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I’m sorry I’ve been inactive. I have arrived in Italy and trying to write and heal. I got my heart broken and it’s been really hard. I feel like Olivia literally wrote Vampire about my situation to give you guys context as to what’s going on. I don’t know what’s going on with us but he told me he missed me and now I can’t describe how I feel. I miss him but I’m so scared, he hurt me so bad and I hate him for it. I wish I didn’t want him still. I wish I had never met him. I’m running right back to him though, I want him so bad. I want him to tell me he’s sorry and promise he’ll never do it again. I want to be wrapped up in his arms again. I’m so tired of it all, my stomach hurts all the time and I cry myself to sleep almost every night.

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she’s mad she got fucking owned

wtf is wrong with you (like i didn’t come back here to bully you)

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This boy is flirting with me and I actually like it this is so repulsive to me. Like why am I into it? Why do I find him cute? Why is my brain making the chemicals go brr?

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I don’t think I announced it but I’m doing an advanced fiction writing program through my university this summer where I get to go spend a month in Italy and just write 🥰🥰🥰 I am so so exited I will take so many pictures and write so much 

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I wrote my best fanfic series bc of these two

MARVEL’S SPIDER-MAN Insomniac Games, 2018

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Tumblr made me unfollow you? I think? I almost didn’t recognize your blog cause you changed the theme which looks amazinggg but does that happen to anyone else? Literally been following you for a while and suddenly tumblr was like nope!

Okay so this has definitely also happened to me with blogs I follow! I also have had weird things happen with my follower count before like it suddenly dropping and then jumping back up the next day. For like a few weeks too I've been stuck at 1,366 and then idk when it jumped bc I haven't been on in a few days, but now suddenly it's at 1,373 despite only like giving me the notification that 1 new person started following me. It's so weird idk what goes on with this website lmao...

I'm glad you like the new blog theme though! It's for my next Peter series! 😈

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why am I so bad at time management 

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I just popped my pussy so hard on the latest poem for my poetry class. We finally had a prompt that like really leaned into the sort of stuff I like writing so I just went off and I honestly think I slayed so hard. 

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yes mam 🫡

new blog theme, thoughts? it’s for my next Peter series 😈

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new blog theme, thoughts? it’s for my next Peter series 😈

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I never finished all the summer of love prompts because I got so busy fall term and I still feel guilty about it

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I just started sobbing I'm in my sad girl era

i cant even imagine where id be without "thats a really mean way to think about me, i wish you wouldnt think that i dont know what im doing when i love you." and "people want to be useful, trying to do everything yourself makes the people around you think that you dont trust them or that you think theyre incapable" and "people are made to be burdens. we are made to carry each other and not leave anyone behind." and "its rotten work / not to me. not if its you."

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Left the emotionally draining group chat. Playing zelda and writing in peace. I am so happy 😊

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Trying not to be that bitch for one minute challenged

[failed]

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Doing anything and everything to avoid my essay, suggestions for new activities are welcome

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Wipeout

Status: Completed

Pairing: Surfer!Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: Hooking up with Tom seemed like a great idea, he was a pretty boy, a carefree surfer, one of your best friends. You knew he’d never want anything more than sex and that was perfect for you. It was the perfect arrangement, until it wasn’t. Now you two are struggling to save your friendship while you navigate your new and confusing emotions. 

Warnings: Smut, angst

Taglist

Regular Masterlist

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Chapter 1 - Surge

Chapter 2 - Smooth Water 

Chapter 3 - Undertow

Chapter 4 - Whitewater

Chapter 5 - Getting Barreled

Chapter 6 - Clean Waves

Chapter 7 - Lull

Chapter 8 - Rogue Wave

Chapter 9 - The Drawdown

Chapter 10 - Tsunami 

Chapter 11 - No Blood Left in the Water

Epilogue - The Crest

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#you are too sweet I'm gonna cry 😭

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okay sorry I’m fixated on this rn but like why are you being rude to people during critique?? like yes we are supposed to be critical but like be nice to people?? There is a way to be kind and gentle while also being critical of something. You’re not writing a book review like we are saying this shirt directly in person to the author and sending out critique letters directly to them. I’ve been trying to be super nice with my critique letters but now that I’m doing hers I want to be so fucking rude and give her a taste of her own medicine

Reading the works for my fiction class to get ready for critique tomorrow and it’s just like the variations in writing skill level is so crazy. Like one guy wrote this really interesting fantasy story with like super cute characters and just a sweet simple plot, and then this girl wrote this gory and weirdly sexual like middle school creepy pasta fan fiction.