #king clawthorne #the owl house #asuka langley #neon genesis evangelion #not writing

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Also hi I’m alive ! I went through a kinda bad depressive episode but I am back and will hopefully be working on Bloom more!

#bloom

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U know there’s something so funny about the most notoriously shippy fandom that sends death threats to its creator over not making ships canon FINALLY getting a (mostly confirmed) non-straight character and it’s fucking Mineta

#horikoshi is either a dumbass or a certified genius there’s no in between #mha #my hero academia #mineta #not writing

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Do y’all ever read a fic that’s so good it changes the entire way u view a character?

#and all i loved i loved alone by featherx changed the entire way i see poe #like holy shit #hope my work does that to someone because it would be like...the highest honor #not writing

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I leave Tumblr for a week and there‘s gonna be monetization on here?!? Like I can CHARGE people to hear my rants and read silly fic updates??? What???

#i am excited to see where this goes tbh #like is anyone ACTUALLY gonna use it?? #imagine telling people u make money off of tumblr like how embarrassing is that #not writing

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Would u guys be alright if I did a bit of rotating third person perspective from now on? I think it'll work from a storytelling perspective as well as a narrative one but I want ur opinions!

#i really just want an excuse to do a bit of character work for polly tbh #and i have a good way to work it in #bloom

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writing fanfiction is just. i’m being so creative and original. i’m plagiarizing everyone by accident. i’m a genius. i’m cringe. i’m too angsty. i’m too cheesy. this is not in character. it doesn’t matter that it’s not in character because these are my characters now. i love my hobby. this is the worst possible use of my time. i’m seeking validation. i’m projecting my own personal problems onto this story and i’m barely hiding it. i know so many words and i’m using all of them wrong. im on tumblr posting about it instead of writing it.

#damn #writing adjacent

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One of the worst things about Loki is its potential for really good representation. They could have made Sylvie trans and it would have not changed a single fucking thing about the story. “Born a woman” my ass what if her nexus event was just trying to present more femininely? Or shapeshifting into a female version of herself? Did the writers forget that Loki technically has no gender/sex?? Or do they just not care? And Loki was confirmed bisexual!! They should have gone somewhere with that! Of course he can be in a relationship with a woman but not HIMSELF as a fucking woman. That’s just....horrible representation? I don’t want that shit representing my sexuality sorry guys.

#i was wondering why disney didn’t make much buzz about the coming out #now i know #loki show #loki spoilers #not writing

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I am taking back everything I said about representation earlier in the airing

#loki show #loki spoilers #not writing

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Man I really do not know what to say about Loki. On one hand, I am very excited to see how the new multiverse will be dealt with in the future works. On the other hand, I’m appalled that they lampshaded the Sylvie/Loki relationship so much and STILL WENT THROUGH WITH IT! They brought up countless times how weird their relationship is and yet they still made it happen (sorta). Sigh. I had low expectations but this really exceeded them all.

#i wasn’t really expecting canon lokius but i was at the very least hoping for sylvie and loki’s relationship to stay platonic #this is Luther/Allison but like 20 times worse #loki show #loki spoilers

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Do u guys think that Jack Walten and Felix Kranken ever explored each other’s bodies?

#old meme but idc #the walten files #jack walten #felix kranken #twf jack #twf felix

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girl help! the popular fanon interpretation of my favorite character is stupid as fuck

#basil #not writing

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Wondering about how many incomplete fics are incomplete only because the author fucking died and no one knew to alert the readers

#like if i die there will be no one to give an announcement that bloom is over #only two people know of this account’s existence and neither of them have access to it #i am going to think about this for a long time now #writing adjacent