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I bounce alot in my interests. Thought it would be interesting to keep track of them.
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모두 잘 지내시는지..
긴 글쓰기가 점점 어려워집니다만 영영 쓰지 않으면 아예 쓰는 방법을 잊어버릴 것만 같아 간만에 슥 펼쳐봅니다.
이런저런 떠다니는 생각들을 얼마만큼 어떻게 전해야 할 지 아직도 잘 모르겠습니다만은 그저 내가 사랑하고 우릴 사랑하는 모든 분들이 가급적 오랜 시간 평안했으면 좋겠다는 생각만큼은 전혀 변함이 없습니다.
저도 그토록 오랫동안 안정과 평안을 찾아 헤맸으나 늘 사람들, 아니 어쩌면 저조차도 일종의 드라마를 원한다는 생각을 지울 수가 없네요. 조금만 안정되면 불안해지는 이상한 병 같아요.
열일곱 서울에 온 후 참 많은 시간이 지났으나 종종 걸으며 돌이켜보면 아무것도 변한 게 없는 것 같은 이상한 기분이 들곤 합니다. 결국 전 아직 고작 28살이고 제가 바라는만큼 단단해지는 데에는 무수한 세월이 필요할 것만 같습니다.
사실 요전부터 일기를 다시 쓰기 시작했는데 오늘은 펜을 잡기 싫어 이곳에 적어 둡니다.
예전 카페 글들처럼 시작도 결론도 왜 제 글은 늘 비슷한 표정인지.
많이 보고싶고 종종 생각하고 있습니다.
훅 다가와 겁을 주던 겨울이 어느새 도망가고 걷기 좋은 계절입니다. 조금 후에 바람이 따수워지면 그 어드메서 만나요. 저는 늘 그랬듯 음악 만들고 몸도 정신도 매일매일 되새기며 그저 기다리고 있겠습니다. ㅎㅎ
보고싶어요 !
(https://www.weverse.io/bts/artist/1675224452236505)
I wonder how you all are doing..
Writing long posts has gradually become more and more difficult. However, if I spend an eternity without writing, it feels like I will end up forgetting how to write anything at all. So I am giving it a try after a long time.
I am still not sure how many or just in what way I should share these floating thoughts I have about this and that but there’s one that always remains unchanged: I hope the people I love and the people who love us can find peace for as long as possible.
I have wandered for a long time searching for stability and peace but it is actually impossible for people — or maybe even for myself — to ged rid of that desire for some kind of drama. It is like a strange disease, the fact that we get anxious as soon as we gain some sense of stability.
It has been such a long time since I came to Seoul when I was seventeen years old. However, as I try to reminisce when I go for a walk every now and then I sometimes get this strange feeling that nothing has really changed. At the end of the day, I am still just 28 years old so I guess it will take a very long time for me to become as strong as I want.
In fact, I started writing a diary once again the other day but as could not bring myself to grab a pen today I am writing here instead.
Just like the old ones on the fancafe, I wonder why the beginning and the end of my posts are always so similar.
I miss you very much and I often think about you.
Winter, frightening as it comes upon us so suddenly, now seems like a good season to sneak out and go for a walk. Let’s meet a little later, wherever the place may be, when the air gets warmer. I will be waiting just like this, while making music and reflecting on my mind and body every single day. hehe
I miss you !
Trans cr; Rinne @ bts-trans
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