pinkavalentine

[pinkavalentine]

having to hear people tell my mom to just let me die cuz it's obvious I'm never gonna recover is the worst pain I've ever felt in my life this disorder truly has taken everything from me

#tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #ed moots #ed jokes #bing3 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating #i want to be small #malespii #ana male #ftm ed #ed diet #thin inspiration #i feel fat #caloric intake #tw ed in the tags #not pr0 just for me #not pr0 4n4 #n0t pr0 #disordered eating thoughts #i want to be a skeleton #low cal ed

[pinkavalentine]

I don't think food will ever go back to just being food

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #ed jokes #ed moots #bing3 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating

[pinkavalentine]

liquid cals > food cals

I rest my case

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #ed jokes #ed moots #notprojustusingthetags #bing3 #it's not as simple as just eating

[pinkavalentine]

I went to my friend's birthday party and I was the only one not eating so her dad came up to me and asked me why I wasn't eating and I told him I wasn't hungry and he looked at me and just ohh so ur on a diet and laughed am I really that fat?

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #ed jokes #ed moots #bing3 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #ana blog #anamia #i want to be a skeleton #i want to be small

[pinkavalentine]

fyi if I seem unstable it's cuz I am because I don't take my antidepressants cuz I'm afraid they'll make me gain weight :D

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #ed jokes #ed moots #bing3 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #ana blog #anamia #i want to be a skeleton #aneroxic #low cal ed #low cal #i want to be small #cw disordered eating

[pinkavalentine]

I will keep denying I have an ed until the day i die

#pr0 3d #pro 4n4 #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #ed jokes #ed moots #bing3 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #i want to be a skeleton #i want to be small #ed restriction #ana blog #aneroxic

[pinkavalentine]

I'm showing this to my therapist

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #ed moots #ed jokes #bing3 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #low cal #calorie tracker

[pinkavalentine]

I need an excuse to post so body check :)

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #ed jokes #ed moots #notprojustusingthetags #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #it's not as simple as just eating #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #low cal ed #low cal #tw ed in the tags #thin inspiration #i want to be a skeleton #i want to be small #caloric intake #ed stuff #i feel fat #i wanna be sk1nny

[pinkavalentine]

outfit ♡

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #notprojustusingthetags #ed trigger #thin inspiration #i want to be a skeleton #i want to be small #calorie tracker #it's not as simple as just eating #low cal ed #low cal #ed struggles #i wanna be sk1nny #cw disordered eating #aneroxic #not pr0 4na #pr0 ana only for myself #only pr0 for myself #body chex #b0dy ch3ck

[pinkavalentine]

I can feel my health rapidly declining but it's okay cuz ☆skinnyyy☆

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #ed jokes #ed moots #ed struggles #ana ed #ed diet #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #low cal ed #low cal #ed restriction #i want to be a skeleton #i want to be small #skiny body #ana blog #aneroxic

[pinkavalentine]

ik recovery isn't an option for me anymore cuz I just searched up how many cals are in lipstick... 😭

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating #not pr0 4na #low cal ed #low cal #ed trigger #ed restriction

[pinkavalentine]

guys oatmeal is worth the cals and if you say otherwise ur lying cuz ana literally told me herself

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating #not pr0 4na #ed jokes #ed moots

[pinkavalentine]

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #ed moots #ed jokes #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana

[pinkavalentine]

I cant help but feel selfish for doing this 2 the people I love but at the same time I don't think I can stop

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #i want to be a skeleton #ed moots #ed jokes #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #notprojustusingthetags

[pinkavalentine]

oldest vs most recent bc 😭 ewwww

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #ed jokes #body ch3ck #body chex #tw ed in the tags #i want to be a skeleton #i want to be small #caloric intake #thin inspiration #bulimina #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating #not pr0 4na #not pr0 anything #not pr0 just for myself #not pr0 mia #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #tw purge #i wanna be a skeleton #ed restriction #caloric restriction

[pinkavalentine]

collarbone check♡

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #anamia #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating #thin inspiration #tw ed in the tags #i want to be a skeleton #i want to be small #i feel fat #aneroxic #ed struggles #i wanna be a skeleton #th1inspo #th1n5p0 #4na fast #b0dy ch3ck #body ch3ck #body chex

[pinkavalentine]

refusing food from someone you've told about your ed is like war they keep pressuring you to eat stuff like if I wanted it I'd accept? but I don't so it's weird 😭 they all have savior complexes I swear

#pr0 3d #pr0 m14 #pr0anna #tw disordered eating #disordered eating mention #bing3 #ed moots #ed jokes #ed struggles #ana ed #ed diet #pro 4n4 #pr0 4n4 #pro aana #not pr0 4n4 #not pr0 just for me #n0t pr0 #notprojustusingthetags #it's not as simple as just eating