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Hm. Maybe I don't have much willpower.

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you will live and you will say the wrong things and make mistakes and people will love you anyways.

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6 2 mgs green xanax

Half 10 mg dexamph yellooww

1 300 mg pregabalin

6 ksalol 1 mg

Hasisch and tobacco mix

Small bump of Ket

Sunday mix box 🚀

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World class 2 mgs Alpraz.

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Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

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I really miss that plug 🔥🔥

Blue & White valium🐟

10 mg & 5mg.

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Speed (base and puré dex) 👟👟

Nitrazepam, kpins and one lonely halcion💊

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Pregabalin friday

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Pregaballin’🍎🥥

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What is left from my small re-up

4 st 2 mgs Flualprazolam

2 st 2 mgs alprazolam (pharma but looks shady)

4 st 1 mgs alprazolam

1 st 8 mg suboxone (script) 14 mgs / day

10 st Zopiklon 7,5 mgs (my favorit indian brand)

Also 30 / 300 mgs prebalin and 2 g of pollen hasisch

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Yeah but the sex is okey.

When did you last fuck?

Anxiety fucks me everyday.

#asks #benzos #benzodiazepines #benzo #valium #xannyfamily #anixety #mental health #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #mentally tired

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Ketamin Alprazolam Clonazepam Hasisch Pregabalin Metylfenidat

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Im back!

Pregabalin and blue valium

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people who experience psychosis and anger issues and paranoia and delusions and intrusive thoughts and addiction and dissociation and other “ugly” non-romanticized mental health issues i love you and i believe you and you are not a bad person

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“ur overthinking this” bro I have anxiety. I have no other type of thinking available

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Her.

I loved her. I loved her so much. I loved her as much as I’d love a friend, a sibling or a parent. I’d have done anything for her. And I had, I had broken a lot of my own rules to fight for her. I even continued to love her when she would hurt me, or hurt the ones I loved.

I always kept her with me. Everywhere I went she was there. And when she wasn’t she was all I could think about, I spent every waking moment wondering where she was and thinking about the next time I could embrace her in my arms.

But the truth is, she wasn’t good for me. She isn’t good for me. And I really need to hear that. Things will never chance, she will never change. I can’t go back or think that things will be different next time around. She will always hurt me. She is cunning, manipulative, dangerous, dishonest, harsh, unforgiving, underhanded and toxic. She will never change so I need to. I need to see her for what she really is and understand it could never work.

I know that deep down, I’ll always love her. But she is not good for me and she never will be. She’s nothing more than a toxic ex, that I need to let go of. Though I miss her and that’s okay, but I can never let myself go back. I loved her, and she told me she loved me back. But she lied to me. She always lied.

She was never worth my love. Heroin is not worth my love.

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“I’m with you. No matter what else you have in your head I’m with you and I love you.”

— Ernest Hemingway // The Garden of Eden