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penvibess · 2 months
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white nights, Fyodor Dostoevsky
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penvibess · 2 months
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penvibess · 3 months
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College is a weird place to be. There are times you love the independence that comes along with living alone and there are times where that solitude feels like loneliness. You are constantly surrounded by people yet you have never felt so lost. The place you used to call home doesn't feel like home anymore and it makes you wonder, where does one go from here?
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penvibess · 3 months
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one of my friends recently got hurt and broke his nose, and lost a lot of blood. I simply thought of giving him the princess treatment and peeling pomegranate for him.
oh boy when I tell you that I got the most adorable smile from him followed by a hug.
men are so cute istg
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penvibess · 3 months
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Dear you,
I don't know what love is, I don't know what it looks like or sounds like. I don't know what it is supposed to feel like.
But I swear to God, when you laugh, it is like the sweetest melody to my ears, it is warm and soothing, like the first sip of coffee in winter. When you look at me with those brown eyes, it is like losing myself in your universe that lies behind those orbs. When the sun hits your face, it is like looking at the first ray of light after being alone in the darkness for a long time.
Your hair feels like silk between my fingers and your hands fit in mine like they're meant to be held by me. You are beautiful in ways I can't begin to comprehend and it hurts that I will never be able to put it into words that will justify the kind of person you are.
I dread the days that I have to spend without you and hope for the moment to last for just a little bit longer when we are together. I secretly giggle at the lamest of your jokes and say that I hate you with a hopeless smile. On days when we are apart, I only look forward to holding you in my arms.
I don't know what love is, what it looks like or what it is supposed to feel like but I swear to God, I have never felt safer, happier, and understood the way I have felt with you, and if that's what love is then I'm glad to have experienced it with you.
Yours truly,
<3
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penvibess · 3 months
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when darkness is your home
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penvibess · 4 months
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you know it's love when they let you touch them with your cold hands in winters>>>>😌
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penvibess · 7 months
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hey mera naam bhi anoushka hai :"DDD i love ur poetry
ayeee👋
thank you so much🥰
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penvibess · 7 months
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her.
I'm just that girl the one who goes unnoticed, unapproached and overlooked, while everyone talks, to the prettier one. I'm just that girl, that stands there, looking back and forth, awaiting acknowledgement, wondering if her existence, matters at all. I'm just that girl, that easy, approachable friend, the boys talk to, only to get to someone else, and like the fool I am, I grasp at straws. I'm just that girl, that stands there awkwardly, silently hoping to be spoken to, to be asked about herself, to be explored and appreciated, but just smiles instead. I'm just that girl, I'm just not her.
~anoushka
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penvibess · 8 months
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penvibess · 8 months
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If you could see that I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So, why can't you see?
You belong with me
if I'm being honest with myself,
I'll say,
i know I belong with you,
but how does someone,
as good as you,
as calm as you,
belong with a chaos like me?
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penvibess · 9 months
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The moment when you forgot that you wrote something and you read it again and it's actually so good. Like, wow, that person who wrote this is a good writer.
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penvibess · 10 months
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and you know,
we hold our feelings captive,
encaged within this prison,
we call heart,
words, we hold back,
butterflies, we keep locked up,
all because we fear,
the uncertainty that follows,
once we set them free.
~anoushka
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penvibess · 11 months
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I write and write,
hoping to get these words,
past the distance between us.
I wish for it to echo,
as loud as my heartbeat does,
when I hear your name.
~anoushka
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penvibess · 11 months
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he had an eye for,
all things beautiful
but dangerous,
just like,
thunderstorms,
roses,
and her.
~anoushka
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penvibess · 11 months
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I used to love the spring,
until I met the fall.
With you,
I was the summer sunshine,
and now I'm just as lonely as the moon,
on a cold winter night.
~anoushka
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penvibess · 11 months
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my heart will forever be a shrine for the love I harboured for you, and only you.
there hasn't been and won't be anyone else.
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