piglet-reincarnate

[piglet-reincarnate]

#personality disorder #obsessive compulsive personality disorder #ocpd #mental health #mental disorder #mental illness #mentally ill

[piglet-reincarnate]

#mental health #mental illness #mentally ill #mental disorder #obsessive compulsive personality disorder #borderline personality disorder #personality disorder #antisocial personality disorder #paranoid personality disorder #schizotypal personality disorder #schizoid personality disorder #avoidant personality disorder #narcissistic personality disorder #dependent personality disorder

[piglet-reincarnate]

*doesnt cope*

Wow im so disabled

*copes*

Wow im such a liar

[piglet-reincarnate]

[piglet-reincarnate]

[piglet-reincarnate]

Trigger warning: brief nondescriptive mentions of abuse.

I experienced something new last night and was wondering if this is dissociation. In the last few weeks, especially after talking to someone I'm close with who's a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, I've realized that I likely have memories I'm not remembering. I remember a handful of small instances of cocsa and one small event with a grown up family friend. But because of other symptoms I have it seems like there's stuff I'm not remembering.

Last night I was already not feeling good. My chronic pain was acting up and I was struggling with some suicidal intrusive thoughts. We were laying in bed and all of a sudden I thought of something (which I no longer remember what it was. I have this thing where I can temporarily make myself forget what I'm upset about to help me calm down but this time I didn't remember it later) and my anxiety spiked and I started feeling uncomfortable and restless. I felt dizzy and light headed and when I looked at my arm it didn't feel attached to me. Overall I felt really uncomfortable in my body and anxious....

Feel free to ask any clarifying questions and I'll try and answer. Thank you again for helping me when I know what I'm going through is nothing compared to a lot of people 💕

#undiagnosed #mental health #mental illness #mentally ill #mental disorder #abuse trigger #sexual abuse #cocsa victim #cocsa trauma #dissociative episode #dissociation #tw: dissociating #tw: childhood trauma #girls with anxiety #anxious #anxiety

[piglet-reincarnate]

[piglet-reincarnate]

[piglet-reincarnate]

[piglet-reincarnate]

I hope people struggling with, Obsessive Compulsive Personal Disorder and/or are passively or actively suicidal, have a fantastic day

I hope all DID/OSDD systems are having a good day

#mental health #mental illness #mentally ill #girls with anxiety #mental disorder #can't breathe #work anxiety #eating disoder thoughts #anxious #undiagnosed #obsessive compulsive personality disorder #actually ocpd #ocpd #depression #depressed #disability #eating disorder #personality disorder #anger issues #passive suicidal tendencies #active suicidal ideation #passive suicidal ideation #suicidal #ed talk #eating disorder thoughts

[piglet-reincarnate]

When it’s my third horrible pain day in a row...

[piglet-reincarnate]

[piglet-reincarnate]

[piglet-reincarnate]

[piglet-reincarnate]

[piglet-reincarnate]

"are u okay" can we change the topic before i cry

[piglet-reincarnate]