pessimisticvents2

[pessimisticvents2]

I’m in therapy now. I learning how to forgive myself and how to be happy.

#good vibes #therapy #happy ending?

[pessimisticvents2]

If I can’t move out of my parents’ house, the only other option I have is to kill myself.

#suicide #parents #talking

[pessimisticvents2]

I wanna kill myself so bad I’m shaking.

#talking #suicide

[pessimisticvents2]

They deserve better, and it’s clear that isn’t me.

#talking #self hate

[pessimisticvents2]

Everyone else gets to make mistakes. Why can’t I? Why do I have to prove myself? I’ll slit my wrists so just forget about me already.

#talking #self harm #suicide

[pessimisticvents2]

I’m gonna shove my fingers down my throat until all I puke is red and pure.

#talking #self harm

[pessimisticvents2]

Someone please stop me because I’m about to carve my arm open and rip out my implant

#talking #self harm

[pessimisticvents2]

I think all my friends are happier without me. I introduced them to each other and they like each other, so I don’t have to be there anymore. I served my purpose and now I can watch them say goodbye.

But I’m still here.

#talking #self hate

[pessimisticvents2]

I wanna relapse so bad I wanna relapse please please please

#talking #self harm

[pessimisticvents2]

Tiny little cuts don’t count, right? Hahah.

#talking #self harm

[pessimisticvents2]

I have a knife in my hand and I’m so tempted to stab myself in the leg it’s intoxicating.

#talking #self harm

[pessimisticvents2]

I’ve lost 15lbs bc I just don’t want to eat anymore. My clothes are getting too loose. I don’t care anymore.

#talking #eating disorder #weight loss #self hate

[pessimisticvents2]

I want to kill myself so fucking bad haha, I have half a mind to do it right now.

#suicide #talking

[pessimisticvents2]

No one ever talks about how scary it is to hate yourself. To truly hate yourself is terrifying. I can’t stand looking in the mirror. All I can think about is slashing my wrists and painting my flesh red.

Maybe then I’ll be worth something more than hate.

#talking #self hate #graphic #self harm #suicide

[pessimisticvents2]

I should just get it over with and kill myself already. They’re all waiting and id hate to disappoint.

#talking #self hate #suicide

[pessimisticvents2]

I don’t think I’ll ever be a good person

#talking #self hate

[pessimisticvents2]

I’m going to slit my wrists.

#talking #self harm